my entries all gone!!! fuck.

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working = no life.

now that i have left that horrible place, PLS FIND ME A JOB SOON!
im so not used to it.

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im feelin so bad when there is that someone that is so forever
commodating n so sweet towards me even if i can be really unreasonable.

not as if im those damn chio with a bloody filthy rich papa.
wats worst, im plump n im forever broke ever since i stopped schoolin.

ver was like tellin me the other day, those pple who likes you, likes you
alot and are the ones who are willing to understand you as a fnd.

those who dun, hate you. as they will find you damn fake. n may not
understand why r you being so honest as i dun even know u n might be
offended by me.

n i was shocked that ver said that my words to him can be real harsh
at times. luckily he knows that im not aware of it n dun mean it, but
he still dun like my frankness~

so my fnd range is either ADORES ME LIKE GOD, or HATES ME LIKE ROACHES.
(extreme from one end to another.)

and i know those who are readin my blog, LOVES ME ALOT! n definately are
the one who knows wat kind of a person i am. otherwise i wouldnt even
give my blogger url if im not close to u..

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im gald that i actually found someone like him, and felt so sad that
he found someone like me. to tink my lecturer was like sayin, infront of
me in purpose, ver, your such a wonderful guy, can i find you a girl
a thousand times better than bel?

and of coz, i dunno wat ver has done to all my colleagues, but they
definately loved him more than me.

still remember the company dinner, ver n i walked into the hall, n prof
lau was shocked to see us walkin 'hand-in-arm'? haha~ watever.. not much
of them knew we were tgt anywa..

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i miss my prof dip lecturers.

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justme's unforbidden words at 1:45 AM