the beautiful mistake*

Monday, February 28, 2005

ah pei having her serious PMS for the first time!

gosh... im angry with him 4 not acc to sch with me.

n i must say is a REALLY STUPID thing to be angry abt..
cause i jus wan to throw my temper..

ok.. i reckon is my fault...

n he's callin n smsin me continuously! i jus need a moment of slience..
afterall is my jie who i had a fight with...

n he is apologisin for no reason?! im blur too? n he wants me
to vent my anger on him rather than ignorin him.. but im having cramps
now... dun even wan to tok...

shit.. im have unknowingly becomin an unreasonable person...

jay was sayin that,
" If i have a girl like you right now, i tell you, i would have a
terrible time controlling you"

jalat.. wat kinda impression have i gave?! im NOT LIKE THAT! erm..
at least i tink im not like that!

justme's unforbidden words at 8:24 PM

Sunday, February 27, 2005

went to pick him up at boon lay.. saw him wearin the tee i gave him..

nice nice.

his bunch of friends r so disturbing? haha.. but they seems fun lah~
ver's so funny sia... jus becoz i complaint abt being hot n meltin
while waitin for him, he said, later i bring u go eat ice cream k?
he always tok to me as if im like a kid! n he will used baby terms on me!
but still.. he's really funny lah!

ok.. didnt manage to get his phone.. coz too ex... so sad sia! tot
i can at least play with the functions~ lost my sunglasses! wat potluck!
sigh..

went down ps to watch million dollar baby.. reckon is a nice show..
quite touchin.. or rather sentimental? but sad endin.. dun like..

n i didnt know kopitiam is such a nice place to hang out! seriously!
we actually stayed down there for an hour plus... ate so full! n even
had dessert b4 we left! n he still can gobble down another bucket of
caramel popcorn sia! haha!

it only cost ard $5 to go back his hse by cab! n inclusive of midnite charge!
his hse is really near sia!

n wat amaze me is he still can work out when he reaches home!! all the dumbbells
n pumping...

ok will see him 2 days later...

jus tok to royston! haha~ damn funny sia.. anyway, it was all good..

justme's unforbidden words at 12:32 PM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

he comin out today! okok

anyway, will be goin to get his 7610 phony..

riez will be havin a farewell party at china bar! will be openin 5 bottles!

ok.. haha! excited!

justme's unforbidden words at 9:46 AM

Friday, February 25, 2005

testin photo image...

okok.. seems like is very blur... ok.. is jus testin..

jus look at my messy room sia!

hunny... now u really know that i didnt lie to u! i really need days to clear
my room!!!

i cant believe i haven gotten a wink till now!! n i believe u r goin to
wake up for ur next shift!

my grumpy winston!

justme's unforbidden words at 10:58 PM

went out with jillyn, shir, qin mei mei n shilin

is so fun to meet them again!! anyway, had dinner at ting tai feng!
gosh.. i jus love those xiao long baos... n im goin to drag ver to
eat with me next week!

bought clothes at bysi... gosh... spent like dunno wat.. esp i have
been buyin almost ALL THE SAME COLOR clothings!!! all the greeny n
shockin pink...

im now clearin those never-seem-to-clear-finish clothes! gosh!! so many!!
i dunno how am i goin to finish!!

justme's unforbidden words at 3:26 AM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

gosh! i was so amaze when he started singin those hokkien songs when we
were at his hse downstairs eatin fish bee hoon!!!

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haha~ i jus loved tickling him!!! I SWEAR I JUS LOVE IT!

he is jus so blardy cute sia!! so sad i cant share this to anyone!
his expression is jus so cute n adorable lah!

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happy lunar valentine day hunny!

gotten him a tee.. n i must say he got bigger breast than me! haha!
ok.. fine.. is chest lah.. he is too into his gym trainin lah~

would have stay in his hse... but sad. i got really strict parents!
WARGH... *cries*

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piggy gotten himself trouble with the police... n im gald he is not
really my main priority now...

ok.. partially is my fault that he landed himself in this.

anywa, he still explains to me that he n wanjun r jus friends when i
didnt even ask anything...

but still.. im worried for him.. n when i told ver that i wan to see
him, he jus not comfortable n say he will go with me..

sigh.. forget it..

piggy n i were never meant to be anyway.

justme's unforbidden words at 5:27 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

had flu the whole day plus tummy ache...

n guess wat? verne jus came down to check whether im ok anot...
to tink i was in such a mess! hair was so bloody messy n flat!

was quite touched.. n to tink he ended his duty so late n he did
soc this late afternoon...

he damn funny! was like smsin like any other day.. he said something like this,
gosh! im so tired! n those pple jus cannot pass! if they dun pass, i HAVE TO
RUN WITH THEM! arr.. jus wan to take a fork n kill them all!

he's jus so funny lah!

n he told me his andy fnd kept makin fun of him sayin that his gf is
english speakin~ i dunno to feel embarrassed for him or wat... to me, it
sounded like im acting dao.. but since he said it sounded high class..
i shall continue to be my sng tai tai~

haha~ he so weird sometimes...

though it was that 2short hours... but still, im so HAPPY!!! he
like cinderella! got to rush back to camp by 12am!!

haha~ wats funnier was my jie was like, huh?! wow lao~ ask him if next time
he comes, bring some food lah! at least some chocolate or ice cream mah!

justme's unforbidden words at 3:12 AM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

went dental n is so painfully like dunno wat!! n he was waitin outside like
dunno wat sia... almost fell asleep~

went down to boat quey to meet his fnds.. n my babes.. wow lao.. the way he
drove almost made me puke!! motion sickness sia!

anywa im so excited to see sher they all!!

justme's unforbidden words at 1:38 PM

Thursday, February 17, 2005

im meetin up with him almost everyday.. dun deny that im not fallin
for him.. but he knows that if piggy were to appear again.. i will
leave him.. he's afraid of losin me.. alittle paranoid n wantin to know
who msg me everytime.. n out of the blue he will hug me n say some weird
things.. tryin his best to fit into my world, know all my friends n life.

a part of me is wantin to be jus friends first. im too used to being single.
another part of me knows nothin will worked out between me n piggy..
result.. i will be single n i really dun mind!

honestly, i dunno wat im doin? im may be givin up a nice guy. a really
wonderful guy i must say? at least i cant find any faults in him.. he really
gives in to me n pamper me like dunno wat sia...

as for piggy.. he been askin me out esp recently.. n my feelin for him has
always been there.. i will meet up with him next week.. n im still thinkin shall
i jus let him know abt it?

will i end up hurtin him or get hurt by my decision??

is a circle goin round n round..

justme's unforbidden words at 3:55 AM

my com is finally done? ok.. so called lah~

anyway.. so many things had happen in a mth or so...

havent been postin xmas till countdown till CNY...

ok.. guess i will be startin my daily entries real soon!!!!

justme's unforbidden words at 12:04 AM