the beautiful mistake*
Monday, May 31, 2004
Red like fire...
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after driving, had a conference call with shin,zhen,pau. (smoked steam bao? haha)
anyway, it was such a rush lah.. met shin to watch 50 1st dates.. haha.. the
guy tot shin was a guy! n gave us the couple seat.. went to the new cinema at cine
ok la.. quite small.. the show was funny lah.. that hot chick guy again!~
but before that we went to cheers n there was this fillipino girl who try to
seduce this ang mo guy.. it was so funny! n the ang mo guy was sort of gigglin
at it when he saw us laughin..
saw lynn n ying at mango!~ lynn took out her braces.. hmm... i still got 2 more
years.. my 2 wisdom teeth behind is not that straight yet..
went down to toyzbar with zhen n sher to meet the alex they all.. didnt know
that ps was nearby.. ok.. at least now i know how to walk down..
=========
(saturday)
wow! no electricity for the past 3hours plus.. so sian. no com, no tv, no
radio, no fan, hp low batt, no cold drinks.. mum cant cook, cant wash..
anyway, didnt know that the next block had fire n short circuit the whole
8 nearby blocks! n best.. i didnt know so much things happen until i watch
the news n papers on that day.. hmm..
now, we r livin on this temp (i tink is a batt supply container)..
ok, h.daz, perlini's silver, sakae have all send me vouchers n discounts for
my birthday this next mth.. ok.. see when i will use them..
after seein how portable mp3 are.. i tink im wan to get it also..
hopefully there is one with FM too..
jie came home wantin to go for dinner after we 'fetch' jiefu at the navy open
hse thingy.. but pau said was damn crowd.. so ya, she jus dump me at home..
nuts told me the difference between rnb n hiphop.. ok.. now i know.. oh!
there was this guy who sit beside me in the mrt has really serious bad
breath.. there is this terrible smell in him.. like he jus smoke the exhaust
pipe of the car..
went with pau,shin,gloria,jean,gladys,cyn n company to dbl o.. wow.. the
cigarette was like cigar! damn smelly.
n to my love, sorry abt last nite huh? i still like my one lump.
so irresistible..
*my god!*
i tink all guys dun dance, they jumped.
was laughin like mad in gloria's car! yesterday we were tokin abt anita
runnin around in her panties n those things 'he lao shi' did.. n not forgettin
that mary lin? music class was funny esp abt the collectin of rubbish all
those...
==========
(sunday)
my burner like cant worked.. dunno is it the cd problem or the software
problem.. must change to broadband soon..
i tink the bollywood male actors all quite yandao.. n the gers all damn
pretty.. i really love one of the solo singin though i didnt understand.
the accessories were so pretty too! ahh..
results out.. n i wasnt really that happy.. think i deserve SO MUCH BETTER.
someone sort of insult ALL of us. shall not say anymore.
WAHAHA!! wow lao! so funny!.. am watchin the making of shrek2.. im wan to
watch troy n shrek2... ah... i wonder how long they take to do those 3d cartoons..
after being in this specialisation, i tink i appreciate the show more..
==========
(monday)
slept at 9pm yesterday! at mum's bed somemore! she on the aircon which almost
made me an ice block.. n later this mornin b4 she went 4 her yoga, i told her to off
the aircon n she turned on the fan makin my body aching like mad.. think im havin
rheumatism now..
..::||PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT 'YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID,
BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:24 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
You would be an Amazon! A powerful and rebellious
woman which loves her sisters. A born leader
who knows how to kick ass!
What kind of mystical creature would you be? (( ..-.. for girls ..-.. )) brought to you by Quizilla
(monday)
ok, driving lesson in the mornin.. hai.. forgot a whole lot of shit..
mounted kerb, parallel parkin, engine stored.. wow lao.. is worst than
when i started learnin.. got scolded like mad..
also partially becoz im damn tired also lah...
have u ever had this feelin that becoz of something, u rather avoid
than to face the person? mayb becoz of some quarrel, some misunderstandin,
or some problems? though there is no need to avoid, but still, i dun like
the feeling la.. somehow is not settled.. mayb thats y i still feel it
so strong, i still feel angry n upset abt it..
hmm.. suddenly i tink i tok exactly like pau... things not settled,
hard to put a stop to it.
anyway, shin, thanks ar!
i got a craze over earrings.. everyone knows.. so my mum bought me
this pair of earrings at taka.. hmm.. honestly, is not really my type..
n wat worst? is bloody expensive!! $39.90!! $40 bucks!! sia lah.. the
more i see the more i felt my mum has been cheated!! n the other
time jie n jiefu bought me earrings, is also the same case!
i really really feel damn touched lah.. at least they noticed n buy
me wat i like..
it looks like those chunky n dangling earrings i have.. erm..
anyway, thats not the point.. is it looks religious.. not that i got
anything to do with the religion but there is this round thingy that
look like the moon in the center with a dunno wat?? look like the
mosque logo? is like even the most common cross i also wouldnt buy
even though i really like the earring..
n the danglin part is damn tangled n messy!! ok la.. i wouldnt say
i dun like it, nor i like it.. but the same feeling.. kena cheated..
is like here i really feel damn touched, another side i felt so 'bor hua'
ah, dunno how to describe that feelin of my weird appreciation...
still i told her i like it.. but told her not to buy it anymore coz
too ex n also i got TOO MANY!!~ i also dunno how many.. 30+? but
still i will wear it.. $40 for a normal earring.. n who dare to say
not nice, i will french kiss her n screw her upside down!
==========
(tuesday)
erm.. ok, she ask me when free go church? *blur*
practisin my instrument from 6am to 145pm... hai.. starting to have problems..
n i cant ask pau or zhen also... the music scores r different.. no way im
goin to ask my ex though he did say i can ask but nah.. as 4 wf, quite hard
to find him.. my lao shi? cant be i purposely go meet him jus to clarify a
3mins thing? so lost... n i tot i went thru alot ALOT ALOT of practise.. but
i cant believe im not even 1/4 of the entire book...
way to go man... plus, i got to read n understand those traditional chinese in
the book..
gek called me, she said i sounded like malay.. ya lah, i sound like them n
look like them.. i tink those tv crew should ask me go for some national day
thingy n as me to be their rep.. i look like malay, indian, mixed n chinese..
except for ang mo.. aye! jess said i looked like shannon dorothy ar? ah! can
lah.. settle.. i will go for some interview tml..
gosh..tokin rubbish.. so bored...
was sleepin n zhen called me.. my hp damn loud!!~ anyway, my dear zhen,
friday was never a weekday before~ u made me even blur when u told me fri
is weekday... kanna sai lah u...
- mon-thurs = weekdays
- fri-sun = weekends. ok?
anyway, i will be meetin those friends that i went laos with.. n i dunno
which weekend is taken.. so ya lah..
========
(wednesday)
im here once again! is 4am++... i tink my daily routine is so FIXED.
4am+ wake up, 6am start practising, ard 2pm watch tv, online, bath,
n i will sleep at 6pm.
i almost fainted when i woke up.. my aircon room was full of durian
smell!! though i cant find any evidence, im sure that yesterday this
pair of lovey dovey couple did eat!! ahh.. cannot tahan... goin die
liao...
hmm.. i wonder next time at the age of 55+ will i be like them too?
something quite funny happen yesterday...
my paddy damn irritating.. i finally got a chance to go to the
kitchen to fix some food, ok la, just to warm yesterday curry chicken..
anyway, was very excited n later he came in n keep disturbing me,
hitting my head n took over my job.. n keep sayin mum n i always dirty
his kitchen? ya right? like we cooked? all the hsework also u do one..
where got the chance to dirty it?!
ok lah except washin clothes..
we ended up fighting~ he pulled my hair, i step on his feet, he step
on mine, i pinch him, he grabbed my both hands, n i bite him! n i
DIDNT LET GO!! n he was like, aahhhh!!!~ n best part was, mum walked
into the kitchen n went straight to the toilet without even saving
my dad! haha.. aiya.. like that say not funny, but it was funny at
that time..
i tink my mummy's guppies are goin to die soon esp at the rate im feedin
them... i finish half the bottle of fish food.. n is those LARGE TALL bottle
within 3days... n they are jus only guppies..
n many of them have really huge n cute body.. i tink bloated bah.. cant be
my doings.. dun dare to feed anymore..
=========
(thursday)
ok, i will definately miss johnathan after i leave.. miss all the late
nites, practise, ci yun, gossips with all of them.. sigh.
woke up at 6am this mornin!~ so tired.. reach home at 12am yesterday
n after bathin i jus hit the sack.. damn tired.. haha.. is jus so not
me.. but becoz i woke up at 4am in the mornin lah~ so ya..
anyway, day after tomorrow was damn nice!! like armangeden..(duno correct spell)
nice nice.. went ktv to meet the rest after that..
drivin was ok lah.. i tink im a fierce driver.. jus realise i drove for
almost 1 year plus?! hai~ waitin for the test date can drive me nuts!~
anyway, i tink the instructor is always so amaze by my accessories..
n he actually notice i change everytime.. suddenly, i was tinkin, if
sher were to be me.. hm..
jus came back.. should b meetin zhen they all at ps to watch troy..
..::|| Born in heaven, raised in hell ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:22 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Lover - like Juliet in the lovestory "Romeo
and Juliet" you yawn fro love and are
willing to die for it as well, if that's what
it takes. You value love more than anything
else and you always seek it everywhere you go,
bringing love closer to those you pass on your
way as well. People like your strong character,
which still doesn't hurt anyone.
What kind of a mythological woman are you? (with gorgeus pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
didnt expect i still will get back $55.97 from the trip to laos... n dun have
to pay for the tee n jacket.. but need to return $31.50 to joy n $10 to qin..
im rather happy today.. though i dunno y either..
n i have install a burner in my PC!! wow lao! damn proud of myself! just
that the casin was kinda TOO TIGHT!!! n i wonder how did sean actually manage
to open it everytime..
family day tomolo!! yaya!! tink got to wait up early so that i got time
to practise my ruan.. had a little problem with the 'diao'.. icq wf to check..
hope he reply me soon..
haha.. had a great laugh at shrikin's blog sia... so funny!! for the past 1yr
plus she has this bangla callin n disturb her.. n to tink that this bangla said
to her, aye sista, im flyin back (something like that) n guess wat she reply?!
ok lah! go back lah, dun call me anymore, very expensive..
haha! wow lao!! this ger ar... funny! felt like intro her to all my friends!
she damn funny...
n that stupid hazel.. she has a tagger that only allows 10 alphabets.. ONLY 10
ALHAPBETS!! not words!! everytime i tagged somethin to her, i will laugh like mad..
so dumb.. i helped like 6 pple with that tagger.. now all ended up no more tag..
hmm.. anyway those who need a tag
go to ==>
taggerboard
there is this guy in friendster that msg me.. he is so damn profound!
he wrote like a paragraph of words jus to say that he is a guy who loves
to make pple laugh.. like huh?! like ma chime i damn sad.. shall ignore him..
i tink gladys is damn pretty..
oh i removed the midi becoz im 56k!!~ hai~ n qin said will give me the url
for webmusic.. remember icq me the links k!! thanks!
..::|| I will get lost into your eyes ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:07 AM
Friday, May 21, 2004
You are CRAP! Pure, simple, says it all.
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my biological clock should be ok liao bah? been like sleepin from 11am
to 7 to 8pm... n ive been eating bread for the past few days...
qiang called, n i tink the way i tok was so funny.. call pau, but she
like everyday got something to do with her colleague. felt so left out..
my url is full of IQ n personality tests.. took with qin jus the other
day.. had alot of fun takin together.. from ard 2 all the way to 5am+
tok alot of things.. till my com got hang.. hai~ dumb... hope will still
keep in contact after we grad huh? (U HEARD IT QIN?!) *nods*
========= <-- *this usually means next day or later
tok to pau in the mornin.. tok like few hours n auntie called like 3-4 times?!..
n she start complainin 2 me abt my cousins n stuff like that.. ar.. so naggy!
but she also poor thing lah.. her whole family like kinda split.. actually,
when siblings cannot get along, family does split too.. but she also too fierce
n strict liao lah.. things got leeway..
called my sis that evenin.. we reckon that auntie is pessimistic.. she tends to
bring everything down n say the negative things.. stick with her 2long also
become negative.. n we both think mum cannot tok to her too long also...
somemore my mum like sheep.. everything also can kanna brainwashed by her..
but anyway, lucky jie didnt tok to auntie.. otherwise i sure tink she will
scold my auntie for tokin nonsense to my mum..
so moral of story.. one cannot be too negative..
haha.. i tink morning madness is so funny!! esp the way s.haikel was sayin
abt tata young.. the whole interview was funny..
been practising on my zhong ruan.. started to learn the other different
'diaos' suddenly i tink is kinda easy,(ok la.. not that easy.. still can..)
jus tink that last time i didnt really put in effort to learn.. only know
how to say difficult.. my fingertips are hurtin.. but worth it.. goin
to continue practise after this.. as for guzhen.. tink also got to learn
without a teacher too.. i shall look for an orchestra band n join them... =)
ok, will be taggin along with nuts n ex to watch movie this sat.. =)
im getting sleepy.. will be meetin zhen they all to go fishin for prawns later~
erm.. me not fishin lah.. but will be there to see.. n so called eatin their bbq
prawny.. felt like goin sengkang also.. but see how lah..
my archives are gone after the interface of blogger is up... a couple of
months are gone.. sad..
will be doin my resume again n my cover letter.. so i can start sendin them out..
==========
realised i dun have my cover letter... jalat.. was tokin to ru n of all pple,
he called~ argh.. cant stand such guys.. hello? pei ar? u guess who am i?
quick guess lah. i was like, who cares?! u wan u say, dun waste my time, you
how old liao?!
*grab hair* still gave me those type of act cute voices!! so guys, NEVER
EVER TRY TOO HARD! n if u know that the ger isnt 'that straight', give it up!
cannot stand pple who tinks they know u damn well.. sick..
ok, went thru my computer.. brought back alot alot of memories.. all the msg,
all the conversation, all my writings.. actually, im quite childish. even
though is jus 2 yrs ago..
infact, i am still childish.
pau meetin her colleague again, after that she will go over to jennifer..
she still got interview tml.. as for me, not meetin zhen they all.. suddenly
so tired n i jus went back to sleep.. just hope they not goin to monks today...
*pray like mad*
..::|| i wasnt born a girl for nothing. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 7:39 PM
Thursday, May 20, 2004
You are a guardian Angel of Nations! The angel who
is charged with the special protection and
guardianship of Egypt. Ranked as one of the
guardian angels of nations (see Guardian
Angels), this angelic patron has been given
various identifications, including Samael (a
chief angel of the fallen angels), Mastema (the
accusing angel), and Duma. The latter angel is
most often considered the proper angel of
Egypt. He was most vociferous in defense of his
charges, going so far in legend as to empower
the accomplished wizards of Egypt to perform
the same feats of magic as Moses when the
Lawgiver arrived at the court of the pharaoh
and tried to impress him enough that the
Israelites should be freed from their bondage
(an event recorded in the Old Testament Book of
Exodus). According to legend, recounted in
Louis Ginzberg's The Legends of the Jews, the
angel descended to the land of the Nile to give
succor to his people upon departure of the
Jews, stopping long enough to put a fright into
the Israelites by an impressive demonstration
in the air. As Jewish custom declares all the
guardian angels of nations to have fallen
(save, of course, for the ever-redoubtable St.
Michael), the angel of Egypt joined denizens of
the hoary netherworld; it is unclear whether
the Lord ever appointed a successor.
What Kind of Angel Are You? (Girls Only!) brought to you by Quizilla
weather is bloody warm n humid!! just enterin the kitchen i can feel
my legs collectin those water vapour after comin out from my aircon room..
realise any difference in my bloggie? got a pic, blogger's profile n mid..
n tell u guys.. i stole the mid from someone webbie!! *prays he doesnt
come here!* cant help it.. i like the music...
went to irc. dunno when was the last time i went in there.. tokin to a
person who i tot he was a ger until i was sayin something abt rather
than a ger than a guy... ok, my fault... i expect everyone to be a ger
in lesbian channels...
how sotong can i get?! n y is sotong associated with blur? ok,
side tracked!
goin to meet yz,jess,sher,teck at bishan cc for badminton session..
im not playin.. still havin my asthma.. i get short of breath just
crossin opposite...
i dunno is it him on icq.. coz is only a mth.. n by rite is supposed
to be 2 mths.. shld be back on june.. n to tink i didnt notice anythin
for so long... n icq everyday 24/7 nowadays?
got to call miss foo on this 25.. her bd.. *must remember*
gave my mum a really serious tone just now...
I AM NOT INTERESTED.
cool... not too rude, not too qin-cai, msg across CLEARLY.
i really hate the idea of goin for yoga classes lah! kept forcin me to
go... argh! after that wushu cum taiqi lesson she once force me sayin
that she very lonly blah blah n left right after i join in the classes,
i decided NEVER TO LISTEN to her..
dun she understand i prefer classical music than meditatin or elastic
stretchin for wat u called that.. yoga..
MY GOD!
my wisdom tooth was said to be movin side.. like FINALLY?! U R FINALLY
MOVING?! im so glad! need to pay $300 more to the dental.. n i need to
book an appointment with dr tan.. he was like, u looked different, like
someone..
-erm... the charm ger ar? shanon dorothy?
-yaya! abit.. y got pple say b4?
-ya, quite a few, so u wan me to sign ur shirt?
think im lame... fringe faster grow!! i dun wan to look like chinadoll!
plus my paddy been playin with my hair!! my god! my father?! argh!
*addin to my misery*
driving test on the 25june... im scare, but i aint doin anything..
tap's interview today.. dunno how did it go... n kim ann's robotics
competition.. haha, they 2 very funny.. 2 of them tot i know this
guy called gim hong.. n they were like, U DUNNO?! anyway,..
the result of my personality test isnt here yet... bluff my $25..
must wait how long....
i love mornin madness... 98.7fm every 7am to 10am..
============
didnt go meet zhen they all.. had difficult breathin in the mornin n
mum so scare i will like die?! so ok lah.. im grounded..
n pau is watchin troy with her colleagues... kinda pissed off now..
shall not say anymore..
..::|| if u fail to plan, u plan to fail ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:22 AM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
photohunt
try this game! is very funny at the last part!!!
FACTS OF LIFE U WILL RATHER NOT KNOW
-During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool
you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine.
-In an average day your hands will have come into indirect
contact with 15 penises (touching door handles etc.) Remote
controls in hotels are the worst! (Always carry your Lysol spray!)
-An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12
pubic hairs.
-In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept!
-Annually, you will shake hands with 11 men who have
recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands.
-In a lifetime, 22 nosey workmen doing work in your home will
have examined the contents of your dirty laundry basket. We
won't even go into guests snooping in your medicine cabinet.
-At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance
of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Mouth herpes.
-Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases.
this is so ............
another email...
Below is a very meaningful story which I wanna share:
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
One day an old man boarded a bus. As he was going up the steps, one of his shoes slipped off. The door closed and the bus moved off so he was unable to retrieve it. The old man calmly took off his other shoe and threw it out of the window.
A young man on the bus saw what happened, and could not help going up to the old man and asking, "I noticed what you did, sir. Why did you throw out your other shoe?"
The old man promptly replied, "So that whoever finds them will be able to use them."
The old man in the story understood a fundamental philosophy for life - do not hold on to something simply for the sake of possessing it or because you do not wish others to have it.
We lose things all the time. The loss may seem to us grievous and unjust initially, but loss only happens so that positive changes can occur in our lives. We should not always assume that losing something is bad, because if things do not shift, we'll never become better people or experience
better things. That's not to say of course that we only lose "bad" things; it simply means that in order for us to mature emotionally and spiritually, and for us to contribute to the world, the interchange between loss and gain is necessary.
Like the old man in the story, we have to learn to let go. The world had decided that it was time for the old man to lose his shoe. Maybe this happened to add momentum to a series of events leading to a better pair of shoes for the old man. Maybe the search for another pair of shoes would lead the old man to a great benefactor. Maybe the world decided that someone else needed the shoes more.
Whatever the reason, we can't avoid losing things. The old man understood this. One of his shoes had gone out of his reach. The remaining shoe would not have been much help to him, but it would be a cherished gift to a homeless person
desperately in need of protection from the ground.
Hoarding possessions does nothing to make us or the world better. We all have to decide constantly if some things or people have run their course in our lives or would be better off with others. We then have to muster the courage to give them away.
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How many times have we received these kind of inspiring stories through email? We acknowledged them and feel touched by them and we strive to do things like them. But how many times can we actually do it?
justme's unforbidden words at 8:33 PM
You'd carve them up with your chainsaw. I like your
style, you show much promise. Join me?
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went to sch for some workshop.. so funny lor.. only like me,ru,
shar,arti.. n that benjamin tea was so funny?! he was like laughin
at his own surname?! like her daughter will be called jasmine? so it
will be jasmine tea?! wow lao... alot lah.. all the wu long tea n etc..
anyway, after that he got 4 guys up the stage n ask for the names..
n best part, he said, we will call him, mr, a,b,c,d~.. than everyone was
like, THAT U ASK THE NAME FOR WAT?! very crap lah.. but is funny..
than dunno wat he said that make me laugh very loud.. n than as usual,
i do LAUGH REALLY LOUD... n he was like, U, U!! laugh so loud! so happy?
i was so paisei in the lecture!!
pau also another funny one.. told her should i take this $25 personality
test.. n she reply, FOR WAT?! WATS WRONG WITH YOUR PERSONALITY?! *faint~*
haha.. funny..
ok, went to S11 to eat ban mian.. been so long since i last went there
to eat ban mian.. weather was so freakin 'scorchy'.. saw min n her fnd
there... n meet qin n ling at jubilee.. took 76 to parkway parade..
wow lao! I WANT TO GO THERE SHOP ONE DAY!!! so many things!! i go no time
to see... n i 4got wallet.. of all things.. ma chime like jurong pt..
than kyin,rek,me,ru,ling,qin walk like mad to the pit21.. wow lao.. so
far.. but ok lah.. though was quite sad that kin, maddy all never come..
but overall still ok lah.. kyin ask ken to come, i ask tap to come,
mel ask hao to come.. so ok lah.. still can lor.. all make fnds..
left at 12am... n i reach home after sendin tap n ru back home..
n i realise, tap,ru,rek n me all our mums are hainanese.. wow..
ok, tired now.. nose bleed jus now.. guess really too heaty.. cough
like mad jus now.. im still so sick...
..::|| i itch all over!! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:52 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with it!
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla
i tink it jus proved how "feminine" i am...
so now wat? been sleepin like mad everyday...
coughin like my lungs is goin to explode..
asthma is so so jalat~~ im goin to die due to lackin of oxygen..
i totally forgot abt the bbq im suppose to go on 15..
n this comin 17 which is today, is so argh!
ah nvm.. is over n i was also resting the whole day at
home n never bother to do my things...
im so pissed off with the east coast bbq thingy..
everything isnt 'that confirmed'
this one not confirm, that one not confirm..
paid for everything, no one is coming.
wat the?!
n now, someone jus told me another one is not comin..
ok, im back.
scolded everyone who gave me uncertain answer..
reconfirm everything.
i think those who r my friends really very jalat..
but i still think they should understand y i so damn angry..
try to put themselves into our shoes..
they will know y i scream at them...
i jus cant be a organiser with my 'kan jiong' attitude..
i just need to vent it all out!! guess i will b ok soon..
plus, im having asthma.. n after the whole thing, im more
breathless.. short n fast breathin n i cant do anythin to
ease the pain..
i cant even use my strength to tok.. otherwise i will cough
like mad... wat a lousy birthday im having today.....
i guess, never mess with a ger who is sick. u never know
wat hell u will get from her...
n also pple, to my best friends like pau, n MANY OTHERS MORE etc...
so if possible, call me if u want an answer rather than msg
even if is jus 2 to 3 sms i also
HATE IT!!
so, dun msg... unless u wan to tell me how much u have
admire me n so on... (erm... ha tryin to b sacartistic..)
i tink, im gettin more n more nasty.. dao, short tempered(i tink no change)
n i have finally put a tagger beside after so long.. so try it out..
..::|| dun mess with an injured tiger ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:05 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
chalet for almost a week.. till i got so sick.. couldnt even go have
dinner with jess they all... first was too heaty, so i drank like 2
bottles of green tea n 2 cans of jiajia liang tie (herbal tea) n guess
wat? i had my asthma attack just on the 2nd nite.. cant even rest cause
it was hard to breath..
reach home yesterday... had a slight fever.. drank alot of dunno wat
gosh drinks.. argh.. my voice is so macho now! im manly..
recap...
monday to wednesday
saw so many nyp students~ everyone is havin chalet...
1st day, just partically slack.. wanted to go escape.. but than is
only open on the weekends n holidays.. stupid!~
slept quite late.. was tokin abt all my fantasy with louis.. haha..
enough said. cant say too much.. censored.. also cant remember wat we did..
but 2nd nite was fun.. with that game jay taught us.. very lame
but was fun.. played all evenin.. n funny part was, when jay n teck
were guessin one another, i dunno wat came to me n i was shoutin at jay
for his card! stupid sia! n to tink he still nods his head n jooe laughin
like mad... till i realise i was holdin J n he n teck were holdin 7..
bbq.. jooe was like HE COME LIAO! haha.. that guy so funny.. esp jooe's
reaction was hilarious lah.. haha
smashin cake on jess, shin runnin after her
with that sprayin thingy.. n her classmates, poured ketchup, n we
even shampoo her just outside the chalet..
the word they used was we were very "meng" (hiong).. we gers really
cant compare with the guys nowadays..
wednesday to friday
our chalet was big.. n it was linked with e7 class too.. terry they
all were there also... n shirlee they all also came over from downtown
east to visit us... qin also.. all parts of the chalet...
metal snug3 was fun with hong.... esp we were screamin at it!~ the guys
were like, girls~~ anyway, was watchin koma n comin chinese movie by
gigi? wow lao.. was so funny lor! touchin also lah..
didnt sleep for the past 2days.. tired.. n that was when i started to
get sick.. bbq was fun! esp tuck n the john joke again... n a surprise
birthday from them also.. very sweet lor.. the mango cake was very nice!
really didnt expect it..
was tryin to drive the car out n dunno is the gear too loose or car too
old, but i had a hard time estimate the pressure to step.. lucky kharil
was there lah! he was pushin the car! haha!
ok, knew a couple of new friends.. all got shocked when they knew me..
was thinkin that i was some kind of "chi, her, piao, du, yang yang xing"
(eat, drink, sex, gamble know-it-all) all say, u really dun look like u
dunno those xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...
blame it on my look..
went to airport for coffee chat.. but coffeebean damn noisy! was already
havin a bad headache n is makin it worst.. went to the viewin point with
adian, riez, hong, min, tuck, sebas, rek.. talk alot alot of nonsense n
ghost stories... n were partically disturbin those pple who were sleepin
there..
n someone farted so loud! scary...
realise we are usin more n more vulgarities... hmm.. but it does spice
up the joke lah.. from 12 to 7.. was just at the airport... n later we
taught hong how to drive.. so funny.. i was scare by her also...
reach home around 12.. ok lah.. jie came home to take care of me..
had a fever n asthma.. till today mornin she left..
now im listenin to this song that riez gave me...
damn nice...
let me hold you,
come caress my body,
u got me goin crazy,
turn me on, turn me on...
ok, im coughin like mad now... goin to rest now..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:36 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
im so lazy 2 do anything... esp my blog lah.. maybe
will stick to the same old design..
ok, will be goin to my week's chalet in like less
than 12 hrs time?! n im still so slack... havent
packed... n i haven sleep! n i need to go sch..!
went to sean's hse n after which to hockie's hse..
both of them studyin for tml exams.. n i have been
slackin like dunno wat...
went to meet up with the gers n i saw so many pple..
yvette,nati,nahar,933dj n the taiwan actor which i cant
remember his name..
reached home at 2am? i really loved nite rider.. but so
irritatin lah.. got this guy sittin beside me.. argh~
gentin trip is cancelled. hai~ but sarawak trip is still
on.. jus dunno when.. but before nov i guess..
..::|| attitude gets u nowhere ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 8:42 PM
Friday, May 07, 2004
Pure Angel ~ White
Your sweetness and innocence is renowned far and
wide. Your cheerful demeanor will bring a smile
to even the most hardened of people.
What Angel are you? (Girls) brought to you by Quizilla
exam is finally over! is so OVER NOW~~
2months ago, i was so stress over database,
commskill, 3D, mpeg report n so much more never
ending quiz tests n exams
3 years have passed.. n i no longer look forward
on anything...
so now wat?! im a specialist now.. ya rite?!
the paper was ok.. quite happy with my answers.. hope
nothin goes wrong.. im was there to score.. of coz, not
forgettin to copy as well from qin..
actually not really copy.. i find it more like 'discussin'
in the silence way.. haha!
so happy to see babo!! tok like mad!! wow lao! happy happy!
even though is so short lah..
went town with qin,derek,has,ya,anin,kin. quite fun lah..
alot of gossipin n nonsense.. i didnt knew so many pple
knew me before hand.. so scary.. derek, qin they all already
knew me in year1!! n all said they didnt like me when 1st saw
me.. i guess, WATs NEW?! but very fun lah.. laugh until ache..
lucky im out in 2mths time... didnt knew i was so high profile..
pacific plaza have a service center now.. to tink i used to
wait for like 2 weeks? now at least 10mins.. went bowling with
qin,derek n shrikin.. wow lao! nonsense lah..
wat kacang putih, paisai man, prata, popiah as our nick.. cant
remember when was the last time i played.. but fun lah..
went to meet pau they all at suntec to watch VAN HELSING!! wow
lao!! damn nice!! the girls are so pretty!! the graphics damn
nice! everything nice!
bought jiang mei qi's album.. like finally?! but still havent buy
britney spears cd.. really look like pirated leh.. like no much
effort made in making of album..
had flu the whole day today.. so tired like mad.. of coz, the
exam thingy also make me very tired.. was so hungry also..
event coming up
- jessica's birthday chalet, 10-12may
- class chalet, 12-14may
(clash with dental.. see how it goes..)
- janet's bbq, 15may
- lesson, 17may
- year3 classmate outing, dunno when
- class backpack to genting, 25-26may
..::|| easy to say, difficult to create ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:54 PM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
database exam - open book....
my first ever open book exam.. actually,
i think is good lah.. got reference, no need to
memorise..
came home at ard 230pm, slept at 3plus all the
way to 730pm!! gosh!! n i dunno wat to study for
my tml paper!! how?! n is 10pm now?! im so scare,
honestly, I AM REALLY SCARE!!
was at hong lab today.. jx,hong,min,shan,tuck n hockie
tuck's story to that sportslink murder case was so funny!
the way he acted n the way he was describin how the pple
ard him will act...
only he will tink of such other stuffs that is so 'out of
the point...'
he was back yesterday.. saw him online. i guess, some
things are better to be kept unknown or just leave as it is
there.. things happen that is so blur? no one knew wat happen,
but it did happen.. friends do come and go.. as things between
us, i guess is the past. no point thinkin over it as im almost
completely heal. ok lah, maybe a bit itchy here n there..
i guess, i lost jay as well huh?
tml meetin pau n fnds to watch the van hellsing.. im so
excited.. so fantasy!!
will be changing the whole layout n new url after this paper..
is so slow even though i removed the pop ups..
ok, i guess if i still dun memorise my thoery by tml, i will
be SO SO SO DEAD'ED!!~
justme's unforbidden words at 9:32 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
you are a GANGSTER GIRL! you like hanging out with
the black people. you are hip hop R n B queen.
you like shaking your ass. you enjoy the boys
looking at you! you LOVE the black music. if
you are white, you might be a wigger. but oh
well you can't help what you like!
WHAT KIND OF GIRL ARE YOU? brought to you by Quizilla
recap
saturday n sunday
went to dome for dinner.. of coz had a huge fight with pau b4 that..
cryin like mad in the center of orchard control station.. i guess only
the closest will make u cry.. coz honestly, i also dunno y i cry?! but
of coz, if is not pau, i tink i wouldnt even bother to explain let
alone "pick" up that agruement n cry??? guess everyone is too stress..
anyway, cant remember wat we agrue also lah, but i tink is really
childish!!
there will be more in the future to come.. but definately wouldnt spolit
our r/s lah!
dome's teriyaki pizza damn nice sia! the rest is jus normal? 10 pple
spent a total of $156? cant remember but it was that amt? ok la, quite
standard.. pau,me,sher,shin,yz,ting,jess,dc,louise,nat.. im definately
goin back for that teriyaki pizza though is kinda too salty..
went to hyatt hotel for a nite stay.. *shall cut short* is a suite room,
damn pretty.. alot of food 2! erm.. though furama is bigger but very not
in place? than ma chime like present exchange, thank god dc love our
present! yz bought me this wind instrument which i was watchin this
taiwan variety show that mornin n was showin abt this made of clay
instrument?! n i was like, if spore sells them.. n who knows?!
wow lao! i loved her so much sia!! iron eggs.. ting ate like half of mine!
faint~ didnt know she can be like me...
the rest went chinablack n me?? 7-11 to
buy drinks n back 2 hyatt to study for my exams on wed!~
they came back ard 2-3 plus? lou n nat than went to newton to get supper
for us! spent $50 for everything! yummy nice nice.. wat esle? we called
for rm service for dunno how many times?! 2floormaps, 3towels, 2tissues,
an extra bed, a bucket of ice n come 2 tink abt it, i realised we
didnt gave any tips!
oh ya, spent a nite to watch a monotone RA show! so stupid! n is so literature!
i couldnt understand it till now! n i felt so cultured watchin it! some
even fell asleep watchin it! that is how jalat it was! title-the blue iguana~
went back to sleep for a couple of hours n got back to study again while the
rest were still sleepin.. ya, i cant believe it either! tink jess is really
chio! tink she cannot wear tshirt.. not nice..
oh ya, took at least 90% of the tolietries!! haha! tink of chalets, i tink
WAHAHA! esp to shin, DUN LET ME CATCH U USING MY TOILETRIES durin jess
chalet next wk!!
watch huanzhugege while waitin for the rest to get ready.. *grab hair*
part with them at ard 130pm till shin msg me that her nokia fone was lost..
jalat lah.. this ger...
coma once i reach home! sleep like mad! than i have been playin with the
instrument yz bought for me! was like so mad over it! n i have finally
figure out the scores sheet!
just realise i got no playmate who shares the same interest with me in
this area.. esp after so many things happen... *sob sob* but i guess, it
jus happens.. haha, sound like wat.. playmate..
monday
sch at 1010am.. derek spects was WOW! so havoc.. tainted somemore.. got
scolded by khoo so bloody fierce~ *pour blood over dog's head* guess is ok
la.. coz i dun really bother.. only derek, kai n qin heard it! haha! lucky!
ah bor i paisei!~
than was doin converting to mpeg for those who r ready, n i realise some
pple does take things for granted.. here im doin their work, tryin my best
to help, there they gave that type of comments.. shall not mention, i will
not tok behind pple n i just wan to complain! n i will b fine once again!
if like jokin still nvm, but those types of attitude n tones esp when askin
for help? like HELLO?!... but again, i dun care! they cant get me down!~
lucky i still got qin to entertain me throughout this horrible week!!
im been so stress out by everything! lousy wk! i will only pay attention to
pple i tink deserve better it.. right guys?!
stay in sch to study with li n derek. cant get anythin in it..
im so prepared to go out with shrikin they all after my papers!
got this song struck in my head n i finally download it!
britney spears - everything
..::|| im gald others cant get me down! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 7:17 AM
Monday, May 03, 2004
