i taken photographs on those bruises.. but damn lazy to upload lah~

anywa, sometimes is better not to talk to your ex rather than u did..
is like, im feeling even worst..

argh...
when everyone got to pretend nothing happens?

i missed ver.. but yet, i got to pretend i dont n i have already
moved on... pride i guess?

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oh ya, im getting kind of addicted to the yahoo's answers (under the
relationship columns) wow lao.. after a mth or so, it jus made me
realised that there are a lot of stupid n low IQ people out there?!
(not in spore!)

n seriously, there are like pple who are 13 start asking about
will i get pregnant if i have sex during my period? n really young kids
saying that they wan to give birth at the age of 14?!

holy cow.. where was i at 14?! though i wasnt very studious on books, but
at least im mugging the whole day on television watchin sitcoms? hmm...
well, i need ideas for compositions anyway~

ok, not very convincing...

but anyway, even someone at the age of 20 sounds so bimbo too..
ah, why does my bf hits me when he says he loves me all his life??!

or

im so scare that i will be pregnant.. n i cant use the condom becoz
my bf doesnt wan to.. n im scare to gain weight if i take pills..

ahh.... then wat u suggest?! close ur legs lah~

or

im pregnant! help! than they mention abt abortions is forbidden becoz
is a gift.. than wat? if u are so pious, than be it..

or

my bf shoot in me, so how? do i go for an abortion now?
(holy pork!! they dun even know the basics.. even someone who is a bardy virgin knows from my mum that if u have unprotected sex, jus go to any clinic to get
the mornin-after-pill within 72hours! why wait till u got a positive n abort?)

ahhh.. n there are like,

why cant i leave my abusive bf? n y does he have to sweet talk me still
while we are having sex?

is like, HELLO?! coz u 'fan jian'? n pls lah, if im a guy, of coz i will
sweet talk u when i have the urge wat?! otherwise wat? hey free fuck,
open ur legs n let me settle some stuff?!

n funny part is, when i read those previous posts on wat others have to
say, they are like, is ok my dear, my bf used to be like this, is becoz
they are having a hard time.. or some problems...

wow kao. i tell u, i feel like slapping all of them... n i will always
reply back in a really harsh n reality way, hoping these girls will
straighten their mind!

(ok, im not talking about those that are normal. which is like only
2 out of 10?)

im cruel becoz im being kind.

what is wrong with these ang mos?! i tot pple there are smart!
n apparently, they all seem to be very promiscuous... i dun even know
where the dick is supposed to go only when im in sec 3 after that mrs
chiau's biology test~ (i remembered it coz, i wanted to copy from shin
who eventually got it wrong but instead, i followed gek's answer n got it
right..)

ah.. i missed those days when copying is the only way for me to pass..
HA.

i dunno.. is either im really a female chauvinistic or i got a faint
heart by seeing all these questions....

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oh ya, there is this girl who wanted to intro me this job as those
chatline girls? (i tink jus bluff those guys to chat longer with u
on the phone? n that is how u earn..)

n guess wat, this is wat she said, im 17, im an undergrad in poly.
n my boss is very nice! time very flexible...

woorr~~ she is an undergrad.. in POLY??
i never knew that i can get a degree in poly.
so shin, dun waste time, go take ur degree instead of a diploma..

so im still waiting for this undergrad in poly to reply me..
coz my concern are, using my hp number? or i will be given a sim card.
n is this any kind of scam..

n this 17yr old poly 'undergrad' to me still seems quite innocent..
but of coz, you never know...

justme's unforbidden words at 6:02 AM