the beautiful mistake*

Sunday, April 30, 2006
it was a hectic day on friday! gosh! all the old pple from god-knows-where
were floodin their way to the POSB bank jus to withdraw money from the
progess package..
n i have to jus choose that day to do the sim application thingy. argh!
i queued like 4pm to 530pm! was standin there like zombie.
there were like 6 ah muds that came by n started tokin to me... n suddenly,
my mum from behind came n one of them was like, AYE MA MA!
haha. stupid. though one of them was really good lookin. shit.
ah, forever the wrong ethic group that approach.
rush down to cafe cartel at PS to meet my ex collegues. gosh, ralf is
really damn cute. he is forever sayin the wrong thing n offendin pple..
HAHA.
n ver kept pressurizin him with really stress questions like, who is the
prettiest among all?! n after sayin that who was pretty, the girls were
like tokin abt me, N THAN.... someone pops out.
belinda looks like indian now.
aye. thanks. which suddenly amelia said, BEL AH! CAN U SIT PROPERLY?!
(i was restin my both arms behind ver's n ralf's sofa...) which makes
the 2guys beside me like some kinda nite club girls..
haha.. it was fun lah. though it was a short dinner..
went back to ver's place, watch like american pie 1 n 2. n there he fell
asleep.
i watch like NEVER ENDING! from those phychic(is that how u spell?) witness
from discovery channel to all the taiwan series, n all the taiwan varieties..
wow lao.
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pau called me. but ver was practically in a coma!
so the whole sat was wasted, jus woke up to eat, n back to slp all the
way to 7pm!
n some ah ma in the market tot i was ver's sister. sometimes, i felt as if
im already married to ver in a way.. his family brings me out for dinner,
shoppin, now, they wanted to bring me out to travel.
im totally ok with travellin with ver. with his family?! erm...
oh ya, ver's mum helps me to pluck my eyebrows.. all thanks to that guy.
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went to marine mandarin hotel after that.. GOSH! the sea view was DAMN SOLID.
the night is really... wow...
room was ok size.. plasma tv.. toilet big, dunno table is for wat?!
take up alot of space. no dressin table, cause ONE FULL LENGTH WALL
MIRROR near the balcony. dumb.
5star hotel.
winston's baby bed... no so 5star..
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like the one in hospital! HA.
ver n i were so mesmerise by the view out there..
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ver sent me back to yishun. n so happy that YISHUN10 WAS STILL OPEN!
to tink we were arguin abt double midnite means, the show ends late.
but ticketin ends early.
all thanks to the MILLIONS OF INDIANS OUT THERE SITTING AT THE ROAD SIDE
at GV! (ok, im exggaratin)
n im glad that ver is damn kpo to insist that we go ahead n check it out.
i dunno wat we watched.. but is the one with eva in it.. (the chiobu in
desperate hsewife)
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is been quite a while since ver n i have our quality time tgt.
i guess, after so long tgt, everything starts to fade off? no more
those passionated i love u, u love me.. n those only my eyes on you,
yours on me kinda honeymoon..
is nice that we still cares alot of one another after so long.
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justme's unforbidden words at 5:04 AM
i love this.

justme's unforbidden words at 5:02 AM
the ver that lost like almost 10kg after i said, "UR FAT LAH!"

justme's unforbidden words at 5:01 AM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
sunday was damn fun.
will upload the video once i find a way to do so.
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ver will be goin to board the ship again.
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i still quite upset abt last nite quarrel with that sis of mine.
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i got accepted in SIM. which im already kinda worried abt the passin rate.
fuck.
fuck big time.
fuck huge time.
dbl fuck.
triple fuck.
combos fuck.
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remember that time i was bloggin abt this dad who screwed his daughters?
he got jailed 32 yrs n 24 canes. i tink is not enough.
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as for now, im jus payin attention on the NKF thingy.
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sorry, i really got no mood for anything.
justme's unforbidden words at 9:15 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006
i dunno wat is goin to happen on sun, but ya, im also kinda
lookin forward to it..
anywa, im goin to drag ver for some competition which i tink is
really good money..
winner gets 500
loser gets 200
anywa, is something that he is very good in.. pull ups..
(the best he did was 26. if im not wrong, he was one of those who
did the best in his army for pull ups..)
well, again, it was LAST TIME IN ARMY. (lets pray that his standard did
not drop)
even if he doesnt get in to the finals, and if he got selected in the
primary round, n he managed to pull more than a certain standard
they set, he will still get 50 bucks..
well, i tink is quite a good deal.
but provided they see us.. shit.
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wow~ winston cryin like ma chime he is beenin murdered...
justme's unforbidden words at 3:24 AM

Thursday, April 20, 2006
gosh... was surfin the web..
n i was curious abt wats was body dsymorphic syndrome...
n it leads to alot of like, anoerxia n alot of things..
n they were sayin the effect n cause of it.. n i saw this
ipecac syrup that these pple take n it cause death.. so
i went to check out wats that.. n guess wat?!
ipecac syrup is for pple who got such mentally sickness thinkin they
are fat n is to induce them to vomit..
so u jus vomit n vomit all the way... and many of them die from takin that...
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anywa, i went into ver's fndster, n surprise! there was a fnd request~
n i was kapo.. so i went to look who was it.. n guess wat?
it was a 16 yr old girl? not very pretty also leh..
n it makes me wonder, is ver's gettin to know girls out there in irc?!
(though he dun play with irc or icq..)
so the unreasonable pei was like screamin in the phone.. STUPID ASSHOLE!
WHO THE HELL WAS THAT GIRL?! n poor ver was like, i dunno! i really dunno!
i havent went in for ages!!
haha.. n he tot i was really angry when i was jus teasin him all the way..
gosh..
im hungry.
justme's unforbidden words at 3:21 AM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006
thought this website is good for pple like me..
PLACES TO EATu can find places to go for surprises, something unusual, after 12,
halal food n watever...
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i wouldnt be seein ver for quite some time.. he will be quite busy these
few days...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBERT!
justme's unforbidden words at 1:20 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
gosh! EVERYONE GO WATCH 8BELOW!!!
GO CATCH IT! I SWEAR IS NICE! i wanted to cry so many times...
the dogs was so cute! so touchin! so upset...
2 died in the show.. n i only recall one that dead becoz he
fell off the cliff. the other one, i have NO CLUE AT ALL!
but i really did watch the show! though i was disturbin ver
most of the time...
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ver bought me a purplish-black rose. is really pretty.
though i have to mention whether he wants to get it for me.
kinda lousy la he... but is ok.. the rose is really gorgeous!
pau bought me a really nice purse too! n i love purse! i love pau
as well!
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was sittin at some really weird place at junction8 while
waitin for pau. n it really amaze me everytime ver started
singing hokkien songs..
i really feel like slappin him sometimes..
ah. im annoyed.
oh ya.. NTUC at bishan sucks.. i tink must be lack of manpower..
there is no MILO in the entire NTUC?! not only that, there isnt any
bottle drinks!! ok.. i mean there is.. jus that is drinks n brands
that i have never see before or i never know it exist?!
most of the shelves are empty~
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so upset. i feel very hungry yet bloated these few days..
is like, UR VERY HUNGRY, yet u jus cant eat coz it seems full.
ahhh.. agony.
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im been quite brainwash recently n my surroundings abt gettin
married n stuff.
honestly, half of me jus wants to get over with this phrase of life.
another half, i jus wan to be like that.
n everyones jus loves telling me, hey, ur 23 soon! 23, 24, 25...
n they started countin.
think abt it, i have plans to get married b4 i reach 30, n maybe after 25, 26?
n lets jus say i get married at 27, n i believe i will be screwin
like bunnies, even prevention are done, there will still be accidents!
so lets say i get pregnant by 27,28, i will be in those high risk pregnancies..
n i die die also must have my 2nd kid by age of 30. unless, i got twins!
YA! once n for all. n jus finished be done for my 3rd child by 32.
if only i get triplets. ok.. mayb not. unless my the other half is damn
rich. otherwise, even goin to macdonalds is a lux to us..
gosh. i tink i very auntie now.
so i got it half plan out.
but the shittest thing on earth is, i will finished my uni (provided if no problems)
by the age of 26.
i will have a yr or so to start earnin my income...
justme's unforbidden words at 4:54 AM

Sunday, April 16, 2006
lets talk about marriage n sex.
THIS IS GOIN TO BE A REALLY LONG BLOG!
those who have the habit of readin the straits time or any newspaper,
u will have seen this article abt this malay family, ok..
(erm, u know those woman that wrapped themselves up in black n u
only see the eyes if ur lucky, otherwise, there might be a thin layer
of black silk? coverin the eyes as well)
if im not wrong, i dunno where i heard from or see from, the man could
married up to 4wives? n this man, he has a total of 10?! (ok, i tink
im really bad at this, but i swear i did read the newspaper! i cant
remember the exact amt.)
anywa, if im not wrong, some of his wives isnt 'legal' n he has like 33 kids?!
(n im tokin abt IN SPORE)
he sort of brainwash his wives n his daughters sayin that in their
religion sayin that he quoted out, i am ur father n i give birth to u,
therefore i own u. so meanin i can have sex with u too!
i will cut story short. the girls, all underage. 12-15 (how sick can he be?!)
their mum as the pimps, tell their girl to go to their father room if he
needed sex. n he made 2 of his 5 girls he had sex with pregnant.
n got the mothers to bring them to batam to abort it.
n this is wat i read in the chinese papers sub headlines,
the reason he gave was becoz the elder girls was misbehaving with the boys,
n he had sex with them so that they will not think of havin sex with
the boys.
HELLO?!
n i done wat a father shld do, i care for them! i know they are pregnant,
so i brought them to abort it.
HELLO HELLO?!
i rather have sex with ver than havin sex with my father.
n the father said i misintepreted the meanin of wat their religion book
has said. rubbish lah.
ok, i know i sucks at this.. i took like 15mins to look for the article
url.. well, there it is
CLICK HERE -
2 of my fnds are gettin married. i dunno how much to bao for the ang bao?
alot of my fnds said, not close, not need so much. too far, minus also,
too wu lu, deduct more money.
n therefore, im not really that close, is at expo, is damn wu loo.
so how much? 30 bucks?
n everyone says, can lah. n they give me that i-also-dunno look.
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anywa, i was browsin my fndster jus now, i came across really pretty
girls n i see alot of my batch of ij girls.. ok... mayb not really
my batch.. jus one yr younger or older..
some are married n haggard! n has kids which make me wonder, it is
an accident or is really the case?
coz their kids either looks like 2yrs old or older? (im experience coz
of winston. otherwise, i wouldnt know how does a one yr old kid look
like)
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jus for any girls out there, 100% of the condoms, 99.8% are NOT SPERMICIDE.
they are jus normal lubricant. so PLS, preotect urself, ask the guy to buy
the expensive ones. (n im tokin abt the well known brand i know of.)
i dunno how the box look like, but i know the packet is one side green, one
side blue. (dun ask me how i know, i was playin with my fnds' wallet n
VOILA! n she told me abt this.)
oh ya, there is such things as the
MORNING AFTER PILLS which u can eat within 72hours of unprotected sex.
(is sort of like an abortion pill. that washes of the linin of ur
'triangle thingy? uterus? or uretha?? i tink is uterus.. uretha seems like
for urine..)
ok, dun ask me how i know either, my mum n sister told me.
yes, we have such open conversation. n they are the ones who tot me.
ah, i feel so depressed when i hear fnds of mine havin unprotected sex..
seriously.. i know is like none of my business.. but is like.. alot of
behind things..
justme's unforbidden words at 5:25 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006
ver n i are havin a headache on where to go.
first, i read alot abt the forum abt genting or KL,
as a half m'sian, though im been goin back almost every once
a yr or twice, alot of my uncles n aunties always tok abt how
unsafe JB and KL has become...
so u kinda beenin brainwash by them.
n no one in my family encourage me to go to m'sia. therefore,
till date, I HAVE NEVER TOOK A BUS OR WATEVER LAND TRANSPORT TO WEST
M'SIA. (do note that. east m'sia is OVER the SEA near brunei. coz,
some geography idiots will think im tokin abt the nearby m'sia over
at the causeway..)
ok, mayb once. that was a school thingy. (but still, i took a plane.)
n there is a diff between east n west m'sia. oh ya, tokin abt that, im
confirmed that im not a pure chinese family.
which, my father THINKS he is PURE chinese (that explains the deep eyes
n dark skin n nose.) n my mum also ASSUMED she is one too. which leads to,
half paranakan?(now we know why she got brown hair. ok i anyhow say.)
so dun ask me wat i am. coz, i do have chinese blood in me. now i know
y pple come askin me funny question like are u malay, india or eurasian...
n if u notice, i look like my mum, but all the features come from my dad.
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paisei.. i tok too much.
ok.. so back to the story. i even check out the prices of ALL HOTELS
listin in spore. jus to find a cheap getaway jus for the 2 of us.
n i always have the funniest ideas of stayin funny places like, hotel 81.
ok. i WILL STAY THERE ONE DAY! i wan to see how it look like in there!
n i didnt know chalet was hotels for foreigners too?
ok.. watever. so lookin at the bloody prices of the not-so-budget hotels,
i decided to jus heck lah! jus go thailand lah~ he is payin anyway!
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jetair (im tokin abt 2 pple.)
- round tickets (i assume is 2way, coz the other one was jus one way tic)
- got jetsaver n jetflex?
jetsaver is SO MUCH CHEAPER. but the thing is, must be there at least
40mins book in thing? (ok standard i supposed?)
than the return they stated must pay thb550? n how much is that? i cant
remember even though i have been there many times...
anyway, wat i saw was, S$ around 770++
VERSUS
tigerway (tokin abt 2 pple also..)
- two way
- damn simplify.. idiot friendly.
total, S$ around 550+++
do note abt the MANY MANY MANY MANY PLUS SIGNS.
so is the 800 versus the 600. (i rounded up.)
so one person is around 300 - 400 (for a two way ticket)
N OF COZ i OPTED FOR TIGERWAY LAH!
anywa, i still remember is only 3hr? the rule. that 3hrs in the flight,
CANNOT BRING OUTSIDE FOOD n DRINK. (like any other cinemas.)
coz, chances are, food on flight is DAMN EX.
n ver was like, drink tap water lor~ is only such a short period of time.
not as if cannot go toilet... so ya.
budget. so no choice. think abt spendin more durin the shoppin im
perfectly ok...
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fuck. i forgot abt the info for hotels... ok.. later i bio than share..
anyway, does anyone wan to join us?
justme's unforbidden words at 4:17 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
gosh~ that boy is really drivin me nuts..
ask him to chase my invigilator fees, or rather, everytime i need
a flavour from him, he will say, WHERE IS MY YEN MEI?
yes, is yen zhen sister. he sort of know yenmei but dun dare to
tok to her since schoolin days...
n everytime i will have to repeat this.
-is either u change target to yenzhen (which i can date her out easily)
-or yen mei suddenly become my sister
-and, most important, she must be interested in u also WAT!
but watever it is.. he is someone really hilarious n comedy.
very rich also.
which leads to a joke abt this girl in our class, (which shin HATES ALOT)
(which i guess everyone shld know lah~ lets name her s)
n he finds that S very chio. n ver was like sayin, wow! this one
cannot! coz she only makes friends who DUN STAY in HDBs unless ur
HDB is in newton or town area.
n ver said.. so she can come make friends with me since i stay in newton
area.
n that boy.. he said this. WOW! than i must tell her, sorry, i only make
friends who have more than one house or one building.
(coz he is one rich kid who wears tore, dirty, ok, or rather, VINTAGE
tees... owns a whole condo. not one? not two? but i dunno how many
buildings...)
n both me n ver was like, sorry, i tink u got no friends anymore.
who are we tokin to anyway?
hahaha! he is cute lah. funny.
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finally we got back our invigilator fees (me n ver)
met ver in town. n he draws a total of $200 n pass it to me.
which i did only 4 sessions of $120 by right. n i dunno where did
the $80 extra come from.
so i insisted he take them back. not only that. he has been payin
for alot of stuff for me..
out of a sudden. i felt like a kept woman (ok, the cheaper version)
but watever it is.. though we dun really go dutch, but i never let
him pay to such extreme?
he even wanted to bring me to either taiwan or thai for a short
getaway this end of the mth. but i suggest genting (cheaper even though
he is payin for everything)
n he jus ask me for a wishlist recently?! n ask me for my home unit.
im so worried. i dunno wat is happenin?!
n my 2 poly fnds are gettin married! which i realised that im 23?!
ok.. soon.
sigh.
justme's unforbidden words at 3:19 AM

Monday, April 10, 2006
april fools

justme's unforbidden words at 4:12 AM
6th apr - menses begins. fuck.
7th apr - cables installing.
8th apr - shoppin day at ikea n queentown shoppin center.
9th apr - pills begins.
14th apr - good friday. sentosa day. menses ends here.
18th apr - our day.
28th apr - ver's bringin me out of spore.
1st may - labour day!
2nd may - back home.
my wishlist:
- my pay faster come.
- macdonald's happy meal toy.
- tamagotchi.
- my melody.
- ver to get me those sunflowers.
- me n ver to get much better.
i love pink lilies. really big blossom roses. sunflower.
n different colors daisy all wrapped up together. (excludin the
lilies, roses n sunflowers.)
justme's unforbidden words at 12:12 AM

Sunday, April 09, 2006
got so many things to settle for the uni thingy, i really
pray i get in..
infact, i was at his house settling all the cable thingy on fri..
stay over, slept at 3am, n off to send me home by 8 so he can reach
office at 9.. who knows, THERE IS NO BUS TO PARKWAY! weekend means
ONLY SUNDAY! not saturday! wat shit is that..
so i reach home, n there i was like a dead zombie for 3hrs
n off i went with ver to ikea n queentown shoppin centre after his work..
bus journey was a torture. so sleepy!
reach like 2, n i was partically mentally shut off.
ver bought like, tons of cable hooks, extentions, BIG IKEA BOXES?
photo frames (ok, thats mine), tee, bermudas~ n went ard lookin for
shoes. n all i bought was 2 bangles, a necklace, macdonald happy meal
porun, n 2 boxes of ikea oat cookies.
went to bt merah interchange to take bus.. sort of walk ard that area,
n i saw their macdonald has the pink happy meal i wanted!
n there i was on the phone with pau, n thinkin ver was behind me,
i was shoutin in the display glasses VERY LOUDLY.
(as everyone who knows me, knows abt my THUNDEROUS VOICE~)
ok.. i turned, n saw 4 strangers lookin at me! wow lao! n ver
was at the other side at the ATM.. this is so embarrassing!
n obviously ver saw me far from the ATM n saw me screamin like
a mad woman..
wow lao.. so paisei..
justme's unforbidden words at 6:34 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006
had a fight with ver again.
im damn sian over it. even though we are back to friends again..
we decided to take things slowly. so yap.
justme's unforbidden words at 5:18 AM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
he got me the bag i always wanted.
it wasnt the price, it was hard 2 find.
it was a surprise. =)
he's not earnin much though n brought me ard to try all kinds of cheap food in spore.
he got me an apple doll series 1, sine with big roses n send it to my workplace on my birthday. after i said hey! that doll looks cool. ( but it doesnt seem that cool after that.. it looks scary now..)
he got me breakfast when im hungry in the office.
he carries me despite im so heavy n lead the way when there's alot of cats n cockroaches ard.
albert told me that he calls when havin his exam invigilation jus to tell him to tk care of me when i was sick on that day in office.
ralf told me that he calls my colleagues to pass me food when they sees me coz i was starvin that day.
he taught me how to swim within a day.
he surprised me by appearin at my void deck at 3am.
he hugs me whenever i cry back in sch.
he calls me in the jungle when he saw my sms sayin that im been bullied.
he drinks all my drinks everytime im forced or lost in a guessin game. i cant drink 4 nuts, n lucky he is a very gd drinker that the weird thing is he dun drink at all?!
he very ah beng in terms of verbal.. he speaks a 'pi-li-pa-la' hokkien. n aunties loves him?
he advised me not to be so naive, simple n easily taken advantage of. he makes best friend with my cousin. they go gents tgt (4 i dunno why?)
he n i gossip the juiciest stuff among all pple around us.
he brought me to work reluctantly despite i was havin a high fever n i have to go finish my exam scripts.
he came back for me after an hour time after i was chased out by my manager to see a doc.
he waited with me for the doc. he brought me to his house as my family was back in kuchin.
he changed my towel every hour. feed me with congee. wake me up for medicine. n i sweat his whole bed.
he cancelled all his appt for the wkend to tk care of me. he waited all the way till 1am for me to wake up so that i wouldnt be eatin dinner by myself.
he is very petite in size among the guys, n i love to call him bomberman.
he got a smaller feet n smaller fingers compared to me. is like a mum holdin a kid's hand.
he pocketed out all his money for me to take a cab home. n i dunno abt him?
he is shy. quiet. but rather popular? hmm.. he pumpkin? he down to the earth. he looks dumb n he looks gay. gay man specially loved his chest.
he never cooks. n he cooks me a pot of dunno wat with ALOT OF FOOD INSIDE! that was really yummy as far as i still can remember.
most important. he had promised to cook me a crab for me this month.
do u have anyone who is like this towards u?
justme's unforbidden words at 4:18 AM
(for those who dun know hoops n the yoyo, (they are sold in all stores like taka? is a pink n green monsters))
and my mr yoyo said,
yoyo : i bring u to taiwan, is only $88!
hoops: ok! but the thailand is only $33?
yoyo : hmm. i tink we go for the thailand first for short trip than i bring u to taiwan next time for a longer holidays.
hoops: ok! so when?
yoyo : may 11, after my work? since 12 is a public holis. so we will have 11, 12, 13 n 14.
hoops: cant u jus get a day's off? otherwise, we will be only left with 2days in thailand. since 11 we will reach at nite n 14 we will have to left packin.
yoyo : hmm.. AH! y not we go genting instead for a short getaway?!
hoops: (irritated) ok. watever. u call the shots since ur payin for my trip.
yoyo : (very happy) ok! who shld we called?! how abt A? he got free hotel stays there! oh! wat abt B?! he can drives us up! better still! we can save alot!
hoops: ok. im ok. why not jus sentosa?
yoyo : (VERY VERY HAPPY) OK! LETS GO THIS SUNDAY! get pau n bf along with us!
summary. any cheap getaways is the same as any ex getaway as long as ur company has already got the mood.
n i shld be happy that he will be payin for my holidays. so no complains.
afterall, we will be sharin the same bed n will be takin care of me, n thinkin all the weird n funny questions i will be askin...
jus be thankful that i got such a wonderful ex that still didnt let me drive him crazy.
justme's unforbidden words at 4:18 AM
waited for ver to be back in spore for like dunno how long!
went to his hse to get his tv as my tv is spoilt..
gosh.. who knows.. waited for him to finish his dinner, shower, n rest...
HE FELL ASLEEP JUS LIKE THAT?! ok.. i know it was a long day travellin by the sea n stuff n i couldnt bear to really call him up..
so i stupidly let him sleep all the way till 3am... all the way till i finished watchin watever that is still interestin~
one thing to mention that i was really touched.. he pocketed out all his wallet even the coins when he knows that my purse was empty..
n in the cab.. the uncle, was like driving 120KM?! gosh.. i feel like flyin or floatin at the back of the seat with that 14" tv...
n now.. im finally back home safely~ ok.. mayb not.. half of my soul is still halfway in the CTE i guess..
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gosh.. i felt like a free loader! lucky i chose not to stay at his house.. otherwise, i will feel more like a kept woman! (coz his hse is at town, n everywhere is so assessible!)
n that was part of the reason y im always over at his hse to play? haha! ok.. i know im too old for that.. but also the food his mum cook!
im goin to enjoy my new small tv!! =)
justme's unforbidden words at 4:18 AM