one wk holidays jus passed so fast! is sat. been plannin n organisin a surprise birthday dinner for ver. called up his army n poly fnds.. havent got anything for him yet. no idea wat to buy. is been fun to meet up with my poly fnds last wkend. gald we are still so closely knitted together. n tuck is joinin superstar! ha. drove to shin hse as well. drove to xiaozhu hse as well. drove to ver hse all the time. n when everyone says that, UR STUPID w550i WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SELL THE PRICE OF $350 think again. someone is offering me $480. payin immediately. but send to south africa? ok, watever. as long as i see the money. i will be gettin SE w810i white n black for ver. sigh. so brke. wat a birthday present. quarrel with ver jus now. is so sad. i jus dunno how to continue. i dun even know whether i loved him anot? but i do think of him once in awhile? so used to his presence. till, i cant be objective anymore. watever. i love him. met up with xiaozhu recently. is a 5min thing. pass him somestuff n drop him somewhere to sell his hifi. same thing, was attracted by him like last time. i dunno lor. as long as he dun say anything, both of us will continue that infatuation with one another. so scared. told ver that we must improve with our relations again. i will be seein alan soon in sch. n i seriously dunno wat will happen. hope that the choices made was correct. more of me want to stay with a stable guy. - gosh. hav i mention how cute n sensible winston has become? he understands wat im tokin abt! haha. 18mths. so adorable.

oh ya. my car stored halfway at amk ave6~
i almost fainted..

n again. i screamed at ver for not informin me abt the car!

justme's unforbidden words at 7:14 AM