the beautiful mistake*
Saturday, November 29, 2003
True Friends
You and your
friend have a true
friendship that will
last, and is cause for inspiration. You
and
your friend have a special thing, so
hold on to it!
What is the Status of Your Friendship? brought to you by Quizilla
pau u see that?! of coz, we both no need to know. we somehow got it.
anyway, how jalat can last min packin be?! VERY!!! supposely went to sheilla hse for hari
raya.. argh! my early last min shoppin... i saw mr khoo! haha! went to do so many things..
money changer, films, batteries, photostating, me went to get food? rubber bands, jeans,
tee n pills, shoes... pack like crazy went i reach home.. of coz, he drives me home lah!
so no rush...
i passed my sem. but very jalat.. AH! nvm.. i cant do anything to it anyway.. clean my room.
so proud!
hope i didnt miss out anyone! cause i tink i really did! pple, must watch channel u on tue!
is the ah gua competition!!! those guys are so cute!! suddenly i tot of the holland v show..
how that guy run after wanwan.. funny!!~
i already missin my paddy, mammy n jie..
not much to say.. but do take care everyone! not feelin well now... i lost another kg
before i go! my gosh! how can that be?! i dun really want to lose weight.. i like the
plump plump me.. ok, weird, but i dun wan to increase or decrease..
i brought sarong along.. coz guys there cannot see my legs?! erm.. their culture lah.. so
easy for me, out of room, wear sarong.. i brought powerpuff cup that pau bought for me, n
my elmo, cookies monster plate.. honestly, i DO feel paisei now.. coz i dunno them that
well.. but i got no other choices also.. coz, kids stuff usually plastic.. my house no
plastic stuff.. if i bring metal, i will feel like im in jail?!
ok, gtg liao.. everyone take care. be back in a mth time. hopefully nothin change.. yz!
hopefully got xmas outing at ur hse! or are we having it at ur hse? i cant remember?..
i will get things for u all! hopefully got things to buy lah! coz me myself also dunno wats
there... at least im goin thailand for 2 days! i can shop like siao!
..::|| attack is the best defence ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:20 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
You life song is Christina Aguilera - beautiful.
You dont care what others think of you. the
only thing that matters is what YOU think. You
dislike others who wanna be cool so they would
do whatever they can to be cool. You dont do
anything special... your beauitful.
"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today"
What Song Matches your Life? brought to you by Quizilla
pack my luggage.. i tink im really goin for a fashion show! haha! cant say shin! n i cant wear shorts there n i brought like 5 pairs there?! i still need to pack formal wear n heels.. there is function! makeup n stuff..
my memory is gettin worst nowadays... just this week, i made 4 mistakes! is like, i already promise this person i will meet today, n i realised that im meetin another person as well! thinkin whether i shld listen to pau to get an organiser? but nah.. i dun think i will follow up after 2 weeks later.. jie worst, she gettin me a PDA.. ma chime like i business woman..? hai..
like today mornin.. got both chinese n malay dance.. my jie bd as well.. promise to go out shoppin with my jie n i got cultural dance that i cant miss as well.. got to cramp everything together.. i will missed my chinese dance... n say we will practise on fri evenin.. worst! i dun even remember there is meetin in the mornin only in the late afternoon! this is really gettin bad..
n im dyin to go over to sheilla hse for hari raya.. i tink i will go in the early afternoon n go at the late afternoon to catch my plane.. erm.. ok, see how it goes first.. n my neighbour.. without failed.. every year those goodies she made! SO NICE!
my paddy pluck my plug! wth?! im super ll with him.. what i type is all lost! argh!
oh ya! i totally forgot to meet andrew at yishun at 9am tomolo! argh! im so forgetful! lord of the rings 3 is out.. pau not watchin it with me! but nvm she will always watch it like 2 times (i dunno y?) ok, no worries.. now is le divorce..
oh! bad news to those pple like me.. the cds now are coded with a code that doesnt allow re-burnin.. meanin, cannot burn cds anymore! hai~ saddenin.. but at least, i dun own a cd writer... so my loss isnt that much~ but pasa malam?! ok.. no more such stores liao...
was watchin news just now.. haha! the ratio of girls n boys surfing porno websites is 5 times! i cant believe it! haha! meanin if there is 200 boys surf porno, 1000 gers surf as well! so much curious girls around! shock~ guys surf more on games n football... n this condom company did a survey sayin sporean has top for the past 3 years for not being active in sex making.. wow lao~~ buey tahan leh.. this one also need survey.. but of coz, is rather interestin for me, share it among with u all!
..::|| i miss u every second, i miss u every minute, i miss u till no words can describe, i miss u till i went berserk||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:36 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
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met sher, yz n gek.. have dinner at nurdle bar~ dunno it that how u spell.. so shock to see benghui! joanna they all.. to tink we stand at the mcdonald to chit chat for so long! saw that irritatin ger from my sch.. was hidin away from her! argh! than who know?! kailing! saw her too! joanna was sayin she saw me with guys laughin n chattin at ps! my god! they r all goin to go laos with me lah! all friends lor! buey tahan her leh~~ cant wait to go out with her soon...
went shoppin with sher n yz.. honestly, i had SO MUCH FUN! i dunno y.. but i enjoy it! bought 2 earrings(i know, i know.. like, AGAIN?!) n brown copper nail polish~.. sher bought this really nice skirt! hai~ i tink i too fat liao~ if she cant wear, i believe i have to wear it from bottom up! nah! but thank god she bought one! so nice!!
my sis bd comin.. n i dunno wat to get?! gosh!.. someone tell me!
rush down to watch wishin stairs at ps.. not scary lah.. hmm.. first time.. anyway, mayb becoz the guys at the back laughin n commentin thats y like nothin.. wilson, yisheng, gekting,gladys,pau.. after show, gek , yz n sher at mcdonalds waitin~~ left to take the last train..who knows?! i met zhiwei! he change his hair color! looks so much nicer!
something happen in the train... sher,yz,gek,galdys n me was all lookin at this burger king girl n her bf who works in yoshinoya... how can?! coz we all very curious how they know one another.. besides got this long john ger! wow lao.. must be there to understand the whole situation.. really funny! coz all of us were laughin!!
n met nuts at 1215am!! so long no see her! my gosh! i miss her so much! tok n tok.. until our last bus.. reach home at 115am.. reply my mail, check mail, bloggin.. now is 530am liao.. uncle they all comin over tomolo.. no way im goin to entertain them! need to pack my stuff!
i miss him
watch tv with my paddy till 5+am yesterday.. the feelin of our r/s was good..
..::|| to let go, is to hold on to something more important in life.||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 5:31 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Comic Sans - You are easy going and have a good
sense of humor. You are a nice change from the
norm. Beware of becoming too cliche.What Font Are You? (Standard Fonts) brought to you by Quizilla
went out for the past 3 days.. sch is one of them! anyway, im dying to watch le divorce n wishin stairs.. baked rice? haha, just went to eat with pau, shin n audrey the other day.. saw this bag at bugis street.. VERY NICE! im been tinkin of it for the past few days.. i will get it when i come back from laos.. i tink sure no one will see.. coz is too far in!
was at jo's hse the other day, fixed her thingy for like 2hours?! my god! is driving me nuts!!! went down town to meet elijah they all.. wow lao! these guys very crappy lah! buey tahan leh! they gave alot of IQ question n stupid questions! n ask those black magic n bee hock's stupid loud magic?! we were making alot of noise at lips.. but really fun.. esp those really stupid questions.. the answer's really cannot make it..
still got cultural dance to learn~ both malay n chinese... indian one too hard lah~~ look forward to it~ they are really great fun..
oh, forgot. i bought a lucky frog. he is really cute. im bring him over to laos.. small n compact. n i love him so much. i need a name. i will let u all know after i got it..
my paddy got this traffic police thingy sayin that he never had any record during the past 5 years. his drivin was thing very good n to ask him to keep it up, he is given this hp S500 samsung, no need to trade n n stuff for only $200+ than i note the small words.. *required to sign up 2 yr plan with singtel..
IM STARHUB LAH!~ not singtel~~ so i guess, i got to sell the coupon away.. nvm.. i still got others things to get.. hee hee..
jason: u know wat im goin to say. well, at least i hope so.. im not goin to say it anymore. but hopefully, u will stop watever u r doin now.. anything, tell me. of coz, i dun expect some long distance call, but anything, let david know it too..tok to him.. he might not give u any advice, but i ensure u will feel much better... tk care
ok, is a sunday, not because of huanzhugege, i wouldnt wake up so early to watch... im goin back to sleep... get tons of rest before im busy again...
..::|| Well its time to wake up, and separate feelings that I keep falling into. Each seem like good reasons that I feel I'm a break down. I don't care if it shows up. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:16 PM
Friday, November 21, 2003
justme's unforbidden words at 12:16 PM
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
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my left arm hurts like siao from the injections! now i cant even lift it up! i bet shirlee is facin the same pro as me! haha~ went to sch 2times do nothin? ok lah, tshirts size, jacket.. visa..
went to watch matrix! gosh! to think the 1st 2 matrix i really dun find it nice.. who knows.. such a great surprise!.. i want to watch wishin stairs n le divorce... hmm...
my arm hurts till i cant take it anymore... gtg liao..
..::|| Just that my past makes me feel so insecure even till now. Afraid of commitment ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:57 AM
Monday, November 17, 2003
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injection day today.. aiyo! immediate effect! aching like hell! n so pain!! shirlee was like cant be bothered to entertain me while at tan tock seng! i tell u, now tts very high class sia! the nurse at the counter direct us to the inside, i believe shirlee n me got the same reaction. but as usual i said very loud, wow! restaurant?! like those high class places when u go for dinner n stuff?! pple, MUST GO! next time we go take photo there k?! really very nice leh! i feel so protected with shirlee.. she will do things i wouldnt dare to do.. haha.. keep askin her abt the form fillin.. abt this part abt mens, they put there, when is the last period.. wow lao.. i was tinkin cant be i put last year?! haha! so funny.. alot of stupid thing.. n the doctor scares us tell us that aiya, 2 shots only... that time she took 11 shots.. i n shirlee was like screamin in her office sayin, wow lao! siao liao! i sure faint!
shirlee is wilber pan's fan..!! she wore orange! my god!~ haha~
n paid the money today.. that stupid auntie.. wats ur full name? gpei. wats ur full name? gpei. WATS UR FULL NAME? YA GPEI! aiyo... she is that exact auntie that ask me for my FULL NAME during my exchange for poly forum.. kinda rude.. pple cannot have 2 name? (suddenly, i tot of one of my friend who only got a name.. haha! maybe he is worst..)
ok, shin said im ding dong.. coz i told her to bring camera there if she goin to have the jab there.. pple, TRUST ME! wow lao! the design is... like high class cafe!! even typin now my arms are achin like crazy... didnt know i will used so much muscle typin.. haha! tot of the nonsense i was tokin to the sister(staff nurse) so funny.. told her siao ar! i bluff my weight of coz im kg lah! pounds i might as well dun bluff! she was like aiyo.. cannot lah.. haha.. 1 or 2 kg nvm..
ok wat next.. went to meet kaituck derek andrew yan n hong.. wow lao.. so funny.. but the hardest i laugh was the dessert they ate.. say wat is phlegm n digustin things.. funny.. n i bought a FAKE LV watch! haha! of coz, they all said i was wanwan from the holland v! haha~ coz i dunno how i pull, the watch just fall apart! wow lao! funny!! saw nang fang guy.. max also.. n leehwa too! ok.. nothin serious..
hockie became more yandao as he grew taller.. tot of tuck's thai language i want to laugh.. buey tahan.. hmm.. want to go meet hockie they all for matrix tml leh.. but i only girl.. like very sian.. ok lah.. call him tml..
my nokia phone didnt vibrate.. heard from someone that u need to hit the phone when someone call at the same time to make it vibrate.. i hit while yan called me.. didnt worked.. tuck say, pls lah! U MUST DROP UR PHONE!! n trust me, i did a couple of times.. n the vibration actually worked!! n he said this, HUH?! I WAS JUST LYING LEH! REALLY CAN WORKED?! wow lao!! i really nothin to say!! but nvm.. thank god it did worked!..
tml goin to sch at 10.. khoo just call me to ask me go there earlier.. im have become the camera man suddenly... hm..
..::|| Promises, promise is only a word, and when softly spoken, is never heard, and a heart is not a stone, and is fragile when alone ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:53 PM
Friday, November 14, 2003
you are small and often overlooked but your attitude and style scream "i'm here".you love to eat, healthy of course, and you're absolutely harmless.
ladybug- you are of classic beauty. you hate to
just blend in but people somehow overlook you
quite often. you love to eat, healthy of
course! and when people do notice you, you are
greatly admired.
what BUG are you? brought to you by Quizilla
saw this ger who i used to be the same class as her. both of us knew one another. but never smile or anything. my gosh, she is so beautiful.. the word is beautiful.. very sweet, like faye, like zhang bo ci.. no matter guys or girls, u can tell everyone was lookin at her. my gosh.. how can she changed so much.. so perfect!
her eyes.. my god.. im was totally mesmersize by this beauty..
went to sch at 4 till 7+pm.. i tink except for me n another girl, all the gers are from nursing!! n they tok same things that i dun understand! haha.. but alot to listen.. at that moment, i am missin fen again.
anyw, some said i look like malay, another one said i looked like her cousin n guess wat? she is an INDIAN! hurp... lucky she is the pretty type one.. so confirm her cousin also damn chio! haha! realised how quiet i was over there! everyone's personal interelationship is so much better than mine! wow..
went to the orchestra room n those places.. dark n eerie, i had alot of memories there. my best times i had. sat down at the stairs i tot of the past. i got so many things to say. at that moment, i found no one. really no one. there isnt someone. i miss those friends i have with me now, yet i cant meet them too. time doesnt allow. hope i will be able to see them b4 i leave. i got other things to settle more in the nearer date to come.
tml, i got tour in spore. ok, im kinda of anticipate wat spore really has that can interest me..
..::|| thoughts that harms... ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:54 PM
One of your friends will develop a crush on you.
This might come as a shock to you, but that
friend is of the same sex. You should watch
the signs closely and think about maybe
returning their affections ... after all you
get on so well as friends.
What is your fortune? What does your future hold? brought to you by Quizilla
LAOS from 29nov till 20dec
hope u guys understand that i have 2wks of intensive training n seminars to attend.. of coz, i also wish to meet every single one of ur, but time doesnt permit even if is for a while, also becoz im not feelin that well either.. i will choose to faster go home prepare my stuff.. still got plannin, TONS of preparations n i learn alot in todays training n seminars... (ok lah~ i ran away from the seminars..)
[THANKS HOCKIE! esp to u!! i really learn alot before this trip!!]
jie goin for a major op in 21st.. im not goin for any activities on this day or next! jie most important. others can wait.
lookin forward to see eliz plastic surgery's result...
got to sleep.. tml still got to go back at 4pm...
been catchin up with my mum this few nites... im really so happy.. coz durin my last sem i so so busy n tired for my final year project n attachment.. chat so much with her.. im so happy...
i was asked to watch this thing n see wats wrong.. dun worry, im not those idiots who send those sadako suddenly appear those type.. n i still dunno wats wrong with it... once again, i ensure nothin will pop out or some head will come out or some sound will come out~~
[check it out here]
tag n let me know wats wrong k?? im so curious...
..::|| There is a time in life when you just feel like crying... there is a time in life when everything seems to go wrong.. who is there? ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:54 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The
Fragile.
"My heart lies somewhere between perfection
and dust. And while my soul is a sight to
behold, I shatter at the blink of an
eye."
The Glass Rose is associated with perfection,
beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the
goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking
Glass, or Tenuous Love.
As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and
naturally attract people to you. Love comes
naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts.
Though you embody the perfect form of love,
your own faults are your own undoing.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla
im really sick! i cant believe im having a SECOND TIME FEVER!!! never knew fever can come back again! im super weak now.. thanks jay! thanks for the card!
feelin very irritated now. lost 2-3kg.. wow.. thats scary... im sweatin n feelin cold at the same time..
goin to Laos this 29 nov to 20 dec.. will stop over at thailand for shoppin trip also..
im fustrated. i dunno y. im just angry n short tempered now.
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aiyo! watchin the ring II now? my god! so noisy n irritating!!~ made me change channel! tok to hockie on the phone askin him abt his last cambodia trip, he encourage me to go~, he said so much things that finally made me as excited as shirlee! ok lah~ maybe 1/4 of shirlee's excitment~???
ask so many pple~ only hockie, wf, nuts n hong said, GO, GO LAH!
will be havin camp tml at nyp~ but me not stayin~ still sick~ go see see only~~ monday take injections than sat fly~ tok to shin over in icq, to think she is goin to have her fashion show there! bring so much clothes!! think got doorbell help u to carry ar?! haha~
i tink i will just bring 10 tshirt, since im already livin in such conditions... might as well wash them!
after all the nuisance n irritation to almost everyone i know, the answer is a confirm yes.
*prays nothing goes wrong* (that goes for jay too!)
justme's unforbidden words at 2:46 AM
Monday, November 10, 2003
never been goin out. like havin a coma..
sleep n sleep. havin a real high fever.
havent been eatin also. lost a kilo
goin back to sleep again.. everything tires me.
or rather, ANYTHING tires me out!
justme's unforbidden words at 12:24 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2003
justme's unforbidden words at 7:24 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2003
IAP at
www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com
justme's unforbidden words at 8:42 AM
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
just count the number of pple havin their birthday just ON THIS PAGE?!
IAP blog is done~
www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com
justme's unforbidden words at 2:39 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
justme's unforbidden words at 2:37 PM
Monday, November 03, 2003
having friends who birthday is one after another is SUPER STRESS!~ im totally squeeze dry.... not even a single drop! my pay isnt here yet! argh!~
im super irritated n angry.. n i dunno y? maybe i cant stand pple askin me to wait... esp now, im angry with my attachment stuff... not goin to blog in here to spolit this web.. is over at
www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com prays that no one tok to me.. i will just explode suddenly.. im havin really lousy EQ right now.. so dun mess with me during this period...
i want pauline now!! *grumbles*
went to see some bloggers.. was thinkin y secondary sch students can be so pessimistic....?? i was so damn happy in sec sch! though i also got my family n friends problem, after cryin it out, im will be damn happy n wouldnt even let it affect my mood!~ despite the fact i was really jalat in my studies n with my daddy's relations... but is so hard for me to be sad lor? super carefree...
actually if u start to see things in a more positive way, think for them, n see things straight, treasure everything, no hatred but loved, life is so much better.... buddhism is so hard to learn.. i cant seem to really learn this piece of art..
went sakae, got a total of $300+ receipt signed up for the vip card...
justme's unforbidden words at 12:08 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2003
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found a friend i knew durin year 1? so happy. added her in my blog. still remember how we used to panic on our maths n she at one corner readin her bible.. though never listen, she never fails not to understand .. she know her stuff!~ n xuefen, been really long since i last saw her also..
how we used to share those small crushes we had.. n i always remember wat u said,"wow lao, all the chua's pple all top quality!" (guess she cant remember it, but it was so unexpected n hilarious!) haha!! so funny! wonder how is u n that guy liao? she has really beautiful eyes.. maybe becoz she is a fan of eyemo? so shiny! was so sudden when she left nyp.. but still, all the best for her in tp! may god bless u watever u do!! =)
hai~ tomolo got my attachment! one more week! let me go thru this week easily! n need to find hockie for the laos thingy~ came across this word, "horie" can someone tell me how do u pronouce it? coz hm.. nvm... got to watch my tv liao! sleepin soon!
nuts send me this sms, tot it was really nice.
when a greetin is sent, from a distance
u cannot hear e wishes,
u cannot see e smiles,
but u can sense e care,
dat truely comes from e heart.
need to change my blog pic.. but cant find anything too extreme.. not too bloody or gothic, not too girly, yet cant put those naked pics.. though i see it as a form of art but just in case i get sued!~ haha.. if put the 2 tatu women there, dereka get turn on~ aiyo.. haha.. remember hockie said,"huh? cartoon(when it meant tatu) u also can get turn on?" (tatu-the girl band) haha buey tahan him...
..::|| things change when u less expected||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 10:35 PM
