the beautiful mistake*
Friday, September 30, 2005
my com is down. ah~ damn sian...
so if you see my msn still on late at nite, PLS
PLEASE do not msg me, coz is my office com!
cried yesterday at work.. damn bad..
having alot of stress.. i guess everyone is the same..
im partically working on a work load that is like 4 pple?
ah. dun say liao.
im taking half day off.. im very tired.
lucky i still got really nice colleagues here...
like, daniel, grace, samantha, albert, nicole, amelia, allycia, boss,
big boss, chong, mickey, and im starting to like candi as well!
oh ya, jus to say something sucks.. i still havent gotten my pay.
ah! wats worst.
i got dinner tml, im gettin the car tonight.
tml i got to work again. n im really fucked up in a way.
i dunno whether i like my job anot actually, coz, i like
it busy, but the workload here really sucks.
im meeting ver later after his soc.. oh ya, not forgetting,
i always see jooe n leon around the area! haha..
okok~ im goin off now.. ciao!
justme's unforbidden words at 1:39 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
went to zhen bd yesterday! so happy to see all of them!
though for me is a kinda short n fast coz i got to work OT!
argh..
kinda damn sian.
but still, the icecream cake was nice lah!
anywa, lets see.. i still went to ver's hse to stay, but cannot
tahan, went to eat prata at his hse.. met his friends, met even
MORE of his friends that he cant remember?!
n this mornin? i couldnt wake up.. he too.. stupid.. ok, goin to
get the car later, n pick him up.. n i dunno how to pick him up
at the JB checkpt...
but, still, i know he wouldnt see this, im really thankful that
he actually finished up my work when im sleeping.. really thankful
that he helped me clear my work~ n he was really tired last nite..
nice guy.
justme's unforbidden words at 1:47 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
went to watch the myth yesterday! it was really good. serious!
ok lah, i mean the action n stuff. story not bad, but very
subtle endin. ok, there were really some lame parts!
erm.. excluding the really quite lousy back row... coz back row
is usually the couples seat, than the funny part was, halfway
the show, u realised that most of the couples are sittin really
upright n forward!
partically we are leaning forward!
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ok, alot of exams today. will be meetin the girls later! gosh,
im so happy! but no use. never bring camera. anywa, im goin to
meet ver first later~ otherwise i dunno how to go down.
justme's unforbidden words at 1:14 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
is thurs.. im happy. ok, mayb not.. coz i got OT on saturday~
n the continuous of exams comin up next week! meanin i got to
work 12hours everyday. shit.
met up ver yest. the same old things, very fun lah..
practically havin fun all the time..
he send me home, n started joggin home back home! n i
seriously dunno how long he ran!
i love my colleagues. lucky they are all very young n
funny people. jus that i hate my work lah. fuck. it stress
me everytime.
im startin to lose contacts with my outside friends!
is always, ver, my colleagues, my work, n my mum. i dun
get to see winston n my dad most of the time too!
oh ya, not to mention, my com is down AGAIN! fuck.
im broke. my money seems never to be here.. wow lao.
justme's unforbidden words at 8:49 AM
Monday, September 19, 2005
jus came back... is like 1230am now~
had a really long day.. from 1pm i drove down to ver's hse,
to we went to town n shop... n is rubbish la~ the coupon thing
is driving us crazy. in a way, i didnt enjoy the shoppin thing!
u got to keep thinkin of the timing!~
n some surveyer call ver, 'muscle man' HAHA! buey tahan~
send him for his weddin dinner, drove to toapayoh, drove to
bishan, drove here n there, gosh...
who dare to say my parking sucks?! i will screw the person.
oh ya, we saw jay as well! at first we were like, which malay
guy? than wow shock sia! n ya lah.. ver n jay ended up tokin abt
army stuff again~ n somehow everyone seem to know that ver is
goin to ORD?
moon is really huge tonite. n i dun have my camera phone with me.
argh!
justme's unforbidden words at 12:07 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
ok, i n ver r back together. dun ask y?
fell sick on fri, or rather, thurs? i cant remember?
i jus know is been quite some time since i last came home..
the cinderella man is DAMN GOOD. plus, is long too! very nice,
very touchin.. good meaninful show..
woke up on fri n ver was like, gosh, your whole body is
like burnin hot... fever n stuff... n to tink i still went to
work.. n got my boss to chase me out of the office!~
ver followed me to the doc, brought me home, bought me breakfast,
feed me with all the medicine, wake me up every dunno how many
hours ask me eat medicine again, wait for me to wake up for
dinner n i practically slpt the whole day!
so i bathe, went out for dinner at 12am. dumb. by the time we
came back, it was like 230am? went mustafa, he bought me this,
bought me that. sometimes, i feel so bad treatin him so mean..
reach back, vomit like dunno wat.. slept again, woke up
1pm, he gotten me porridge, force me on my medicine, tot i was
gettin ok, went to airport to send my bro-in-law, who knows,
i was havin such jalat time at bedok! vomit again when i reach.
ver waited like dunno wat..
the vomittin sucks lah! esp when u got no food. all the acidic
juice. ah. i partically bought any types of food i see at T2 n T1
jus in case i wan to vomit, there is something to vomit out.
it was really bad.. ver took care of me really well, esp my temper
isnt that good when im sick..
send jie n winston home, saw his sis n brother in law, he n i,
went PS, nothin to do, went east coast park, tok till 4am, send him
back home, drive myself back home, n is like 630am liao now~
tml, meetin him in the mornin.. but i dun think i can make it.. so
yap. see him tml afternoon i guess.. goin to fetch him..
justme's unforbidden words at 5:49 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
is been such a long time (at least i tink)
ver met jaz on tue for pool after work at middle road. n i finished
at 930pm! took a cab down, less than a min! HA.
anywa, met up with him yest again. he played pool for like after my
work till 9! n inbetween, i was at my office n pool junction..
left, on my way we saw shin sister! n i dunno y we were so excited..
ok, mayb me bah.
reach home like 12plus~
i had a talk with ver last nite. i seriously tink we r driftin apart.
he sian, i also sian. 2 different points of view..
i dunno we r really breakin up or wat. but the way we tok is really
like those 'internet friends?' surface n shallow.
ah, dun tok abt this.
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IM GOIN TO ZHEN PARTY! n zhen, jus in case u are seeing this,
jus to let u know sunshine plaza (mr bean nearby behind) there is
a secret garden. n i tot is there. till i realised it is a floral
shop.
mum is goin to m'sia, im not goin back home.
justme's unforbidden words at 11:33 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
went to watch the sharkboy and the lavagirl in 3D...
wow lao~ ver n i took turns to sleep in the movies..
the popcorn was damn cheap.. $4 bucks! after the show,
we left n went to another theatre coz the sound effect was
really loud n stuff... so b4 i went in, ver was tellin me,
lets go lah! is tamil movie! n to tink i actually went in
n i started to see someone cryin in a rainin scene~ n the
music was so funny~
those really dramatic type? ok, no offence k? nothin
to do with any racist thingy~
we listed out the lousiest movies we ever watched..
haha.. quite a good chat...
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went to chinatown... me n ver were like some slaves helpin
my 2aunties n my mum carryin really huge plastic bags n stuff...
justme's unforbidden words at 12:09 AM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
i hate my father.
everyone knows.
i really hate him to the core. to the extreme im willing to
just stab him in his heart n end it all.
but afterall, the cleanin part will sucks.
fuck. pls die faster. i dun even wan to support u. i dun even
wan to feed u. i will hold a really grand funeral to celebrate
your death.
oh, feel free to judge me. i cant even be bother with pple like
u all. i dun mind degradin myself to bring him down.
justme's unforbidden words at 1:11 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
been workin till really late almost everyday. but life is
still good. love my job. alot of satifaction, jus that is really
stressful.. till the extend i cried the other day.. n i heard
is actually very normal?! coz all my colleagues cry b4!
i decided to leave the company in 1 or 2 yrs time.. ya, know is
early to decide.. but it affects my social life.. ver get irritated
everytime, mum always ask y so irregular..
enough of my work. i dun wan to tink abt it.
i wan to take my degree.
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someone said, ver is good lookin. HAHAHA. ok, im mean. but is not
the first time i hear this. i wonder...
met up lothario for lunch b4 he go to aust.
than after work, went to watch the longest yard with ver.. GOSH! is
so much better than wat i expected! shin, i know u wan to watch this,
so GO WATCH IT! u will love the gays in there!
n if you notice, one of the 'nigga' is one of the guy who acted in
the white chicks n the guy who acted in hot chicks.. the one who
had a pillow fight? all so funny...
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goin to my cousin's wedding now~ got to help out the set up. dumb.
argh.. okok~ got to go liao. ciao! see u guys someday~
justme's unforbidden words at 11:27 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
supposely going to levis sales today. ended up, everyone sleepin.
so brought ver to his early birthday dinner. n my gosh! it cost
so MUCH! i felt abit cheated. he also got shocked..
anywa, is over lah.
he recently been exercisin alot.. n when i touch his back or arms,
i kept thinkin is another person.. i so scare later he built till
he has no neck or watever~
justme's unforbidden words at 11:40 PM
fri was ah.. i still havent print out my results! lets jus cry out
loud! stress.
went out with ver on fri.. quite happy to see him after so much
stress.. anywa, jus realised that jaz n my work place is damn near!
walkin distance.. so jus met up with them on lonely fri nite.. after
a long n bloody long n slow chat on msn, esp with me.
watch the local movie.. 3 nice guys? cant remember the title.. gosh,
it was so funny lor! ok.. though the fact that i dun watch local show..
but is really FUNNY! oh ya, u must understand hokkien.
bought shoes one thurs, bought another shoes on fri. broke. ah. havent
bought any formal wear yet. ver birthday comin.. n i dunno wat to do.
we went to esplanade to eat like ard 1am after the show? n was thinkin
about orderin how many satays.. so i told ver, gek n jaz that there is
satay at the side of all the stalls.. so ok, ver n i went over.. n guess
wat? it was those 7th mth offerings n stuffs!
ver jus burst out laughin.
anywa, slept at ver's hse, wake up at 8, reach office at 9. wait for
ver to come pick me up at 2pm.. went back to his house till almost 7!
coz we ended up sleeping again?! like wats new?! his room is really
nice..
went out like 7plus.. went suntec food fair! like again? n met jaz n gek
there! left at 10. went home. now im here. goin to slp now n tml levis
sales! gosh sickenin ver n jaz wants to go.
justme's unforbidden words at 1:06 AM
Friday, September 02, 2005
met ver like around 645~ so late.. doin my stuff..
ended up saw pau n mum at town!
n auntie was like, WOW PEI WORKIN! IS BIG NEWS. argh. thanks ar.
jalat... wat an impression.
anywa, after dinner, me n ver actually work on those tabulatin of
exam results which was supposed to be out by today for modulation~
but ya.. argh. cant believe we spent an hour jus doin stupid things
on jus countin on 4 modules papers.
n wats worst was he made me really mad n i almost wanted to jus
cry out. give him a calculator n he went usin mentally.
is like, someone takin there part time degree or diploma is
lettin someone who is from the NS to do his overall results?
but ya. i still appreciate wat he has done.. jus that im irritated.
ah. pms lah.
sat got work.. n this whole two weeks i got monday nite duty, n
this mth n next mth is fri nite duty! so sian.
justme's unforbidden words at 12:39 AM
