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   Thursday, July 28, 2005
being able to fall in love is really a wonderful thing.

but of coz with the real person!

ndp on sat~ got to go home really early on fri..



had a really bad day after quarrelin with ver today.
n i got to work OT today.. after that is like, for the first time,
the person was laughin really loud at about me not knowin how to
use a MAC pc.. esp when i study web designin~

but who cares.. i hate that field..

n i dunno whether im molested or wat... but anyway, forget it..
guess it happens all the time.



i tink i shall BE LATE FOR WORK! since the culture of that company im
workin for is like that~

9am work, 10am than reach~ b4 u know it, is lunch~

but ok lah~ u get to wear as if ur workin at home... coz we dun get
visitors that often~ n plus the 'hotel' slippers we wore in the office
make it more like we r at home~

wats worst, is too comfortable! n i tend to chat like there's no tml!
but fri or mon is my last day... so ya lah~ sad sia.

-

chat with zhihao last nite.. he damn funny.. or rather witty? makes me tot
of piggy..

think he blocked me in msn. sad rite? sigh~ nvm, is time for me to comb my
hair liao n go to work~

will not be hearin from ver till tonight. or rather, next mornin 12am onwards?
no one to chat to when im workin.. ok watever..

i miss my girls.



   Tuesday, July 26, 2005
work was normal i guess? damn sian lah~

anywa, gynae visit was quite a headache actually.

ver pissed me off again. n i dunno wat happen also.



gosh~ i cant sleep. how am i supposed to work later in the
mornin? is already 430am!

ver had live firing the whole day since 4am yest till he reached
back abt 2am this mornin i supposed?

piggy msg me today! so happy. but ya, we r the past liao..

-

so many things happen. i cant really handle it myself. lucky
ver is ard. though i cant cry over a spilled milk.



   Monday, July 25, 2005
i hate being a girl...

esp if u got a irregular menses problem...

ok.. gynae tml at 8pm. argh~ after work some more!



com was down for like a week or so...
many things have happened too..

esp me n ver. so many things between that i cant say

-

anywa, im fallin sick.. n wats worst is my mens is botherin me..
i missed for so 3weeks~ hmm.. i shall go to the gynae tml



   Friday, July 08, 2005
though i very much wants to be friends with him,
but honestly, i cant do it.

not as if i dun feel anything for him..

dun understand y can pple break up so easily..
n to tink i was only tinkin of being alone for 2wks..



   Thursday, July 07, 2005
happily in love?

i dunno. i still love ver alot. but i dunno whether im doin it rite.
i jus need sometime alone.

devastated. hope i will be able to take it.
i jus wan to be fair mainly for him.

thanks zhen.

-

tml interview. there are 2... so yap..

sigh. not in the mood in anything.



   Wednesday, July 06, 2005
im so happy that everyone still uses this blog as a so called
headquarters~

met up with ver jus now to catch war of the worlds... not bad,
but alittle too much dose on tom cruise..

cant stand his kids though... so immature n felt like slappin them
thru out the whole show... oh ya, that guy in the basement too..
all so irritatin!

gosh.. cant believe is affectin me.. HA!

-

gtg to ver's hse in the mornin tml b4 he goes back in in the afternoon..
im goin to be damn sian again.



   Monday, July 04, 2005
nothing lasts forever.
-comin out from someone who-i-cant-really-mention-who.

mic n john broke up.. who actually have tot of that? 5yrs..

n again, comin out from someone who-i-cant-really-mention-who,
(another matter)
said he/she saw they 2 holdin hands.. n wats worst was, is like,
their the other half dunno abt it.

to make urself looked gd or to make urself like ur the greatest?!
chey, ur jus like us i guess.. jus that we dun do it that way!
we r much honest.

-

i miss zhen. sher. shin.

no one calls me out on fri anymore! *cries*

n i only get to see gek n jaz on sat when jaz meet ver for
pool games... so sian...

-

shin in aust.. hope she buys me alot of food back! wanted to msg her..
but dunno wat to msg.. so..

winston's slpin.. no one to play with.

ver's at gym i guess? is already 11pm n he hasnt call me..



been with ver for the past 3 days...

cant remember wat we have been doin or where we went...
went cosy bay~ saw miss foo!

anywa, i jus realised that he can actually looked really blur
at times... n he jus looked really cute n funny..