the beautiful mistake*
Sunday, August 29, 2004
sore eyes today!
my mum tried to wear my ring.. n it got struck!! hahaha..
n today i was eatin like never ending...
- 2 kaya bun
- rice n ladyfingers
- fried carrot cake
- fried hokkien mee
- ice kacang
- some ginko nuts dessert
- 2 small yam cake
- 2 TONS of ice cream!!!
jus within like 2 hours?! wow kao... i almost explode..
n that explains y im still expanding side ways!!
victoria secrets models' damn chio sia...
n the channel u ghost show sucks!!
monday blues... definately super blue now.. it have started..
argh!
justme's unforbidden words at 11:22 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
had fun with jooe n jay yesterday..
met up cheryl, yz, jean n eliza for a while as well..
esp when yesterday all the jokes of the auntie came out
again.. n somehow, there was alot of pple with really funny n weird
hairdos?! wahaha.. esp that ah beng sittin beside jooe! n that bung
who has only a lump of hair spiked up?! haha..
was really lucky abt the movie ticket as well!! nice show..
13 becomin 30.. made me tear for last part!~
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tink i cant stay at home.. i get irritated very easily.. now i feel
like sleepin again!~
max called me jus now.. told me abt the details in ns.. he sounded so
shagged.. totally so different b4 he go in and now... heard that sean
was in the same company as him.. n terry is beside his block.. hockie
nowhere to be seen.. weird..
justme's unforbidden words at 9:43 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
is a lousy week..
i quarrelled with pau. ah. felt like crying now. dun deny i dun have
fault too. anyway she wouldnt know either.. she doesnt come to my blog..
so many pple birthday
workin with jillyn is like attachment sia.. so funny..
yet so stress.. coz i hate office job sia.. n i still got photoshop to do!
singapore idol was really nice!! n is like, i loved olinda n david so
much sia!!
justme's unforbidden words at 10:30 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
You're an every day average girl. You aren't
amongst the popular crowd, but you are
definatly far from being a geek. You are
probably pretty, but not gorgeous. You have a
fair amount of friends, but each one of them
means the world to you. Keep them close and
don't change yourself.
What type of girl are you? (many outcomes and awesome pics) brought to you by Quizilla
i tink im having seriously bad PMS...
argh... i hate my father sia.. cant be jus be much cuter than other daddy
does?! bloody childish! tok to me like im still in pri sch.. cant he jus
tok to me with some suggestive, better ideas?? than tellin me common sense
things i ALREADY KNOW?! n like ma chime i cannot say wat i think?! wat a
egoist piece of bloody MALE CHAVINISTIC PIGGY PORK shit?!
gosh.. now u all know y i hate guys so much..
n my fndster... been gettin like TONS OF MAILS everyday!! pple all over
from dunno 'buddha-knows-where' places... n pple addin from links n links..
all the stupid pple... though i must admit some of them are really yandaos..
but nah! i have my crush... n he is in tekong now! =(
haha... got one guy even put this.. Re: dying to pamper u like a queen,darling....
wahaha!! shit sia... haha...
xx: oh, u look really pretty n i wan to add u in my list.
me: oh yesh of coz! i did my surgery in thai!
show it to zhen~ haha... as i said, i dun deny im not mean... i am
mean! esp to net pple like them who r already attach?! what r they
thinkin?
ah guys in fndster~~~
even zhen can sense there is something wrong between us.. y cant u?
anyway.. i did something really bad today.. oh ya.. i cant believe tj n
my cousin became best of buddies?! my gosh! my cousin n my supervisor?
he came to my work place is to find him?! hmm...
jie n jiefu went to gyn today.. i guess is a boy bah~ anyway, both of them
quite disappointed... she does look bloated nowadays.. im scare.. n plus
her temper has always been real bad, guess wat? she accidently step a girl's
shoe from the back n said stupid.. wow lao!! she really lookin for trouble!
i love playin pool with jiefu.. think is quite fun! esp we r both so schemin!!
ok.. i n audrey n her bf made a really funny assumation.. that is, the song
Move Ya Body feat jabba, one part was actually sang as fastwind, fastwind.
we all heard it as fa cai, fa cai... those who have the song, go to 2:44 n
listen... to tink i went ard askin pple abt the title makin a fool out of
myself sia!!~
makin fun of zhen n sher abt their hsewarmin thingy... controller?~~~ haha..
ok.. cant wait for the girls party!
i jus cant wait for xmas dinner too!! haha..
n i believe giap, gf, mickey, ann, tj n monica will be goin to east coast
at that time too..
oh ya.. saw tuck last nite when i was out with the girls for dinner..
he goin to viet!! go lucky.. goin all over the world to work... lucky shit!
tummy pain pain.... is been 2 weeks...
..::|| what can i do to make u fall for me again?||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:38 AM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
had fun yesterday at work.. though is only 3 of us~
n there were so many irritatin pple around who came to disturb
us~ n we decided to call them as the ah foong-s~
anyway, im damn sad for the loss of my guitar's picks..
the whole box n etc... hai~ is like something u really like? n u
lost it.. though the box is rusty n dent.. but still, im kinda
upset abt it..
went to jie's hse yesterday.. n someone called me.. n i dun
even know who was it.. hmm... anyway, im kinda excited to go out
with zhen they all this weekend..
hockie's in tekong now~ gosh.. im startin to miss him too.. infact is
the whole group of them as well.. cant wait for them to come out actually~
my weekend is packed~ tml workin, sat with jie n mic to gym, sun hsewarmin
at sher hse. mon, drivin.. argh~ sick~ shall i go catch a movie by myself
now?.. hmm.. since is only 330pm..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:54 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
just when we were laughin at gladys not long ago that there
was some guy who wanted to 'bao' gladys as mistress..
i was approach too~
but still, i cant help but to laugh..
justme's unforbidden words at 8:28 AM
i cant find my guitar picks-box.. shit.. all my favourite picks r
all inside.. argh! now im damn worried.. yet there is nothin i can do..
this feelin sucks to the max!!
so i spent nearly 3 hours to clean my room... at the same time, find the
box..
n now i can see my computer table! well well.. that is how much rubbish there
was previously.. from my japanese table, my 'isolated' candles n incense
relaxin corner, my music corner, my tv, the whole table (considered is those
xtra large computer table...) to my display corner (which was more like the
'store' things corner), i STILL HAVENT FINISH CLEARING!
n i realised i got ALOT OF THINGS! maybe is time i shld stop buyin them..
i got TONS of accessories! TONS of nail polish! TONS of stuff toys, TONS of
toiletries product... SO MUCH! n is so much till i never knew they existed!!
and i havent touch these.. or infact, i havent open them!
makeup
-1 bodyshop lip gloss, 1 lip balm, 1 body spray, 1 white musk powder
-2 esprit lip gloss, 1 2-sided lip shine, 1 nail polish, lip set kit,
1 eye highlight shadow, 1 monomatic eyeshadow?
-3 different color hair flash color mascaras (orange,red,blue)
-2 revlon colorstay lip color
-3 wet 'n' wild eyeliner (red,blue,silver)
perfumes
-1 j.lo - still perfume (big)
-1 CK - one perfume (big)
-1 dior - i love dior toilette (small)
-1 guerlain - precious heart perfume (big)
-1 ZIRH - ?? toilette (small)
-1 lancome - connexion toilette (small)
toiletries
-1 nivea hand cream, 1 face mask
-2 dove shower cream, 1 shampoo
i got no idea y i got so much lip stuff~ ahh.. got so much
more to clear...
justme's unforbidden words at 5:34 AM
Monday, August 16, 2004
went to dental yesterday.. wow~ i almost fainted by the sharp pain on the
gums! like needles SLOWLY pointin in n out of ur gums.. gosh! the 2 wisdom
teeth is really drivin me crazy~
i finally finish the whole payment~ but still, i got around 2 more yrs of
metal teeth life~ 4yrs!!~ well, well..
i slept on my mum's bed yesterday! n i didnt even know!!
anyway.. just visit hockie's photo blog.. realised alot of pic quite nice..
n i jus feel like 'kar pok-ing' (stealin) them.. n he has the best view at NDP!
wow.. damn jealous...
sean's last day as a civilian... hey boy! all the best k?!
justme's unforbidden words at 8:15 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
my gosh! im still so awake since last nite from monks~
n within 2 hours i will need to go off for that bloody facial thingy!
argh!
came across this.. think is rather interesting...
if you were to chose
green
orange or
purple
which will u choose? (think B4 u read the RESULTS!!!)
>
>
green
When you first meet a man, your practical and nurturing ways encourage him to talk about his life right away. You make Mr. Right feel comfortable. He feels that you fully support him.
It's easy for you to see exactly what's important to a man from the start. Trust your instincts, along with your keen listening skills, because they help you understand what a man wants from a relationship.
Intelligence in the other sex is a real turn-on for you. It entices your curiosity.
In the end, you marry or commit for security. This might mean having a home with children, lots of money or a relationship in which you feel cared for. Your permanent Mr. Right will be a stabilizing personality in your life. "Greens" marry the stable guys!
One word of warning: You are open to the world and appear innocent, and these qualities can make it difficult for you to find your true Mr. Right. Some men misinterpret you altogether and later may be shocked or disappointed when the real you isn't what they expected.
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orange
Your charismatic, lovable and affectionate nature wins men over. Touching gives you the ability to see the truth in situations and relationships. It's your way of letting others know you're listening and that you care about them.
You are lured into relationships by the way men look. Your decision to get married, however, is based on intellect.
You dedicate yourself to a man who's smart, and usually marry for life. You build relationships with a guy who can teach you things. "Oranges" marry the smart guys!
One word of warning: When first meeting a guy, you hide the sensitive side of yourself. Your clever defenses are all he sees. He may be mistaken about your true personality if you aren't willing to open up over time.
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purple
When you first meet a man, you're attracted to his energy. But in truth, you are probably best matched with a guy who calms you down and makes you comfortable with yourself.
Your sense of drama wins men over, and your enthusiasm can make men feel empowered. They feel their lives are more exciting with you, and that possibilities are infinite.
You're loyal. Relationships are serious business to you.
Your decision to get married, assuming he has passed all the basic criteria, is largely based on physical appearances. "Purples" marry the good-looking guys!
One word of warning: Give a possible Mr. Right a chance. Don't assume things about him. Judge him on his behavior, not how he compares to your ideal.
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well, not goin to tell which one i chose!~ but i tink is seriously true
for me lah~~
ok.. we shall move on to the next one... this is about the 3 types of
couples..
once again, think r u the Drama Queen, the Miss Sticky or the Miss Independent
>
>
Drama Queen
She's the one wearing the most revealing outfit and saying the most outrageous things. She thrives on, well, drama and is turned on by the roller-coaster love style of fighting and making up. Instead of expressing her feelings, she acts out. It's hard for her to stop the drama long enough to express anger, sadness and disappointment.
Best matchup: Mr. Laid Back. He's the one wearing a three-piece suit while his wife is garbed in a halter-top and mascara up to her hairline. Mr. Laid Back lives vicariously through his mate. He has trouble letting go, so the drama queen lets loose for him. And he won't grab the spotlight from her.
Potential pitfall: He might become fed up with her constant performing; she might find it difficult to meet his ever-growing expectations of her performances. This pair must learn to communicate directly instead of covertly, to really listen and speak to each other.
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Ms. Joined-at-the-Hip
The only time she leaves her man is when she visits the little girls' room. She's trained to stand by her guy even if she has to sit on him to do it. Ms. Joined-at-the-Hip wants affection, flowers, candy -- all the time. She hasn't begun to form her own sense of self.
Best matchup: Mr. Protective. He's big. He's strong. He's the perfect port in a storm. If he gives his honey bunny her requisite doses of romance she'll play Priscilla to his Elvis.
Potential pitfall: His partner's chronic neediness can become tedious, causing Mr. Protective to pull away. Or she might drop the helpless-without-you act, which seems threatening to an insecure mate. This couple needs to grow supportive of each other's changes
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The Woman Who Doesn't Need People (Much)
She's the type who likes time alone to seek out her own interests and hang out with friends. To someone enmeshed in this love style, romance has a place, an important one, but it's not the be-all and end-all of human existence.
Best matchup: Man of Many Interests. You're ice skating with the girls; he's fly fishing with the guys. He doesn't need total togetherness, but the time you spend together is high quality.
Potential pitfall: Trouble can brew if you start taking each other for granted. Keep time together loving and fun. And once in a while, pull out all the stops for romance.
justme's unforbidden words at 9:34 AM
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what kind of angel are you brought to you by Quizilla
suddenly remember abt the joke zhen n i was tokin abt.. was askin how
is she goin to celebrate her comin 21st bd n was suggestin abt some yacht
thingy or mayb a simple one at lao ba sha.. n was sayin abt she wants me
to book the whole place for her.. plus got police guard outside those
thingy?
so i said, ok lah~ since that is wat u really wan, than remember to say
ur last few words to shin.. (zhen was like so blur?) than i said, coz in
order to book the whole place, the only way is to kill shin.. (zhen: y shin?)
coz, she is the smallest.. easiler to kill.. if i were to find someone like
my size, the person might not die fast... might be strugglin.. n as friends,
i know shin will not blame me one lah!
(so baobei, if u dun wan so bloody, let me know k?! i will bring some
poison along! =P haha.. ok la~ huggies k~ jokin nai~)
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tummy pain like dunno wat... i think is mild food poisonin... n gek
is like enjoyin herself by makin fun of me~ argh~ wat group of friends i have!
but was funny lah! coz of those really chime chinese she used.. wat
shang tu xia xie, (vomit n diarrhoea) n heng yan zhong tou shui (really
serious dehydration thingy..)
oh ya.. saw jooe n bf at mrt! thanks jooe!! give me those pills! U SAVED
MY LIFE SIA~~~~!!!!!!! n jay, happy birthday!
saw, kaiyin at the fishtank area at wisma? or isetan? i dunno~ so happy
to see her lor!! hahah..
oh ya.. not forgettin the good deed i did today! i give up a seat to
an ah ma!! wow~ so proud sia~ even though i wasnt feelin well too..
n again.. i tot of wat gek said.. aiya, u shld make the ah ma guilty..
u let her sit, than after that u give that tummy ache face expression..
n make sure she sees it!! haha.. wat crap!
saw cheryl h!! suddenly she looked so demure~ compare to her last time
really wild pattern?~ n her grad cere gown seems like its seriously color
mismatch.. coz wat design student shld be more creative??? haha
while the rest walk to heeren, jean, gek, me followed alex to take her
car... me n gek was like laughin at dunno wat.. as usual, tokin abt fish..
than i was tellin them abt i brought a carton of slim water(kim ng?) pour
into my fishtank n my fishes color turned damn shiny n pretty lor..
than suddenly, gek said, so did they all slim down?! ............
ahhhhhhhh!!
monks seems seriously quiet tonite.. perhaps was the zouk last nite..
but of coz.. all those laughter abt my updates n the spore idol thingy..
n shin's 'tunnel live band guy~'
reach home at 1230am~ wow.. damn proud of myself!
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wow.. jus finish sendin shin those files... took 2 hours!! me also
goin to slp soon..
..::|| material things can only help up to a certain degree in fostering love. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:41 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.
What season are you? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla
im happy to have a couple of email's pals around me.. speakin of which
i tink i will have to find time to write to jay..
think theresa deleted her fndster acc.. couldnt find her in my list..
max was really sweet.. the other day i was askin for du de wei's mp3..
n he even went thru the effort of gettin the mtv for me! this time round,
i was jus askin abt the toxic mtv.. n who knows, he actually send to me with
the whole F.I.R songs.. though maybe nothin.. still is really touch sia..
well, he will be goin NS in 5 days time.. shld be around sean n hockie's
timin..
been exchangin tons of mp3 all over msn!! cant believe it! i can be the
pirated mastermind if i have those massive productions on cds..
tummy has been hurtin since yesterday.. n im so scare to see a doc jus in
case they wan to inject funny things in me!
kim is studyin at NTU.. sek also... n i feel so useless out of the sudden..
lucky my peer pressure isnt that much yet..
tok to zhen like almost everynite~ n we can tok for hours! n we r meetin
tml with jess they all.. happy!
zep told me i dun seems happy.. haha.. partially true.. it only happens when
things started to go deep, n i start to think, n no ones comes into ur room
to check on u.. u will start to begin floodin urself with misery.. n things
jus go out of control.. coz u r just too in love with such feelings~
( n i know im not the only one! )
but at least i know when the sun comes out.. im happy once again!
yest when fei was helpin me with those computer stuff.. i tink i deleted
a program which is used to run the whole thing.. well, i already deleted it.
n i dunno wat is that anyway.. so i guess, if is still usable, i will still
use it..
u know, when u are in fndster, u tend to surf pple's site rite? n somehow
i went into this really funny place~ girls without tops, censored pics n stuff..
n is not one.. is the whole list! my gosh~
was watchin the prime minister ceremony.. n the really last part when everyone
is dismissed? the camera shows the whole place? n pple infront were startin to
stand up, the pple behind was already goin to the buffet corner~ it was quite a
funny scene.. though i also belongs to the pple behind lah..
..::||Time will never heal, but life should be optimistic!! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:25 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)
been sendin songs here n there... n now.. i wan toro's wan le ai...
fei sent me this pest control thingy for my pc.. wah~ so much spyware n
adware all store in my com for dunno how many years..
wow.. jus as i was sayin abt the wan le ai.. qin has send it to me...
jay's new album too! okok.. gtg.. will continue later.. this com is drivin
me nuts!
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back! my gosh! fei said that my browser is hijacked! headache.. he has been
helpin me since in the afternoon till now~ 1240am!!~
been havin real bad mood swings....
lets hope tomolo things will go better..
..::|| wat goes around; comes around ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:26 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
You are the hanori. Your kind, caring and sweet.
Your wouldn't hurt anyone's feelings for the
world. Sometimes, your being to much of a born
leader. Watch yourself on that one.
What chinese legend dragon are you? brought to you by Quizilla
yesterday was ok lah~ is been 10 years! continuous goin for
NDP... maybe becoz i always go.. thats y not that excitin anymore..
n also the traffic was better this time...
n all the songs were either too techno or too remix...
blue sector.. once again.. sucks like dunno wat~ n there was this
stupid malay guy sittin behind me usin drum to irritate me.. argh!
n it was PURPOSELY.
there was a tribute to mr goh.. wow.. damn sad sia..
ok.. the endin part junjie had a 'private' concert.. sang his second
heaven song.. thinkin that i dun listen to chinese song.. it was not bad..
n all the hip hop songs.. made me think of monks..
been eating those steriods stuff.. it really did make me more energtic..
but i get tired very easily... n even though im full, i jus continue
stuffing myself!!~ gosh~ n within 2 days.. i gain 2kgs!!~
no choice.. got to finish the medicine.. ah bor i wouldnt recover..
..::|| presents are
important, love demands what is basic:
'presence of the beloved. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 5:35 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
went to watch movie with pau. galdys n jean at nite...
by the time i reach home was about 2am... n guess who i saw?!
nuts!! n jason~ hahah!! saw alot of stupid video clips...
anyway.. the grad night photos..
ok lah.. im wasnt inside for this.. went to take photo with my parents..
ok.. this is so bloody big!! lucky my pimples cant be seem!~
as for the rest.. is not up yet.. so cant ya..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:15 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
grad ceremony on the 5th!!~ like finally?!
yap.. audrey was there for her bf's grad too.. so happen to see her!
saw all the army kids too!! haha.. so funny~ anyway, saw alot alot of
pple! lucky i sat with zhang wei.. ah bor sure very bored..
anyway.. saw weixiang on stage dancin... haha.. so funny~ didnt expect
to see him perform... went up on stage n there was this girl standin at
the side tokin to each of us.. n she said,"WOW~ wat a nice pendant u have!
n remember to smile widely to the camera coz u got nice dimples!" n i said,"
cannot lah~ siao ah~ i wear braces!!~ "
dun ask me y i say that.. but ya.. haha.. n everything was so fast n
sudden.. u dunno where to smile n plus my sis didnt even care whether u can
go to the stage to take photos...
she shocked me everytime... didnt take much photos too.. damn saddenin..
only one group photo.. so ya..
briefy
mr khoo was funny~ he suddenly said, y didnt add me in friendster?! haha..
like lecturer also got play friendster?!
left like 645pm.. saw mingji in mac!! afterwhich play pool with lionel, jx, hong, janet, tuck, sean n andrew..
went home.. took a short nap.. n hockie came to pick me up 230am.. n dunno
y suddenly tok abt some dirty prata stories.. how dirty it is n stuff like
that.. n hockie was like, wat is the use for sayin all that?! we r goin to
have prata now lor!!~ haha.. true lah..
so hockie, sean, riez n tuck.... our so called last supper gatherin...
as usual.. tuck had alot of interestin things to say.. his army life n things
like that..
reach home like 5am?! internet till 8am.. doc at 9am~ spent like $150+ on
medical?! n im on steroids too!! like janet.. i shld be able to do my 2.4
without a sweat! hahaha...
so didnt go out with shin they all... ya.. n i slept thru the whole day!!
my gosh~
sars couldnt recongise me in friendster!! not as if we are aquiantance!!
n tokin abt that.. myan also couldnt recongise me when i call her!! n it
was only 2 months i never see her?! eliz also.. quite alot of pple said
the same.. sad sia..
ok.. cant tink properly.. the medicine i took is takin effect... im
faintin soon~~~~
ciao!
justme's unforbidden words at 1:16 AM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
didnt go see the doc today.. so mum say, YOU ARE GOIN WITH
ME ON THE 11!! so hai~ i guess i got no choice lah.. n paddy
was terrify by my heat rash on my legs.. ah.. now i feel like
some HIV positive carrier~~~
went to pau's hse.. im interested in some degree coz in SIM..
anyway.. she bought me a bag, jeans, earrings.. n her mum gave
my mum a loverletter biscuit stuff with pork floss.. something
new..
went to compasspt.. bought loreal stuff.. hair mask, n a set of
dunno wat is that?! check out that 599 levis jeans also not bad..
though is the old design lah..
dunno wat happen today~ everyone msg me askin me whether im goin
for grad ceremony? from friends im close with, to friends i hardly
tok to?
oh ya.. irene msg me today.. ask me how is everything.. so nice of
her to check on me.. is been quite some time since i last saw her..
tink few years?! wow..
ahh~ cant stand him.. sms u every sec to tell u wat they doin n stuff
like that.. n when u think is bad, he goes on n on abt himself n ask y r u so
quiet?? n wats worst is, he say i the only one who understand n say
we will make a great pair?!!!
he is like another aloy cum will..
y cant i meet someone who is tall dark n handsome with 'normal' behaviour?!
plus a little bit of cash n great personality with alittle music genes..
does hsehold chores n loves cookin.. agrees on everything i say! haha!!
i DUN DENY im not a female chavinistic ger!~
ok lah.. dian is enough for me.. *smiles* he is jus not musically inclined
n that 'dark' enough
justme's unforbidden words at 11:25 PM
You are orange! Your hyper most of the time and
very cheerful. If someone's in a bad mood, you
can easily change that! But sometimes you get
anoyying so be careful when you do it.
What color matches your personality? For Girls [With Pics.] brought to you by Quizilla
met up with zhen n baobei.. ok.. tired.. im like this perfume from
fcuk (her).. think im goin to get... but my jlo- still havent even open...
hm..
bought a ring, 2 earrings, n a mianbao zhao ren.. =)
ok.. saw the levis jeans i wanted.. 501.. oh ya.. that baobei of mine
said, we r the b.p.j.j group.. means bio pretty jie jie.. dumb sia..
giap n monica goin cyclin tml.. shall see how it goes lah.. i miss them.
me goin to see a doctor tomolo.. mum wants me to check on my heat rash n my
monthly thingy in the mornin!.. n i wan to sleep!
went esplanade today!! there was this group from china (i check liao) n
they had a performance at the hall.. n this guy in the center had a
WHITE ZHONG RUAN!! n is bloody so chio!! my god.. but baobei they all not
interested lah.. so ya lah.. nvm.. go first..
hai.. i miss havin group practise n stuff like that.. havin a group of
'zi tong tao he' friends stayin up late n tokin abt all these..
janet msg me today n said this.. bel, u wearin coat for grad cere?
wow.. so formal?~ but than, come think abt it.. i cant wear jacket if
im cold rite? will crumpled my shirt...
ok.. need to upload lots of photos.. n im so lazy.. hai~
ok.. nite everyone!
..::|| who to really let go? ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:30 AM
Monday, August 02, 2004
came across this..
"Infatuation is fleeting desire -- one set of glands calling to another. It is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about the relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. It is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him." Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy. Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship that makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When he's away, you wonder if he's being unfaithful. Sometimes, you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. He feels your trust, and it makes him even more trustworthy. Infatuation might lead you to do things you will regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.
Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you better than you were before."
so.. have u understand it? have u grow up yet?
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im growin fat.. oh no~~~~ n i want to get a pair of levis jean n
a watch.. suddenly i tot of the rolex i saw a girl wearing..
hai~ i wouldnt get it even if i have the money.. unless im paris
hilton where money isnt a issue at all!!~
was chattin with ck last nite till 3-4++ on the phone~ hope u r much
better now~ n zhen on the msn.. so funny.. tokin abt some eyes thingy..
we have formed ourselves the 'phoenix eye girl band' (feng yen nu zi duan)
wahaha! n i will be the leader coz my eyes r big!!
didnt managed to go airport today.. 1st, i dunno wat time? 2nd got too
many flights from bangkok.. 3rd, i cant wake up lah...
oh ya.. haven mention abt nyp send me my cca result slip.. cant believe
i actually got AD.. ok.. at least is worthed the time n tears i spent..
tot i wouldnt get a distinction for it as ur know lah.. the arguments,
disgreement, misunderstandin n breakup n things like that.. wow lao..
i wonder how i actually got thru such tremendous period..
anyway is all over.. though still got some unfinished business.. but i
guess ar.. nvm.. like zhen said very sad if cant be friends anymore..
ya lor.. i find it really true.. but i guess this is how it works..
is rainin now~~ so nice..
ok.. zhen have left msn.. n she said this.. ya, he's my fav..
she n zhou gong have an affair.. n me? i prefer dating his grandson lah~
zhou ge ge.. or maybe, zhou gong zi.. ok.. im gettin lame..
mum said some things to me in the afternoon.. ok.. as i said, see how
things goes.. i dun like to settle down on some things.. n im totally
clueless abt this r/s...
justme's unforbidden words at 12:05 AM
