the beautiful mistake*

Monday, May 30, 2005

ver came to pick me up from my dental on fri.. guess wat? saw wenxue
n royston! some things happen.. damn funny~

went back to ver's hse.. had a really bad flu..
supper like 1130? n i finish the whole HUGE BOWL OF FISH BEE HOON!
wat shock ver was i bought more food after that! n slpt like right
after we went home!! was so sick...

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went to beach rd to get his thingy~ saw theresa there! haha.. went back
to yis to swim till like almost 8pm.. waited for jaz to pick us up till
we almost fall asleep~ n the funny part.. my paddy was like so friendly
that he went down to receive gek n jaz! leavin me n ver at home?!

anyway, it was funny to sit at jaz's car! she is such a joker lor!
n gek n i agreed that ver n jaz have become best buddies~ haha~
oh ya~ not forgettin we ate like dunno wat at fisherman village! crab
n you tiao salad, hor fun, satay, buns, chicken, veggie, stingray n i
dunno!? gosh! ate like dunno wat!

of coz, courtesy of alex. thanks!

we have alot of fun jus by listenin to jaz n nooh conversation~

went to cat's pub after that.. n jaz is really crappy n funny lah!
ver n i jus couldnt stop laughin! didnt hang out really long there anyway~
n we went pool after that! gosh! by the time i reach ver's hse was like
nearly 4am!

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woke up like 11.. ate breakfast/lunch.. went back to slp with ver again..
wake up watch tv, slp again.. ate dinner.. gosh~ we are such pigs..

went down town like 7? watch that the amityville horror.. somehow i got
some after effect still.. perhaps mayb i kept thinkin abt it was a true
story... but ok.. damn scary~ was grabbin ver thru'out the whole show!
oh ya! someone who sat beside ver was wearin SUNGLASS! in the movies?!

weirdo.

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woke up at 6.. almost fainted.. work was really tirin today esp we ended
at 9pm! n now, im goin to faint again~ anywa, ciao guys! will update
again soon!

justme's unforbidden words at 10:45 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

dun ask me y i surf such things.. it jus somehow appear?

the world's biggest breast girl..

"The Sexual Anatomy of Woman" by W. F. Benedict tells the cases of one 14-year-old who had breasts weighing 16 lbs. and of a woman of thirty who had knockers weighing 21 pounds each. Another book, Human Oddities by Martin Monestier, thoughtfully encloses a topless photo of a woman with 44-pound breasts measuring 33 inches in circumference.

the photo here

justme's unforbidden words at 11:59 PM

i realised i forgot how to play my instrument.

had a pimple! wow lao. argh.

justme's unforbidden words at 8:31 PM

been goin out with alex,shin,zoe,jaz,gek,ver for almost these 3 days!

went swimmin in the mornin with ver.. now im black.. but ok.. not too bad..
went home to bathe.. went to his hse.. ended up waitin for him to pack, i
fell asleep.. n guess wat?! by the time i woke up.. i got a shock!

so late! anyway, we had dinner at nydc.. we were undercharge! haha!
but shin seems unhappy? (so shin, u next time go back n pay the balance k?)
n they kept tokin abt the way i ate last time.. the amt of food i eat for
the day.. n ver was sayin.. the amt of food u eat is already a week's intake!

billard after that.. im better than shin! yaya!! n obviously, ver is the
winner lah.. went home with zoe.. n she tot ver n i were already datin for
really long.. n said we were very compatible.. gosh.. i was laughin like
dunno wat! not funny abt we not compatible.. but was funny the way she said!

n gek, alex n me were tokin abt how firm his butt was! wahaha.. n alex
told us abt some butt thingy..

ver seems to be quite irritated these few days.. a couple of times he was
actually quite angry.. though he didnt show it out to me.. but can feel it..

anywa, yest when tokin to him, i was quite irritated by the way he do
things.. i rather he do it urself than do it after listenin to me.. if i did
anythin, i rather someone tell me than to bottle all up n explode later..
ah.. forget it... dun wan to tok abt it..

im definately not happy abt this agrument we had yest..

anywa, as ur know china pple tend to tok really loud when tokin on the phone?
n there was this china woman in the interchange usin the handphone
so bloody loud that the whole of INTERCHANGE PPLE WERE LOOKIN AT HER!

ok, she was actually quarrellin.. so it was LOUDER! n wat worst was, she
was screamin in the phone, 'DUN U DARE SHOUT SO LOUD AT ME!' when she
herself was such a bloody loudspeaker screamin in the phone!

but it was fun lookin at everyone's expression.. esp i realised many pple
mouth were open when lookin at her..

justme's unforbidden words at 2:09 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

been together for 3days!

gosh~ haha.. he came to meet me at like 9am in yish.. made breakfast for
the very first time.. n my egg was sweet~

swimmin was good except for the drownin part n u know that once a mth thing..

nite with the girls.. was fun. jus that it was in 2 groups?! n i was
so blur? but ok la.. had alot of fun also..

that stupid toilet thingy he made me walked was so funny!

alot of pple said i didnt reply to their sms... but i seriously didnt receive?!
think there something wrong with the network.. anywa, if ur cant find me next
time, call me instead!

i have alot of fun 'ka-jiao'in' ver yest on our way home from my interview...
pretendin to be angry.. n the way he humour me was really damn funny..

n it was fun to cling onto him when i didnt wan to let him go! i hugged him
like a koala bear to a tree! n to think he can stand up with so much extra
weight!

slp really well last nite..

cramps in the mornin.. mood swings n stuff.. threw my temper n irritance
at him.. though i didnt mean it, but i couldnt control it.. felt bad
over it.. lucky, ver is a really good tempered guy.

ktv pub again yesterday... was fun lah.. had alot of shit n jokes in there!
but ok.. it was all good! met sherlyn too!

n i seriously think he is really funny when i bully him.. haha!

reach his hse ard 245am.. woke up late!! but thank god he was able to reach
there in time..

ok.. a really summarise on wat i did for the past 3days... cause now.. im
havin headache~ argh...

justme's unforbidden words at 5:05 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

that is the sweetest thing i ever heard from him..

n seriously.. i felt kinda touched by wat he msg.

justme's unforbidden words at 7:14 PM

so great seeing my friends at popular!

almost fainted when ver came to dover to pick me up.. was havin a really
bad headache n slight fever.. my throat was SO PAIN!

anywa, was rushin to find those formal wear clothin.. was really bad..
i dunno how to buy them.. n was so late for the kingdom of heaven...

guess wat.. we both fell asleep durin the movie! it was so borin n slow!
n i seriously dunno wat they were tokin abt?! ok.. im partially guilty
abt not payin attention as well.. it was dunno wat the christians pple
fightin with those muslim pple? ok.. mayb some jewist pple as well..
the war was good! as usual.. i love stratergy game! wats worst is,
even when i finally pay attention to the last part, i dunno why he
surrender though the fact that i tink they won for the battle?

ah.. watever.. n ver kept askin me durin the show, lets go home now. shall we
go? but honestly, i dun mind goin back again to watch.. coz it seems interestin
but i dunno the story!!

n ver was complainin abt, i shld jus pay the amount of money to watch
some cheap horror productions~ faint~

ya.. i asked for the break up like AGAIN?~ n ver always seems to be the more
rational party n always holdin me back.. anywa.. everything is fine now..
im jus being childish lah..

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went for the first day of work.. i dun like it AT ALL. was another type
of strategy plannin.. gawd~ anywa.. haven signed the contract.. but b4 that
i cant remember wat i signed.. n wats worst was i turned down the offer
given by borneo motors!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

n now. im starin at that contract, which my name was spelled wrongly,
cryin over the spilled milk.. thinkin the best solution that will be the
best for me..

so.. i will call borneo motors tml. call my boss tml. call singtel tml.
n i havent start on makin up the story yet..

worst, i will go back to square 1, but at least i will be happy.

pple, pray for me PLS though i know i have been such a horrible person
that always irritate u all!

justme's unforbidden words at 5:34 AM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

early HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA!!!

is 5am.. jus came back home after ver send me.. wanted to stay to cut
the cake.. who knows.. last min got something on.. n later, cancelled?!
anywa, was already in the train so might as well go home..

n wat so dumb was ver is a forever kan jiong spider that rush to the mrt
when there is like 7 mins more?! it doesnt even take a min to reach?! haha!

lets see.. audrey, pau, shaeen, shin, gek, jess, dc, louise, sher, jean, yz,
jooe, leon, ver, me. we r one big happy family! wahaha

but it seems like as usual, me n ver is in our own world.. but ya.. anywa,
shin was so bloody funny over the table tokin abt her .... is moody.. of coz,
we know it..

n mine, known as the split? ok.. watever.. n wat bag? scumbag? haha~

n explainin to audrey n shaeen abt the amt of carrot cake kills me! i got
to hug ver to say, 1 CARROT CAKE! n we kept eatin from shin's plate! but nvm!
shin is ver's 2nd wife? n to tink ver was like sayin givin her the vouchers
for wat pocket money for this mth??!

pau pau came late.. but happy that she came! wahaha! so long never see her
also!

anywa, im still quite upset over the cuttin of cakey...

had a really long chat with ver at the reservoir.. lucky no mosquitoes!
lie on the grass.. sit, lean.. i guess he have alrd finish pluckin all the
grass ard him!

from 1230 till 430am.. we tok alot.. in some ways, we became so much more
closer.. he is really my soulmate.. someone who allows me to bully all the
time, give in to me, give advisors when i most needed it..

mus say, ver is really a wonderful chap.

oh ya.. not forgettin i like to see him in no4.

justme's unforbidden words at 5:59 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

i reach home finally! tough mornin!

sun is rather blazin.. prays it will be slightly better later~
otherwise swimmin will be really ARGH!

now i jus got to wait for that stupid varnie.

justme's unforbidden words at 12:38 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

rush day tomolo

wake up at 5am.
leave at 7am.
interview at 830am. borneo motors
PRAY IT FINISHES AT 915am!
interview at wallich at 10am.
home before ver's reaches yish
swimmin at 3pm.
eat.slack.rot.have sex.pack n go by 530pm
ver's hse by 6pm.
throw stuff.tv.slack.rot.sex again.dress n go by 645pm.
bus to chijmes, 5mins, before 7pm..

mustafa shoppin with ver after jess's dinner.

justme's unforbidden words at 10:30 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

house of wax is damn gd! go catch it~ though most of the time i was
huggin ver n lookin at him! (coz i dun dare to watch!) is not a scary movie..
is more like a horror show.. but is quite good..

i swear there is part two! coz there is 3 brothers! n only 2 die!

ade bought me a straw hat from australia! DAMN NICE! thanks!!

n ver can be so irritatin.. he was like, why must u jump?! when u see ade?!
(cause i scare she cant see me from inside?!) like why i cant jump? hmm...

anyway, i never knew his hse was full of mosquitoes! esp the living room!
must be those birds, fishes, n turtles he have!

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ok.. got a couple of job offers...

recruitin officer.
singtel customer service officer(CSO).
borneo motors CSO.

the last two is quite a well establised company. but singtel seems to have
better benefits.. they have 13th mth bonus! not only that, i got alot of
shift allowance n dunno wat allowance..

i have see thru.. if i wan to work in such line, i got to prepare to work
irregular hours, irregular days, may have to work harder for commission as
some have to hit quota..

sigh.. been livin on ver's salary~ feel so bad! n he pays for all my stuff~
im so bloody broke liao~ HELPY!

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actually, i tink i know wat to study for later on.. after lookin at the jobs
on the market n stuff.. wat is more on demand n stuff, where my interest..

does anyone know where i can take SAP n ABACUS course?

not those beads abacus k! i know that also.. is a software program i guess..
quite alot of jobs wants pple who knows that.. feel like takin specialise
courses like medical field opti or some therepy thingy, dietician seem fun also!

if not, i may wan to go back engineerin field.. is the maths that is like,
eeeeee... well, at least for that, i dun have to start all over again.. so..

justme's unforbidden words at 5:30 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

bake brownies for hyan.. n guess wat?! i baked for an hour! coz
i forgotten all about it! but lucky.. i brought down the temp!

anywa.. my com is finally workin once again!

been using ver's 6630.. damn chime..

justme's unforbidden words at 12:34 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

helo pple! im back after so long!
anyway, com is spoilt. so i guess ur know lah~
i dunno how long i will update again.. but ya.. soon i guess!

till than, i miss u all guys!

justme's unforbidden words at 1:03 AM