the beautiful mistake*
Sunday, February 29, 2004
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."
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today is 29 of feb!!
it comes every 4 years!! the next time it comes, i will be 24 years old!~
went joggin this evenin.. infact, i dunno how i actually manage to keep my
stamina goin for so long..
never felt so good.. honestly! was sweating like mad! n made this 200m
sprint home.. n something quiet amazin was, was runnin up the stairs n
my legs muscle like automatic wantin to lift up by itself though there
wasnt anymore stairs..
will be goin again later in the mornin at 6..
will be goin to weiling's 21 bd this 6 of march.. oh ya, got so many things
to finish.. 3 exams next week.. n im still enjoyin.. someone pls scold me!!
..::||There's this place in me where your finger prints
still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the
place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:33 AM
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
What Do You Truly Desire? brought to you by Quizilla
woke up at ard 230am.. legs abit achin~ jie came home.. ate crab!~ hee~
went to toa payoh... bought like 4 bottles of hair protection thingy..
anyway, went home n realise my room still got 2 more bottles! got a
total of 6 now! dun dare to tell my mum! gosh~ wonder how many years
will i take to finish those things~
didnt go to embamssy with min they all~ was too tired from yesterday
pubbin.. n if i were to go down.. my legs might just die on me~
well, is quite powerful for me still to go out with my mum n jie..
oh ya, suppose to go down for accupunture.. but than que too long~
gave up~ i rather go shoppin~ haha~
went home n i saw this guy.. dunno wat to tok.. so avoid.. anyway
i dun really know him n he always ask me go cafe tok tok.. eee..
scary...
..::|| u r not me, u will never know how i feel ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:27 AM
Friday, February 27, 2004
Your Amy Lee's Grammy Awards Ceremonie Dress!
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YA! IS MY STUDY WEEK! HOLIDAYS~~
had my VR lab test~ it was so argh.... realise it wasnt the same as myan's one..
i used javascript to make it move.. but till derek said, use that normal routing
method can liao.. so upset leh!! faster do, but than not enough time.. still,
that sir also very funny lah~ kept disturbin him
oh ya, that storyboard also~ mr khoo said it was very messy~~ so need to redo
n hand it in on this comin wed... is ok, i got my cca that day too~
met zhen, jess, jooe at baker's inn.. didnt know the way.. anyway saw so many
celebrities! got hong rong n quan yi feng, tay ping hui, n that U channel guy~
anyway, went monks after that.. saw that bungee thingy.. so many pple was there!
alex,elson,jane,chad,cindy,zhen,jooe,jess,gek,sher,shin, n me? hope i didnt miss
out anyone.. all the gers~
kept laughin at sher's joke abt she n the gameboy thing.. ok, n there was one ger
who lift up her skirt n pull down her g string to show the guys~ gosh~ abit the
sluttish~ than nvm.. went in to dance.. wow lao~ the guy took off his shirt n
pull his jeans so low till.. anyway, there he is disturbin all the gers! n his
friends(ger) let him touch n let him put his hands into their clothes to pull
off their bra!! i was sittin at the platform lookin at them.. is like they dare
to show, of coz i dare to see~ wonder why did a les pub change to this stage..
they shouldnt have let the guys in... felt so gross! argh~ i mean those who
r naked!
went to this tanjong pagar area for teochew porridge.. i still love cantonese
porridge lah~ tok abt ghost stuff.. n the ghost story i said.. zhen said his
dad also scare when he heard it~ oh ya, i saw a shootin star.. i really did!
they all left around 5am.. left me,jane n shin.. walk thru the dark quiet alley..
very scary! anyway took the mrt home.. didnt manage to take the night rider..
next time than~ met zanariah in yishun! my gosh~ but is the passby thingy..
she no longer work at tangs.. is like she stare at me, than 2nd look than she
smile back~ wonder where is she workin at..
reach home abt 730am.. got locked outside! coz my mum close my room~ my dad
tot i was sleepin.. but lucky my dog understand how to take the key for me!~
well, it works only my parents n i.. not others~ neither my sister also~
duno why~
felt like gettin this tattoo in town... see how it goes... hahaha~
not forgettin that sher n teck KNEW MY COUSIN!! my gosh! so scary! is like no
one in this world have the same chinese name as me?!
..::||I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going
to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-
I’m going to smile. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:26 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
You are Schroeder!
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ok, was stalked by this horrible middle aged guy!! gosh! i was
at the bus stop n he has to follow n LOOK at me wherever i go!!
is SO OBVIOUS LOR!! anyway even an auntie came to tell me becareful!
infact is TWO aunties n an uncle!! is a little too scary lah~
called my mum.. to tink she still say, good lookin anot?! till i
was screamin at her n my tone started to change, she than start to
get worried for me... honestly, im kinda pissed off..
it was just so scary! his eyes stare till it doesnt move.. shivers..
is jus a matter of time if he touches me, i WILL PRACTISE MY JUDO
ON HIM! never felt so threathen... gosh!
n i was SO COVERED!! just to add on...
anyway, is it my life that i always got to kanna those stupid old
men?! (nuts, dun laugh laugh k~ somehow got the feelin that u laughin
at this.. n i know u have seem this happenin to me b4!! but this is
worst! n nuts, nasty girl is really nasty.. she is worst than xxxx..the ger
who everytime u wan to give her a chance n she tends to always screw it
up? ok, maybe both are them are the same! gosh! i cant stand selfish
pple lah! n 'think-they-know-everythin' argh~)
i hate loudspeakers!! but not me! *points at others* wahaha! i tink
is their pitch bah~ ok, not their fault.. neither is mine!
myan brother send me virus email!! haha~ with a msg saying, "why?"
haha~ funny! if not i said, who this? send me dunno wat~ n she
looked, n she herself also shock~ say wat her brother hacker n wat
i n her brother got affair.. wow peng~ as usual, the lab seems to
belongs to me once again~ n there i was beggin shar to copy my tutorial~
haha~ lame lah~
im partnerin with derek for my database... hope im not a hassle! or
burden~... lucky he is such a nice guy.. thank god~
ok, shekin (i really loved her name..) anyway~ she showed some really
funny mpeg clips!! wow lao~ whole class laugh like mad.. will try to
get those clips n put it on my web so that u all can view it too!
ok esle? oh! that database sir damn cute! his reaction towards eatin
icecream!~ he was like "OH, I LOVED ICECREAM!" (very ang mo~) where
are u all gettin it?! we were like, MACDONALDS! n there he is, "YEEWWW~"
n ended up sayin wat swensens, hagen dazz.. wat heavenly n blah...
just 2 more weeks n jay will be away from his paradise~ n how i will
be so sian...
somehow, i got addicted to fridae again! so shock to realise how small
the world is actually...
..::||Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult
||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:18 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all
the rest. You are a special breed of angel,
prone to suffer in the world that you are in
now. No matter how much you try to believe that
your not special, you are. There is alot that
you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are
very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to
cheer people up no matter what the mood, and
hold in your emotions. You should be proud,
Khaos angels are very rare to find in this
world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely
different type. Hence the name
"Khaos" and not Chaos. quite strange
huh?)
What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics ) brought to you by Quizilla
been really busy with my stuff.. n i dunno wat also~
didnt go sch today~ was too tired to do anything.. but still i went
to sch just for my cca at 6pm! finally took back my vaccum cleaner after
like almost 3years? time really pass ar?
ok, im struck on the 13 of march.. 2 bbq.. the possibility of my ex
appearin on both of the bbq is like 90%~ but still, nuts told me not
to assume.. so i also dunno~ aiya, cause i definately dun like the feelin
unless my misunderstandin is cleared~
anyway, i was rude to someone today.. felt so bad.. n is so unlike me..
i wonder why..
oh, my juniors said i looked different.. like, AGAIN?! ma chime like
i changed everyday?! n i dun even know wat i have changed?! anyway,
im happy to be able to play finish a song.. WAHAHA!
i want to go for the air force thingy.. i want to watch the big fish, some
korean tree demon?n the butterfly effect~ i want to go dancin, i want to finish my
homework lah!~~ argh...
..::|| I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 8:14 PM
Monday, February 23, 2004
Complete sincerity: You believe in being
straightforward with others, and you expect the
same from them. People would consider you a
good listener, and one who is calm and mostly
serious.
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ok, upload the only nicest portrait photo i have with pau~ ya, that picture also dunno how
many donkey years.. my head is chopped off~ looked ugly! i tink is the pixel problem bah~
since it was enlarge fm a small card~ went to her house to have those photos upload..
n that really ugly picture we took 3years ago!! gosh~ both of us have really changed so much...
*check it out here*
dunno why, but these photos were last year.. n somehow, i looked so different~ my face
changed alot! anyway, i tink i have been changin everyday~ since i heard from so many pple~
that they couldnt recongise me~ even my grandma.. n the everyday classmate of mine..
so wats new?~
people do changed over the years.. even if is just a year.
this is wat pau said to me.. i changed my taste of food, style, habits even thinkin.. if u
were to ask me wear my year 1 clothin.. U MIGHT AS WELL KILL ME! i dun even know
where did i got the courage to wear something like this...
well, im goin to change EVEN MORE! but is a little secret here between me n pau~ n also
have that really long hair trimmed!!~ cant take it lah~ n of coz, DYE IT BLACK! my original
hair color has become brown! is really damaged!
enough of this changin in life thingy.. is part of growin up anyway~
i dun tink im goin to sch on tue n wed.. tired.. n since my attendance has always been more
than 95%... oh ya! i got test on tue n fri!! gosh~ havent touch yet!~ esp virtual reality..
i dunno how to study also~
oh ya, before goin to pau's hse, i was struck with all the old jeans.. since i cant find my
so-called 'the-always-wear' jeans.. u know, when u buy new pair of jeans, u tend to
chuck the old ones aside? n all of them are so loose n it looks ugly! u know like those
guys who try to be hip-hop? the jeans till their butt? ya.. i got TONS of hip hoppers
jeans!! anyway, im sellin my 2nd hand orange tag levi's jeans.. who interested?!
(for pple who dunno, U CAN SELL UR LEVI'S JEANS!) as for the rest, i will give it away lah...
so im only left with ard 3 jeans...
oh ya, pau's cousin, irene... she is so DAMN CHIO! really so pretty! but i tink without those
tattoos all over her will be much prettier... of coz, when she saw me, she was like, "yao jing"!
hmm.. ok, dun wish to know the truth~ must be those tattoos!!~ haha~
honestly when pau always say that she become prettier, i will always think that, aiya, how
much prettier can she become... (that time i saw her she still pri sch~) but who knows?!
if im a guy, n if im attach, i might break up with my ger kinda thing?! that is how pretty she
is... this is wat i meant by, pple DO CHANGED over the years..
that 'wu tou dong gong' (love is beautiful) so touchin sia!! esp when that emperor knee down
to get his wife back!! but still, very modern lah~ esp is those type of ancient show where got
freedom of love thingy???
ok, guess i cant sleep now.. since is already 650am.. n i suppose to wake up at 730am..
..::||Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you,
but you meant nothing to him. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 6:51 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2004
oh ya, forgot to mention about the streets band i met again in town..
FANTASTIC! this time, pau was around with me to see! last time was diana~
damn good.. but is hard to catch them around in town.. they come out
dunno when?! haha~
not forgetttin that friendster is havin this settings to prevent anyone
to see ur particulars.. is good for me of coz.. i dun have to put my
gender as a male n scare pple i dunno anyhow add me~ but the
other hand, i dun think is good when i WANT TO KPO~
oh ya, i love that 'wu tou dong gong' show~ damn nice! wanna cry..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:38 AM
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
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oh i love this toxic song! by britney spears~
With a taste of your lips,
I'm all awry,
You're toxic,
I'm slipping under,
taste of a poison paradise,
I'm addicted to you,
Don't you know that you're toxic?
damn sexy sia~~ that voice of hers..
went to veron's 21 bd.. honestly, it was fun.. met pau in town,
ended up shoppin around.. bought a pair of heels.. very pretty!
but i realise i forgot to WALK AROUND with it! so.. it does hurts?
ok, im loved that OG in centrepoint!!~ so much things to shop!
esp that hemisphere at level 3!!~ so artistic sia!! bought a PAIL
of popcorn! one big plastic of food! other than that,
i saw zhang wei too! n zhao ru also~~
met aishah n jin xue there! my gosh! i didnt know jin xue was
veron's classmate! world is indeed small! joan,weiling,audrey,
sheilla,me,pau n ZNENA!!(dunno how to spell~) n sheilla's 1st
comment~ OH THAT GER WHO STUDY ALOT OF YEARS IN THE PRIMARY SCH?!
gosh.. funny~~ erm.. ok, im mean.. but the way she said was
really funny.. was funny the way she said it..
anyway, she was askin everyone for their number.. EVEN PAU!!
when pau dun even know her! but must say, it was really fun lah!
i didnt expect to be that enjoyable either~ haha..
ok, couldnt duplicate another photo~ i mean can lah.. but
havin to develop without negatives is REALLY EX! a 3R cost $8 for
3.. or 4? i dunno cant remember.. hopefully i cant go to pau's
hse to do it tml..
other than that, im floodin by TONS OF PROJECTS! erm.. i tink?
i just hate homework lah~
ok, i dunno wat is goin to happen for my 21st bd.. coz i dun intend
to even do anything to it~ n somehow my friends r plannin for
theirs.. havin peer pressure!~ hahah~ nah.. i shall not bother..
any suggestions on my new url address?
..::||Here's to the men we love, here's to the
men that love us... Since the men that we love, aren't the men that love
us ... screw the men... here's to us. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:24 AM
Friday, February 20, 2004
You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.
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i cant even remember where i stop... alot of things to blog but i dunno
where to start either...
ktv with my exclassmates.. funny lah~~ n that horror mtv show!! gosh~
must show it to my other friends!! is by wu yin liang ping, called zhang
xin.. note the centre window.. (there is 3 windows on the top) first time
u see the windows, the center window got this ger who wear white standin
there. the second time, LOOK CAREFULLY THIS TIME! when guang liang n ping
guan are singin, the center window SUDDENLY CLOSE BY ITSELF!!! n the white
ger is still standing there!!! GOSH!~ i tell u, the atmosphere of the ktv
room was like... WAAAAARRRRGGHH!!~ i almost fainted~ is like a chill down
my spine... (if u all dunno when it is, just keep lookin in the center top,
is directly at the center top!)
gosh~ now im scare by myself in my aircon room! it does send some shivers..
shall off the aircon..
ok, the lame thing at ktv.. tuck was like, ah ma, ah ma, ah mamamamammm...
AH MA IN THE HOUSE! than derek ask, why ah ma? "coz ah pek is not at home!"
wow lao... buey tahan.. laugh till stomachache~ and he n his concert?!
he finish the song, he was like, those $300 pple, thanks for supporting!
those $100 pple sittin in the middle, try harder next time! those sitting
at the back, DUN PRETEND PRETEND, next time come earlier to buy! but nvm,
I STILL LOVE U ALL!!
everyone was like laughin n laughin... fun lah really..
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couldnt wake up! gosh.. reach home like nearly 12am last night? oh ya,
who have saw twisties in multi colors?! i have! but i dun dare to try!
went to see hong they all do their nafa.. wow lao~ buey tahan! to tink
after the thing, hong msg me this.. thanks for ur support! i ran 1st!!
ya, she did got 1st.. but among those who give up after a round!~ sia
la~
ya, after that, i went for my co.. that feeling... n pple i dunno.. all
new faces... till i saw wx. ok, tok a while.. he grew a little plump.
but he looked better somehow~ he joined the police force! ok lah~ not
surprisin since he said it b4..
had a tok with this person n out of 100% of the conversation, 95% was
about him or related to him.. *grab hair* though i dun feel like last
time, but than, was like is there other things we can tok about?
anyway, was jealous by some things said. as well as gald..
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database was really fun this time! coz is a short lab and also, i know
my work! hahaha!
guys, i will be changin my url AGAIN! coz, i realise alot of pple i
dunno have been visitin.. n this is SCARY! till than, i will let u all
know the new url.. guess when u all realise i never blog anymore, it
means i have changed my url~
..::|| songs reminds me of u, lyrics makes me
think of u, being about to make it to the market makes me know im
serious abt u. bring it to the next level together n b in love 4eva ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 5:16 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
you're Jenny. ever so innocent, ever so kind, ever
so lovely. your childish antics make the guys
drool all over you and your serious side makes
them want you even more. you are forced to
become matured when your two best guy friends
fall inlove with you but you can only choose
one. you evolve in the story immensly and turn
out to be the woman noone can ever replace. GO
YOU! look it up at www.love-triangle.net.tc
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haha~ funny sia... but is just a quiz lah!~
did last min work at suntec... cuttin out all the boards n stuff... finish everything
ard 11+~ gosh, lucky mr khoo send us back.. ah bor sure take ages... sar, wenxiang,
elijah... reach home about 12am~~
not forgettin i kept suanin elijah about his tp!~ he too flung it!
louey gave me those valentine goodies! esp the ones with the hearts.. wow lao~ so
pretty lor!!~
=======================================
(sat)
it was really fun today lah! though was late~ but the destroyin of projects n the
downs in the mornin really make us more alert in a way? ya.. siti ask whether i was
you know... not only her lah~ hard also..
the water fountain was horrible lah! we were sort of BATHING IN THERE!! trust me~
the amount of water... my whole head was wet! khim also another one... scary me with
that mouse thing?! wow lao~ dunno whose also.... playin catchin there lah~ she n wen
xiang kept ka jiaoin me!!~ funny lah~
not forgetting sar.. he sms like 4 times?! askin me about whether am i eatin n wat
time am i goin to eat n etc... buey tahan sia... oh ya, that siti.. told me that
hippo was made of gummy! cut open can eat one! (that thing is a wrist rest for mouse)
n wenxiang, elijah, MR KHOO! all said ya! oh bor valentine day give u?! coz sweet wat!
till khim said, u believe ar?!! aarrgh!
i tink im been using this phase alot of times. "sia lah", "wow sia" (OH NO, JOOE!
pls dun hate me!!~ haha..)
shin was opp me, pau, mum, jie n jiefu, sher, teck came to see me! oh ya, not forgettin
shin's sis too! anyway, thanks for those val gifts!!
THANKS PAU FOR THE HIPPO!!
THANKS SHER FOR THE FLOWER-CHOCOLATES!!
THANKS ZHEN FOR THE EGGS!!
THANKS JIEFU FOR THE EARRINGS!!
haha.. sms like not enough... really touch lor...
bought a YEP shirt! very nice leh!!! anyway, i realise i really had very bad memory..
just yesterday, i couldnt recongise some guys in the next class.. today i apologise
to them... today, someone called my name, n again, i cant remember them!! this is
worst.. if they didnt call me, i wouldnt have known!! somemore, is A GROUP OF THEM!
n she asked about me n royston.. our r/s seem to concern alot of pple..
n i hate THAT LECTURER!! ARGH! just fXXX off lah!
gosh... just the other entry, i just said, i almost forgot jennifer.. this time.. ah~
dun say liao.. now i know why pple said im so dao...(proud)
saw clara n darren at marina! so shockin! oh, elson watch damn nice! erm.. zhen one also~
haha.. n how teck went to crash the cup! wow lao~ though i was really tired, but i
couldnt stop laughin lor.. now think liao also find it funny...
oh ya, n thanks elijah for that icecream for me n shin! since i havent paid him yet?~
like this sound alot yet cant remember the name.. finally found it! is by shakira-
the one.. the lyrics goes like this..
So I find a reason to shave my legs
Each single morning
So I count on someone on Friday nights
To take me dancing again
To church on Sundays
To plant more trees
And someday think of kids
Or maybe just save a little money
[Chorus]
You're the one I need
The way back home is always long
But if you're close to me I'm holding on
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun
In the world full of strangers
You're the one I know
So I learned to cook and finally lose
My kitchen phobia
And so I got the arms to cuddle in
When there's a ghost or a news
That brings insomnia
To buy more thongs
To write more happy songs
It always takes a little help from someone
(Chorus x2)
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
You're the one I need
You're the one I need
Nothing like your smile made of sun
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
Nothing like your love
..::||Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:54 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
i love u.
justme's unforbidden words at 1:56 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2004
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
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You are the Artistic B*I*T*C*H. Often
misunderstood and looked over. You know what's
going on, and have the ability to look at the
world from many different perspectives. You do
have a tendency to gravitate towards
depression, and dark thoughts. Just remember
to pop out of the shadows, we miss you!
What kind of a B*I*T*C*H are you? brought to you by Quizilla
hilmann's friend call me to disturb me? i also dunno wat he tryin to say.. anyway..
dr ching n mr kwan(louey's lecturer) bought my postcard!! gosh! im so touch! im left
with only one set more... anyway, all thanks to louey! she was so funny i tell u!
saw amin tow kay! haha.. miss him alot! still that yandao!
went to the pasa malam at my house... bought a file.. cute! still dunno how many candys
to prepare for valentine's day..
=========================
(wed)
dear guss14,
sorry gal! i didnt meant to take those quotes thingy! is really nice! PAISEI!!
hope u dun mind k? sorry sorry!!
watch stuck on u with pau.. ok lor.. quite sian... lucky only $6.50! bought ALOT of things..
pendant, firecrackers (ALOT!), another file?? magnets? 4 big tissues.. spent nearly $50..
money is gettin smaller...
lost 2kg unknowingly... i been eating chocolates like breathing oxygen?! my nurse sucks!
she called me a pig! n she ask my paddy to wake me up! argh! just becoz i slept n couldnt
heard my phone?? erm.. ok lah, is i lazy to go take..
dr tan seem like givin up my wisdom tooth.. he wants to remove my braces.. n there was i
tellin him i will continue it until my wisdom tooth is straight! n in order to faster the
course, i will go 2times a month! my braces is so different from others! now my whole jaw
is aching!...
met tj while thinkin of them..
ok, shin comin over to nyp tomorrow mornin.. but sad that i will be havin lesson at 1pm...
anyway, wanted that plant so much... mummy went to find n is SOLD OUT! gosh, im really upset!
oh ya, saw jennifer! couldnt recongise her sia!~ seem like jay is havin a real bad day~..
ok, gtg sleep now...
..::|| The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:09 AM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.
What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla
ok, database was always so sian yet fun? sian in the sense that i couldnt understand
wat the lab sheets were tokin abt! fun esp when shar, made we all are figurin out whether
we r right or wrong.. of coz, till now i dun really understand wat he wants lah~
had a long tok with nuts.. shall not tok abt wat is shared besides r/s.. happy for her,
happy for me.. anyway, clarify the quotes n poems thingy on my blog got nothin to do
abt anything! i just like it n i dump it in with my javascript... anyway, was quite
sometime since i last do something to my blog.. i totally gave it up...
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(fri)
went to see mrkhoo in the mornin.. was ask to sell those YEP postcards.......AHH...
my method of selling the postcard was really funny lah!! was askin my lecturer to buy,
than alot of crap lah!~ say wat if u buy i give u my hp no, wat if u dun buy u dun come
in.. guess wat?! HE CHOSE NOT TO COME IN!~ haha! (almost after sch la of coz!) n ka
jiaoin my classmates.. so funny...
now, my hopes goes to LOUEY!!~~ *prays* goin to promote on monday!!
anyway, kept disturbin shar during VR.. she n her doremon!~ wow lao~~ funny sia! she
stole her nephew's toy! haha! n of coz, her rubbish lah! love disturbin her...
met weilin, joan pau n gek.. for dinner in town.. got so crazy over that toy!~ anyway,
is nice to see them all lah.. went home with roger after that~ so cheeky lah that guy..
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(sat)
nafa this mornin! god! i almost fainted... still i failed...
pull up - 10
sit up - 27 (not to my standard yet... hmm)
jump - 165cm
sit n reach - 52cm (stupid, is SO out of the range for gold!)
shuttle - 11sec
2.4km - 19min!!~
haha...still, im proud of my 5 items! quite a no of pple flung their 2.4km anyway...
oh ya, not forgettin our derek! he got 1st for his 2.4 among those 150 pple!!
now u all know why i said he was a horse?! of coz, the slowest is also from my class too!
but im so proud of him! he didnt give up lor!
ok, i got really tanned! another bad news, my face got really bloated?! i dunno wat
happen? n is red?! my whole body aching like crazy...
my situp used to be one of my A item.. hm.. standard drop.. n sit n reach was dumb lah!
to tink i used to laugh at pple that they overdo it.. me? i went OUT OF RANGE OF THE
RESULT! so stupid! but funny part was, pple doin together with me was like, WOW!~
as for shuttle, 1st time i did it was 13.8sec! coz, lookin at this ger who never really
run, also can pass, i tot to do the same, who knows~ 13.8! fail of coz! so did for the
2nd time, 11sec.. not so bad.. is a B or C i cant remember.. 2.4km, there is this girl
suddenly ask me n madeline wat coz are we from.. haha.. so funny.. out of a sudden..
but both of us reckon that she IS cute!~ of coz, 1st time nafa with guys was funny lah~
is like they already finish n im only at my 4th round?! (IM NORMAL!~)
jie came home with michael with all the food! my house~ flooded with all the groceries...
wanted to go watch the irreversible(RA) with them... since im already 21.. but weird lah~
watch with them...
..::|| You don't die from a broken heart - you only wish you did. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:36 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Pleas Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla
witness an accident right smack in my face! HOLY SHIT I TELL U!! my whole heart almost burst!
my eyes almost drop out! i got too stunned to tok on the phone! honestly, legs went weak..
went town last night with pau to search for my "old leather" bag... CANT FIND LEH! so
bought a new bag today. still the same.. leather n is sling bag.. though is not the
one i like, but is that kind of leather can liao... didnt understand y didnt i go down
bugis to get it.. but nvm.. is double the price cheaper..
mummy couldnt stand my tshirt.. so got 2 tees on the spot.. one is with the china collar
n Vneck as usual.. wat else?.. haha! im so damn determine to get my license! mummy getting
a small car for me! but i need to pay for those "rubbish" lah! *pray 21st birthday*
(*rubbish = fuel, n i dunno?!)
anyway, i was like, dun want lah! (U BET!) i dun need a car~ (PLS DUN TAKE MY WORDS!)
mummy: nvm lah! small one cute cute one..
me: no lah mummy! i will not take care one (which "could" be true~ but doesnt mean i dun wan)
mummy: but i dun wan to drive 2nd hand car.. later spoilt u also dunno~
me: aiya.. wait till i find a job than say lah...
come to tink abt it, i tink i dun really need lor.. but still, where can i find such a
fantastic mum?! of coz, not abt the car or things she got for me lah! but abt those
preparations 4 my future plans.. im really scare lor.. though i dunno im scare of wat..
anyway i really love my mum alot...
the show armagedon was once again so touchin!! i cried again!
hairdye cause blood cancer... hmm... anyway, my black hair turned brown again!! argh!
i wouldnt dye till i have cut my hair first...
white flag - dido
full moon - brandy
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(2 days later...)
i really miss those days in school.. once again, i have SKIP lecture again! wats new?!
best part.. i went home later than school ends!! n jessica was like, WHERE U GOIN?!
my gosh! *slaps head* n the doctor, ONCE again see me never attend lecture!!~ since last
week i play hide n seek with him! (check out my archive on the catchin game! funny sia~)
so yan n i joined hock n tuck! been in the canteen since 11am till like 2pm?! nuts was
so funny! all the indians in sch all her bf! kanna sai~ n beibei too! so nice.. purposely
came to canteen to tok to us! he buey tahan sia.. alot of stupid jokes...
till 3pm.. we left for seminar... it was only fun coz we ended up catchin up with those
old classmates... oh ya, tuck went more yandao! he got his hair cut by andrew.. same hair
desser as my ex.. cant remember how much royston paid.. but remember it was ex.. tuck
paid like $78? hai~ nowadays.. guys n girls is spendin almost the same amt on hair!
went to check out on CO room.. i somehow dun like that feeling.. dunno how to describe too..
i know no one.. didnt understand y im goin back also... tuck quit basketball n his reason
was, i not happy of coz quit lah~ wat for?! all my friends not there also.. so i really
dunno wats the reason of goin back if i dun even enjoy it?
pray for the best for me guys! coz that feelin will be there the comin wed again!
really love that biscuits i bought! now i know why mr khoo loved to eat it so much when
in laos.. even tuck said it was very nice! that biscuits alone can make me gain like 1kg?!
oh no!!~
went to gladys blog as usual.. saw her quiz..
What would you name your children? royston..roy <=== WHY THAT NAME SIA?!
ok.. nvm.. i personally also like that name itself.
to jason,
thanks for being there, thanks for listening, thanks for ur surprise e-card when im down,
thanks for the letters, thanks for the advices, thanks for naggin me, thanks for letting
me know why pple does funny things, thanks for giving me ur pt of views, thanks for the
toleratin of my 'whinin' ARGH! thanks for snappin me out of my dreams, thanks for those
idiotic questions answered, thanks for knowin that someone still cares out there.
thanks for the everything.
..::||human nature, they assume too much and they will give a
conclusion to an assumption.||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:26 AM
Sunday, February 01, 2004
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla
still sufferin from my sore throat, flu n cough! having a slight asthma too..
got a new phone again.. 8310... no diff from my 6510? mummy will be takin that?
i dunno~ seem like alot of pple is carryin GD88.. hmm.. irritatin... anyway,
skip school like usual with myan~ sat with my class guys, joanna, steph n clara..
guess wat? i cant believe i was playin hide n seek with the lecturer lah!! SO FUNNY!!
coz we skip his lecture n as u all know, all lecturers recongise my face! even though
im new to him lah~
anyway, we saw him when we are goin back to take our bags(lecture finish liao..) to
tink i shout very loud to myan,"QUICKLY HIDE!" *me hidin behind this pillar* than
myan says, "wo men bei fa xian le!" (we got spot!) n to tink the sir was playin along
with us leh!!! wow lao! buey tahan!! so funny!! laugh like crazy!!
today, i was introduce to some friends again, n they were like, ya we know each
n other.. i was like !??! DO WE?! n they have to refresh my mind~... im gettin really
old!! senile sia.. but i really cannot remember! this is like the 6-7 times?!
someone ask me. you got so many friends, do u have a real friend? WAHAHA! guess wat?!
i didnt even think n i say out pauline n blah blah blah... i tink im really lucky..
i got so much friends that i can share my down periods.. rather than my happy moment that
anyone can share them with! except for.. nvm.. i miss fen..
hang ard in sch like crazy! from 1230 to 3pm! saw nuts n beibei! anyway, couldnt go
to the co room coz I DUN KNOW ANYONE?! i dun even have the number! or any infor for
anything?! was wanderin ard blk A n all the really nice memories just flash back..
from the range of lockers, the back door which have became the front door, those rooms,
huge stairs.. the noisy times..
fen, mich, john, roy.
i miss u all alot alot, lovin u all the dearest till now though things now have really
change.
to my Last love, we've gone our separate ways. you, to society service and outside world,
and me, to the arms of my dreams, rest assured i will always love you, my darling.
n of coz, the rest.. gosh, i sound chime!
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(friday)
went out with myan n her classmates to river ang bao? dunno wats that called~
was laughin really very hard with myan with all the jokes i have..
so interested in the G-force bungee thingy! yet can find no one~ than til i called
someone sayin abt playing gspot with me! wat a mistake! *act blur*
=~( oh ya, was scare by this "ghost" outside this "maze-terror" erm.. quite paisei.. coz is like
waAAAH!! (in the crowd) when the "ghost lift his hand?! n im like HOW OLD LIAO?!
when i know it is faked but still scare...
shaolin kungfu is like WOW!!~ watched like 2hrs plus?! than myan's bf drove us to bedok
to eat!! very funny sia~ cant wait for hong they all to come back to the group.. reach
home abt 130am..
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(sat)
ok, miss the relatives lunch at my aunt's hse! SHIT!! mummy didnt call me! paddy didnt want
me to go over n LIED TO ME!
if only, my mummy will take that DAMN HANDPHONE to USE!
if only, my auntie is more easy goin.. (which this will NEVER happen!)
if only, my paddy n aunt dun have to be big headed when faced..
if only, my biological clock have waken me up at noon instead of 4pm?!
if only, they didnt change dinner to lunch!
if only, my mummy CALLED BOTH MY HANDPHONES n HOUSE~!
if only, im not scare of my auntie?! i will have call HER HOUSE!
if only, my mummy didnt assume im not at home just becoz there is "ching gay" festival in town!
if only, my mummy STOP ASSUMIN things!~ *listin all out...
that is.. IF ONLY!~~
argh! mummy starts tellin me abt how yandao aili jiejie's bf was.. how yandao my kor has
become.. im missin out so much! didnt get to see jie also! ahh! want to cry sia..
the "7 sisters" show so nice! have been cryin for the last 3 episodes! so touchin! if i got
such bf, i will love him like mad!! but honestly, for all girls we all know that, no men
is such devoted n sensitive.. those who are, too bad, I HAVENT CAME ACROSS IT!!~
..::||There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing
I can say to make her feel alright ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:12 PM
