the beautiful mistake*

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

mum bought me a small cheese cake.

dad make wanton's fried dunno wat mee?

jie got me shampoo that i jus finished n thats the birthday gift i asked.

AXS machine gave me 2 tickets to NDP for my birthday.

pau's treat to swensens. =)

verne got me a guess bag that cost nearly 200, n a 300 bucks ang bao. im speechless. even though im only goin to be takin the bag... but still, im very happy.

allycia, nicole, amelia, albert n dave got me a slightly oversize tee n treat to steamboat.

daniel, dennis, kelvin, alan, don, adeline, jiaxin that has personally wished me. n some pple like, hweeyan, melissa, meiyan, hong, jonathan... thanks alot! even though i hardly see you all nowadays..

i got all the 12o'clock midnight strike wishes from ALL my pretties girls that i had for decades since i was still in primary sch pullin one another's hair, till secondary, till poly, till uni, till in the workin world.

wat more do i have to ask for?!

justme's unforbidden words at 3:04 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

you got any idea how much u have hurt me?

im jus so moody for everything.

justme's unforbidden words at 4:58 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

i really hate it when someone close to u make fun of your name.
n i repeated it alot of times that i do not like it.

im tired.

justme's unforbidden words at 11:07 PM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

world cup has really drive me nuts...

still remember watchin it 4yrs back with royston they all! GOD!

anywa, been watchin it with ver all these while.. wow lao..
the aust n jap was really nice...

last 10mins or so? aust got 3 goals! n i was like tellin ver,
i tink no hope..

n papers came out that the judge made a mistake in the japan goal..
they foul, n the ball went in.. n he take it as is a goal..

so by right, it shld be 3:0

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ah. cant wait to meet up with dennis the bunch of lao ah bengs for soccer soon!
shawn n daniel has been msgin me like mad askin me out to watch..

oh ya, saw sher yest.. so happy. miss zhen as well. sigh.

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tomolo, tequila's wedding dinner. n we the cheapo decided not to bao so much,
due to alot of reason we reckon.

oh shit! whose goin to bring the ang bao?

watever lah..

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goin to sch real soon, nowadays, time with ver is gettin lesser, other
than meetin up for world cup..

n he will be attendin his part time degree soon.. it will be at nite.
i will be in sch in the day, free at nite.

im kinda feelin sad now.. feelin like im driftin away n i cant do anythin.
will tok to him real soon abt this.

there is so many things i wan to get...
- tiffany n co netted ring
- guess bag
- leather sch bags (like the ones i have in poly)
- vintage watch
- jeans
- CK one perfume

dun dare to let ver know.. he can be really crazy abt it. jus the other
day, he wanted to get me a pair of diamond earrings for my birthday...

ah..

anywa, tokin abt that.. vickki ask me to go over for megan's 2nd yr old
birthday party.

vickki = ver's elder sister.
megan = ver's niece.

time really passed so fast... it seems like i attended her first party few
mths back... n im scared ver's mum jus go around introducin pple to me.
n askin me to go over coz so-n-so wants to take a look at me..

n this yr, ver said, budget is 20 dollars? coz last yr was 10. HAHA!
n i really dunno wat to buy for a 2yr old. she got tons of toys, n
her clothes are already so BRANDED.

n suddenly, i tot of ver tellin me, chinese new yr is coming..
and i was like, HUH?!

ok, is 630am.. i cant concentrate...

justme's unforbidden words at 5:45 AM

Monday, June 05, 2006

so is sun.

i didnt go for daniel's mass lah of coz!
i doubt i can wake up at that time of the day also..

didnt had enough slp.. so i went over to ver's hse to slp.
ok. it sounds stupid. and i dunno y?

so reached his hse at 4pm, watch dvd, both of us fell aslp halfway.
his mum knocked on door. eat dinner. back to room n watch dvd.

yap. n home we went.

n to tink we planned so nicely ahead a wk b4.. but both of our saturdays
have been totally burned out by my clubbin n his overnite gambling.

i really looked forward for the entire june weekends... ok.. mayb the
weekdays as well..

wedding dinners, gatherings with poly fnds, gathering with colleagues,
with lecturers, dinners, functions, sister's givin birth to brenston??
ok.. name not cfm. damn busy.

excited.

justme's unforbidden words at 4:15 AM

is so amazin that u can actually see superman at the dance floor at MOS.

dennis came over my house to pick me up for dinner last nite..
stupid thing is i told him to wait at blk 358. n i dun even know where is
broadway?! to tink is my house opposite's hawker!

n im also amazed by myself that i actually stayed there for nearly 20yrs.

so we drove down to town to meet daniel.. he is such a crap guy.. damn funny..
n i got to know that he is really that hyper even 4am in the mornin!

but anywa, we had our dinner at lemongrass.. at first i tot was wat kinda
thai 'zhu char' but than, was damn good! though i really dunno how to appreciate
the tom yam soup...

the ironic part was, dennis was like askin me, hey, u take spicy food?
n he ends up kept sayin it was spicy n stuff.. n he sweats like he jus did
his 2.4...

hahaha.. he's damn funny la...

reach mos at 10 i guess? is a small group of us.. only like 5 of us?
it was nice lah.. though we all knew dennis.. and the rest of the 4
dunno one another, but we behaved like we knew one another for years!

it was really fun lah. n i saw ming teck also!

n there was this caucasian who danced with me? n he said something like,

ang mo: u are very chantin
me: huh?
ang mo: u are very chantin.
me: huh? wat?
ang mo: u are very chantin!

n there i was thinkin wat the hell was i am very chanting?
is either he said, i was enchantin, or charmin or watever that sounds like it.

n everytime he tries to come near, i will be like, YOUR TOO NEAR!
TOO NEAR! NEAR! GO AWAY!

argh. n dennis was like, so where is ur CHANTER?!

aiya. that guy damn scary lah.. n the rest of the guys was still mild lah,
considered that we are asian i guess?

n daniel was like, the reason y i didnt come n save u was, becoz i know
that no matter how wild a convent girl is, she will know how to handle
such situations by themselves.

honestly, i dunno is that a compliment or wat. all i know was, i wanted
to jus tell that angmo that shawn was my bf! (since he was the nearest
avaliable beside me..)

ah. thank god is all over!

went to yishun area to have supper.. n dennis really meant it when he said
he will take good care of me n make sure he will send me home n he will be
payin for my expenses for the day.. n i tot this was quite paisei enough till..

i realised that they all stayed in the west after i was abt to alight..

n it was about 430am.

dennis is really a very nice n fantastic person.. no wonder yuehong n yokelin
loved him so much... he is really like a brother to us.. even though his
car damn ah beng lah.. though low low, like racer car... lucky no bright
blue lights or watever uv lights...

suddenly i tot abt daniel kept askin me out on sun to join them for mass..

justme's unforbidden words at 1:05 AM