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   Friday, October 31, 2003




HAPPY HALLOWEEN


and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAEDEN!!



celebrating hockie bd at cineleisure.. it was so last min!! faster
plan everything~~ hopefully he like it.. added his blog in my links liao!
YAYA!

watch identity.. aiyo... scare the hell out of me.. got abt 90% i
had my eyes closed!! ella suddenly said, wow than ur bf sure very happy one..
haha! i was so freak out at the show n suddenly she said such things..
so funny!! was totally so blur.. n it was so chime also.. everyone was thinkin..
n thinkin.. even after the show also got to think.. so stress..

if the boy is the murderer.. hm.. nvm..

anyway, im hope im goin to laos.. or rather, i AM GOIN TO LAOS...
not askin my parents.. goin to settle everything n tell them on the
last day!~

didnt went zouk nor mm.. hai~ sad...

watch intolerant cruelty.. very nice.. romance show.. i laugh very loud!
n there was like 3 other pple there.. paisei.. yan was so sweet to drive
me back home.. so sweet of her.. *hugs*

went home quite late.. waitin for timin.. anyway, called nuts n ask her a
question.. was thinkin whether sasi hold other guys' hands.. coz i saw alot
of indian guys holding hand walkin ard.. so.. she was laughin so loud when she heard it~
but i didnt know.. i tot all indian guys hold hands? haha.. now i think is really dumb
of me to ask such question..

jay will be back this mon.. no mails!~ i think the amt of mails we wrote can be
bind into a book! haha~ so many things to tok abt!

got to lesser my internet timin.. cost a bomb on internet fees..
got to ask pau abt cable.. she ask me to get it b4.. but i dunno how
to go abt it.. anyw is faster than 56k...

who got the 5566 new song? chuan shou.. let me know k?
i miss my ij babes..



   Thursday, October 30, 2003
love
Love:
Whether or not you're in a relationship right now,
thre is nothing better for you than nice, old-
fashioned romantic love! You're hopefully
optimistic in the area and know that love is
out there and worth waiting for! Just make sure
you don't go after the first available person
just to have a relationship - you're better off
on your own sometimes, and you only deserve the
best!What verb are you?

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is been really long since i last blog.. anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAREST HOCKIE!!



will be goin out with them later... to watch movie too! made so many phone calls! lucky is company phone! haha...

mummy called me.. ask me to tk care of myself, dun always wait till things gone serious n than tell her.. she sounded guilty for not takin care of me, but honestly, she did a great job.. i dun need her to be 24 hours to be there.. i love her so much. still i would still want to be her child next life.. hm.. sound like.. ok.. nvm...

went to see a doc yesterday.. cost me a bomb! $50+? i might need to stay in hospital if im still like this not takin care of myself~ well, i tink im those who wouldnt panic unless i see the coffin...

jie, miscarriage.. well, everyone was fine... she said she goin to have one before christmas...

lousy week huh? everyone is in n out of the hospital n clinics.. now it might be my turn to stay in the hospital... dun ask abt anything, that it as nothin has happen, i dun need concern to remind me abt all these.. im happy (haha though it sound like is not) but im really happy =)

im sorry to those i didnt sms... i also have my bad n lousy day.. no time to tink of u all!~ but still, anything if u wish to tok, im still here k?!

IAP blog is done.. go check it out.. the links is at the sides.. im lazy to type the url out..

cant stand pple PURPOSELY askin me to write their testimonial... to prove wat? u got alot of friends? argh! unless if the person is close to me, n pester me.. is partially my fault lah~ coz im lazy... otherwise, DUN FORCE UR FRIENDS TO WRITE UR TESTIMONIALS!!! LOSERS!

saw ella's blog... her dad was sayin that she came home late (at 10pm+?) oh no... im only reach home after i finish my fun outside or im tired~ my parents gave me too much freedom i tink... but still im enjoyin it...

to be continued....



   Monday, October 27, 2003
today at IAP
www.attachment.blogspot.com

oh ya.. just in case ur r curious abt thingy i said in IAP blog,
the URL is http://quiz.ivillage.com/goodhousekeeping/tests/karas.htm



   Friday, October 24, 2003
SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test

you are 91% similar
you are 69% complementary
How Compatible are You with me?


shin found her dog... n she was sayin her grandma lost her 2 front teeth! haha! but it was because i didnt hear properly~ i dunno where to buy handphone leh! how?! fine, laugh at me! tink got to find paddy now.. coz he is the one who always get it for me..

oh my oh my... after waitin for pau's call, i fell asleep.. n now, im so awake! n is 2am! so sian.. lookin thru my friendster.. i got another 2 testimonials.. n i got a great laugh after readin audrey's wrote for me.. oh no! my reputation is ruined! nah~
hazel is so pretty..

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO EVERYONE!



didnt go out today... sher, yz, gek were msgin me ask me y i didnt go.. 1st, im sian, 2nd, broke, 3rd, argue for i dunno wat also? if only i got a nephew~ oh! faster come out! still got to wait for another 7-8mths more.. coz is only 6 weeks!

was drinkin the seasons new packagin ice lemon tea.. smilin in my tots.. as for the soya bean drink, i still perfer yeos..

that guy in channel u news is so familiar! TP student.. is either i know him, friend's friend, or he's gay. other than that, i cant think of any reasons i know him.. ok, i finally know who is that guy!! is that guy i saw at NDP preview with ella n hong with look like royston.. hmm..

shin... i got the shoutbox done for u... got cut out the code..

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n i REMOVE the right click thingy JUST FOR U!! better thank me hor!!!! change that [ to <

at pau hse now... clearin all my stuff online....

to be continued..



You like the person and you can't get him/her out of your mind. You tell everyone and yourself that you don't like him/her and you barely know him/her but, dear, you're just in de
You say you don't like him/her but you find your
self thinking of him/her a lot. I think you're
in denial. You keep saying you don't when deep
inside you know that you might have feelings
towards him/her but you're just pushing it
aside. Stop lying to your self. You don't have
to tell the world but, do your self a favor and
tell the turth to your self.
Do You Like him/her?

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so jay, u got take the above quiz? honestly, i have fun writin everyday too.. didnt expect this is the way!

wow.. i see liao i buey tahan... anyway.. things happen for a reason. outsider SHOULD NOT be into it also... coz they spolit the whole thing making it worst... but still im standin in the center. giving no views n advices. all the best in exams n stuff..
read pau's previous previous previous blog posts.. erm.. thanks i appreciate! but haha.. pls dun KISS ME! *runs away* n i still thinkin wat i have told gladys?? this is bad.. i totally cant remember a thing?! n wats up with the chiongsters gang? my gosh~ even jane's friendster also got chiongster gang! *faint* than go movies is movster gang? than sch is schoolsters gang?

jie bought perfume for me.. is added into my collection! she is bleedin.. so tink i will be takin my annual leave this tues to follow her to the kk hospital.. *prays nothin happen*

went ktv with ella they all.. derek is ALWAYS doin some unexpected things!! if he is a gay, i tell u, sure alot of guys woo him one! so sensitive leh! somemore so gentle n stuff.. wasted.. so sweet n yandao lookin.. in fact, all of us will say is a waste! n everytime at ktv, the gers got to sing the guy part, n he sings the ger part~ n send cards n flowers to the attachment pple~~ when the gers only think that send chocolate to them can liao.. he is really funny.. will always be doin the unexpected things that scares us all! no wonder the girls loved him so much to be our mei mei~

really happy to see them coz is been really long since we met! though is the 4 of us only..

pau has bought her s300! argh! nvm.. will be getting GD88 also dunno wat im waitin for? coz the new ones coming out~ so those pple who are gettin new handphone, WAIT! coz got really nice unique phone that can turn here n there one! those gettin GD88 wait also! coz the new one is slimer n got bluetooth~ well well, i did my homework didnt i?!

called shin just now.. amber ran away.. is already 4am now.. she also cant do anythin.. but hopes everything is just a fright afterall.. no matter wat is already he is already with them for 9 years.. mine abt 6 years.. wow.. such an old dog i have...

suppose to go out with ck today.. but not free.. val also like wants to go out tomolo.. but i not free too~~ and hopefully i will be free to meet yz they all after my thing in the mornin..

..::|| anything that got to do with u, will leads a smile on my face for the day. ||::..



   Tuesday, October 21, 2003
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Aphrodite- You are the Goddess of love. Married to
Cupid with a son named Bliss... No woman shall
ever surpass you in beauty... You are pure of
heart, mind, body, and soul!!! And you love the
color pink...What is your REAL Spiritual Name

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this will be a really long entry for this week!!

lets recap.. thursday.. met pau at causeway point! bought really alot of stuff! belt,
4 pairs of levis socks, tshirt, night cream n alot.. of coz, we watch 28days later also!
really nice! story plot was fantastic! though it look abit like low budget production.. not
bad! must watch! saw this ah beng father hittin his child.. poor kid. we are not tokin abt
normal slappin here.. this father pull his child n pushes him down the escalator, or maybe
not pushes? he is actually throwin! the child is abt 4? than keep beatin till he falls on
the floor, kicks him like practically killing him! he uses his full force on the child
alot of pple was watchin!

his mother? also another bastard.. together with that ass! didnt understand wat was
stoppin me? honestly, i did regret. i really did, even though it wasnt my business.. i jus
hope that the child will collapse one day in class n his teacher will notice abt the child
abuse! not cursin him, but other than that i cant tink of a way that he will be notice..

told my mum.. was actually tearin while tokin abt it... this is really something i will
regret till i die, i promise... i cant 4get the incident till now.. is so vivid.. my eyes
r wet even now i tot abt it.. i should have been a busybody...

AH! I DUN WAN TO SAY THIS ANYMORE! I DUN WAN TO THINK!
Earth Element
You are an Earth type. You are supremely active and
you love the art of growing. You will never
kill and you have eternal life.What is your Universal Element?

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friday
ck called me askin me to get everyone to go ktv.. ended up only me, jess, pau, ck n cousin
went.. the rest meet us later... also good lah~ no one snatch mike!~ ck really like
meiyanfang~ must take photo with her! n to tink she sang her song! well, me sang feiyuqing's
song!~ i tink that was the best among all the song i sang~ coz i dunno how 2 read chinese?

after the whole thing, all of us practically slack at centrepoint... (ya, wat a place?!)
andrew saw me somewhere.. so scary! anyway, pau n jess left n last min i was dragged to
this moxs place.. honestly, i like that place.. smoke free club.. better than mad monks!
saw alot of really yandaos gays n les...

elson was funny.. all of us pay to go in to see.. she was like, i pay to use the toilet!
so worth it! wow lao! she can tink of this! so whole day really just purely chit chat n
slackin at maxwell~ went home with ck.. fightin almost the whole day..!

ck: .....reach home msg me.
pei: msg wat? -was really sleepy that time-
ck: -slap forehead- that u reach home safely
(to think she still so patient to explain)
pei: i tink ck more dangerous coz she left with that uncle..
(somehow i got everyone number except ck 2nd phone n elson.. so i all along
tot it was elson the one who msg me! haha)
Single Rose
You are A Single Rose. You are a very important
symbol. You can mean friendship, innocence, or
love. You can be serious about a lover, or you
can just want to be friends. So sweet!Which Symbol of Love are you?

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saturday
met pau n gladys at ps first.. went to cartel to get that application form.. dilemma all
the way.. anyway, that dilemma was solved.. so glad i managed to find wfeng in time..

summarise.. didnt go dbl o, went illusion instead.. i like that place, the music n place
not bad, but didnt understand y they didnt like? yyan, tony, kelvin, edwin, shin left 1st..

i only enjoy the last part went we left at 5am n walk all the way to raffles mrt.. sittin
n chattin at the singapore river havin really lot of fun.. waited for the mrt.. reach home
at 7am+~ anyway, when we were strollin slowly, there was a guy who appear 3 times! askin
us to get into the car! wouldnt have known if gladys didnt say.. though i know there was
someone, but i dunno it was the same person who drove round n round 3 times!!

HASH(0x86d8f38)
Your Rock music. You like bands such as Linkon
Park, Puddle of Mudd and Good Charlotte.
What's your music style?

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sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLIN DEREK!


this derek.. was laughin at his stupid sms that day... say until he some kind of
auntie killer n he so poor thing dunno wat to do~ he is really cute..
made me laugh in the center of the crowd in orchard! MA LOO!!~~





find your element
at mutedfaith.com.

monday
met pau n gladys at yishun.. is been really long since i had such a hard laugh.. really..
n i treasure it! THANKS! i believe 3 of us was really having fun.. esp some joke..

managed to find wfeng.. honestly was really very happy to hear from him even though
it was from the icq.. alot of things have happen.. well, told him i havent left co yet.
just that attachment has really drain my energy away slowly.. dun even know wat i do!
cant wait to go back to sch to catch up those times together.. sure to have alot to chat
abt.. just hope he doesnt find me a nuisance! really treasure this friend alot.. he is
really a very nice person.. he always made me think of buddhism thingy.. i dunno y either?
anyway lucky he dunno my blog, or esle i will sure paisei.. cant wait!!

that jay.. cant stand him.. always make me laugh like siao.. esp his last part... anyway,
u r right! i did smell that stinky on their clothes! to tink it was an air con place!

change the music liao! =)

..::||when things r bad, somehow everything seems crashing on u. ah headache! ||::..



   Thursday, October 16, 2003
bitch
your bitch.
What swear word are you?

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dun think i will be updatin my blogger so often now.. coz im DYING TO CHANGE my template.. but IAP will still be continued.. www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com



   Monday, October 13, 2003
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Stop
Which Traffic Sign...? (5)

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my IAP today click here at www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com

was reading newpapers yesterday.. suddenly i really dunno wat to do now... i dunno whether did i made a hill out of a molehole or is just something really simple but i just cant see thru it? everything just comes crashin toward me.. well, at least for the moment.. anyway, i need a 3rd party to see it n tell me..

wrote a really long entry to jason abt it too.. thank god pau is comin over later.. i need to vomit all out!~

think is stress... just hope i was just lookin at simple things in a really complex manner... n also my r/s.. i guess is time to bitch it out... need to tok..

oh, my yandao is so shuai today!~ dye his hair, new haircut.. i just loved guys with "this type" of head! haha~

fei was tellin me to wait for samsung phone when i ask him abt GD88.. he said no java.. he recommand the one he is testing now.. sgh e700 (this is the phone i waited for a year plus liao.. still wait?~)



this is the phone watch.


ok, pau just call me.. again, is a last min change, which i already expected it again.. cant hear wat she was tokin, her side was really noisy.. but i know we r not meeting.. wat more can i say?? ok, shld have tell my paddy to come pick me up.. now i dunno wat time i will reach home...

pau: me not angry with u, just that if u were me, u also will feel the same.. im always the one kanna dua.. not once, not twice, is been always.. somemore my mood today really sucks.. i can just cry like that.. im having some kind of depression now.. dunno wat stress im having?

my sms does sound harsh, but u shld know wat a person i am.. i dun go ard the bush.. unless i not close to u.. tink abt it, shin is worst.. my words to her is more jalat.. but if im not close to u all, i wouldnt even say it out. u also agree that close friends shld have agruments very often, otherwise there must be something really wrong..

so u must understand today i so hungry, i go home myself, still need to find pple to buy hp with me, mood sucks so much, attachment, headache, r/s, course, trainin, still kanna dua.. i of coz will lose my cool..

anyway this is just another argument... no big deal.. coz both of us wouldnt be stupid enough to let this weaken us.. just let me calm down.. i will be ok again.. n i dun like u always sayin sorry to me.. so dun bother sayin it next time.. just let me scold n complain will do..

*huggies pau*
============

ok, pau gave me a surprise.. she came to my house.. thank god i didnt go shoppin or wat... otherwise she will have to wait for i dunno how long~ she bought me bread.. as she can see, my house got no one? n no food?! upload those photos..

14/10/03
watch channel 8 just now.. they were showin this penang thingy.. wow! i so sad! i really miss those times when i went with my ex they all.. anyway, is fen bd today. though she wouldnt see it, still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEN!



anyway, i URGENTLY NEED TO GO TO ANY CAFE CARTEL!!! yz! maybe i need u to go with me!! i must get into this youth orchestra!!~ hm.. there interview to it.. n hopefully i will get in~


..::|| true friendship is never serene ||::..



   Sunday, October 12, 2003
female
You're a female. Nice, this means you get hit on,
and get PMS. You're also alot hotter than every
single guy on the planet. You have boobs. of
course, this quiz isn't a hundred percent
accurate, you may just be a GAY guy. GAY GAY
GAY GAY.What Gender are you?

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i just find her chio...

haha!~ who heard the background music? realised is the same as pau? tell u all why... coz we STOLE IT AT OTHER PPLE's STORAGED!! haha~ who knows she changed it to this funny linkin park version?!~ well... honestly, i believe she will change it soon.. so bear with it k? i dun believe she will not change!

when pubbing with ijbabes as well as my labmates n colleagues.. as usual, we went to mm but my labmates they all were at this really wu loo pub call cyclone... so far in n was in the back lane... kaisheng n ella came to pick me up.. quite different from the ones we went.. it got karaoke there~ got to know kaisheng abit more.. tok alot of crap with him.. did alot of catching up with diana n ella.. forgot my time.. anyway mm was quite sian that day too~ coz music has change to abit more house, alot of STUPID WANNABABES.. n the crowd has changed.. n also quite quiet.. coz exam period~

OH YA! 4got abt the badminton senior which i used to admirer her so much.. saw her at coffeebean workin.. as everyone knows i always buy coffeebean when go pubbin.. n gek said i was electric-in her when she pass me her cup.. NO I WASNT! erm.. i was just shy? haha! coz of the stupid fake name we used! saw shin sister too~ for like dunno how many year i never see her!~ cant even hear a word she was sayin.. n of coz the guy.. erm.. HAHA~ only we know huh?!

came home at 4am..loved takin the night rider though it takes me an hour to reach home.. coz i can think n think.. reminiscin.. happy happy.. =) oh! almost had an accident at newton circle.. but of coz nothin happen otherwise i wouldnt be here typin huh? slept at 5am till all the way to 730pm!!~ ok.. this is wat i extract from shin's web
=
goodness.
i slept alot today.
but stil cant beat pei.

she msged me bout 7.30pm.

pei: believe or not, i jus woke up.
from yesterday!

me: yea i believe you.
cause i tried reachin you.

sheesh.
dat gerl can realie slp.

can stil rem how long she slept 3yrs back.
aft we returned from our china trip.
she slept for 3days 2nights i tink.
she only woke up for toilet breaks.
didnt eat.
=
erm.. shin.. is 2 days not 3 days!! coz i know alot of pple tried to find me yet cant find.. haha~ slept all the way.. remember i woke up n i just rush to wash up n start eatin like siao.. is been so long since i slept this long!

jie just called me from airport.. she back from taiwan! she said this, NEVER ASSUME WAT U SEE IN THE TV!!! okok, im kinda shock when she said this.. she got me perfume! though i wanted her to get me the CK one.. but she said she got me other ones.. hopefully is chanel 5 or estee 's pleasure intense..(the one yz was recommandin..) hmm.. but i dun so.. coz i never tell her the name of the perfume i wanted!

found alot of friends in friendster... alot of them msg me sayin i changed so much.. n i look so different.. well, at least is all good comments.. had a great laugh when i was reading at some pple testimonial..

will be goin down to yishun to check out the handphones.. havent decide which one to get.. ah headache.. oh ya.. fei ask me to play pool with him n victor.. than he added.. send u there n back.. haha! sounded so.. anyway, see how it goes.. maybe im goin out after that! hm.. wonder when will i meet ella n diana again? ella! go make arrangements for the ktv thingy..

ok.. didnt get to see pau.. i knew last minutes thing will cropped up once again.. never fails to happen.. anyway, expected it, n wasnt angry.. will meet her on monday.. (anyway pau, dun always tink im angry.. im not.. i just sounded sian.. thats y the tone abit solid ar?)

need to upload those photo in pau's laptop.. i dunno how many are there! anyway, think derek is waitin for those photos n also jason to see.. hmm.. missing hua hua now.. dunno y.. aye huahua! meet one day for dinner this weekend k? with monica yz n the rest at bishan or wat~

ok, will call my sis now.. so many things to chat..

..::|| i ve learnt that... when happiness comes to u, catch it, hold it, keep it, endure it, coz happiness dun come to u everyday...||::..



   Friday, October 10, 2003
my fcuk mail cant work... new link from here

haha! happy today! no reason?!
my IAP today www.attachmentdays.blogspot.com

anyway, nuts.. know u r feeling really jalat these few days... as a friend i dunno wat i can do also... coz pei knows NOTHING abt relationships too!! me too have no idea wat is relationship about..

got this thing.. is at least abit accurate.. *note, ABIT

The Heart-Repair Calculator.
Time is the great healer. But how damn long will it take? After much study, this is the best formula for figuring it out:

Short relationships (3 MONTHS OR LESS)
-count the number of weeks that you knew the person before the relationship turned romantic, and then divide this number by 2
-count the number of weeks that you were romantically involved
-add-up A and B
-count the average number of days per week you saw him/her during the romance, and divide this number by 2
-multiply C and D - that's how many weeks it will take to begin feeling normal

Example: Lou met Barb. After 4 weeks they started dating. They dated for 8 weeks, seeing each other an average of 4 nights per week. Then Barb left. It will take Lou's heart about 20 weeks (or just under 5 months) to recover.

Mid-length relationships (1 YEAR OR LESS)

-count the number of months that you were romantically involved
-count the average number of days per week you saw him/her during the romance, and divide this number by 2
-multiply A and B - that's how many months it will take to begin feeling normal

Example: kenneth met nicole. They had a passionate romance for 8 months, seeing each other about 3 times per week. Then Sandra left. It will take Dave's heart about 12 months (1 year) to recover.
-mine falls under this category.. 4 months, see each other abt 6 times a week, so 4X3=12, meanin is a year.. (and i really took a year!)-


Long relationships (1 YEAR OR MORE)

-estimate how happy you were (day to day) on a scale of 1 to 3
-estimate how physically attractive you found your mate on a scale of 1 to 3
-add up A and B - and then divide this number by 2-- this will give you a number in years
-subtract one year from the total

Example: John was happily married to Mary (he ranked his happiness a 2 out of 3. He found Mary very attractive, a 3 out of 3. Mary leaves. John's heart will take 1 ½ years to recover.

hope is useful?

=====

anyway, will be out with "everyone" at boat quey today! will meet pau tomolo to upload those photos too? *prays nothing goes wrong till the last min* n will be gettin phone! yesterday something really stupid happen,
pei : pau, ur phone spolit y cannot use earpiece?
pau : HOW CAN?! is the voice...... eh, ya hor..
pei : i dunno, just tot of it...
pau : aye ya thanks ar.. my hp spoilt for dunno 2 mths u come n tell me now..
pei : how i know?! it just never occur to anyone of us that there is earpiece!

i mean, who have tot of that if i didnt say? ok, QUICK! IM CLEVER!!
still no point, both of us r gettin a new phone each! yaya! my contract ends today!!~ n i dunno wat next?

n abt the friendster... (we shld not mention who ar~ name end with a "zhen" wow.. diffcult to guess ar~ *ok, being spastic*) she was askin who is **** so i said, is that ********! HUH! SO PRETTY?! (me blur) so pretty? (thoughts for the moment) OH.. erm.. eh.. pls leh.. is some korean popstar now... (slience)

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   Wednesday, October 08, 2003
You have a low maturity level
BEHIND: You lack a little maturity because you are
afraid to make a fool of yourself in the adult
world, but you should be trying to overcome
that by this age. You'll be successful if you
do more things for yourself.How Mature Are You? (For 17/18 year-olds)

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MY IAP
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HAHA! those who are bored.. read this.. i got a really tortur-ious giggle in my QUIET office!

When I was having a snowball fight with some of the lads and gals at school....I saw a snowball that was brown.....I thought it was just dirty snow....I picked it up in my hand and chucked it at a girl called Gillian.....There was actually a big dog crap hidden in the middle......it got all stuck in her hair and she even sniffed it up her nostrils.....I was so embarassed.....(even though at first I was laughing my balls off)....The problem was I decided to suck my thumb to calm the laughter.....it works for me......unfortunately.....my hand was covered in crap......it tasted like broccoli and lettuce liquidised with brussel sprouts!!! I now have the embarassing nickname of crapman!!! Submitted by George, age 18.

I was at a friends birthday party and everything was going good everyone was having a good time until I walked outside to get matt to come inside because he was sitting outside all alone and i was trying to get him to wake up and he just looked at me and puked his guts out all over me and the worst part was my boyfriend had just left to bring jay and misty home and I didn't have a ride so I had to borrow matt's mom's clothes (and she's really fat) and I looked like a complete retard and smelled like throw up it was soooooo embarrassing.!.!.!.Submitted by GiJet, age 15.

Well, me and my crush was doing a science experiment outside in school and we was talking, and all of a sudden I felt a slimy watery thing on my head. My crush burst out laughing. And it turned out to be bird do-do on my head. But that's not the worst part, the week after my hair started to fall out because it turns out I had an allergic reaction to the do-do. I will never forget that day and 2 years after I still get cussed about it. Submitted by Latesha, age 14.

I was at summer camp with my best friend a few summers ago. There are lots of water rides there so we decided to go on this water skiing one. You had to wear a life vest and there wasn't enough for everyone, so we took turns. I went on the ride and it was all good. So I swam back to shore to pass the life vest to the next guy in line. I took it off and handed it to him. He just stood there staring at me with this look. I was like "what's ur problem?" and then I looked down and my top had come off. I was standing there totally exposed and didn't notice. To cover up my embarrassment I said quickly to the kid. "Hey its not like u never seen them before you have them too." That was really mean because the kid was fat and he kinda had ummm.. "them" too. Submitted by Lauren, age 13.

i miss my sister... *grumpy*
im gettin abit sian on friendster.. like is so calm now?

(to b continued)




   Monday, October 06, 2003
Regular
You are regular Panties, dont worry its all good
(yea right) Stop being so normal...it scares me

What type of panties are ypu?

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my IAP blog is written halfway.. go take a look~
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jie is flyin to taiwan NOW? guess she in half way in thailand "sky".. *grumpy*... still i still love her! just not as verbal as her~ coz i will never say that!

went out with hong n yan on sat... just practically lazin ard in bugis! went to coffeebean, saw kaeden n gf! anyway, me hong n yan was totally laughin our lungs out!! stomach n face aching so much...

bought a cigarette case (NONO! I DUN SMOKE! is To put cards), a really nice pendant n 2 pairs of earrings!! GOSH! can someone just stop me from buyin earrings?! coz i have alittle bit too much?!!! spent quite alot on these 4 items... =(

went to mcdonald after that.. there were so many stupid jokes abt the bones thingy.. told almost everyone i see... it was really very stupid, esp the counter boy was a PRIMARY school boy for all u know?!

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meet up with my projectmates... diana, derek, max, nick, sheng, andrew, sean, yan n me~ yan brought derek me n andrew to see this $40 sandwich!!~ gosh~ i really dunno y is it so ex?!

anyway went to sakae sushi! max was really really funny! esp when he is sittin in front of me! it was really fun coz the whole group of us are really crappy n looney... was really loud!~ n there was a waitress called ziwei there~!! were like, so where is huan zhu gege? alot of really stupid things.. dunno why can link till andrew's dog havin her mens? n yan they all laughin abt wat i will be called next time by my sister's baby~

yee yee?, xiao yee?, ah pei yee yee? or just EEEEEE!~~

went to brush my teeth after that n suddenly i saw ah hong! ya, was shoutin n screamin for i dunno either?

saw a tamgotchi that cost $25!! really loved it alot.. but wouldnt spent this kind of money... (very different from the ones we see) anyway, so 6 guys followed 3 girls everywhere... n diana shock me with something.... saw a card that was really unique.. i was just sayin it was really nice, i walked out later n suddenly she gave me the card i was holdin on just now!

THANKS DIANA!!! is really very sweet of u!!! I REALLY LOVED THE CARD! THANKS!!!

went home after that.. was early, but still, is us! was laughin till stomach n face all aching.. n how we suan sean abt him being girl girl wat he plays with polly pocket! (sean is really opposite!) coz of how he checks his fingernails... (blame it on that j.lo movie~ haha)

didnt expect to have so much fun esp it was after our attachment!~

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im so super addicted with friendster.. anyway been writing to jason these few days... been quite fun.. at least everyday besides lookin forward to see my tagger, i do look forward in checkin my friendster n emails n updatin my blogger...

that hockie ar... cannot tahan him... his sms very funny.. derek also another one.. these 2 can just shorten my life!

i tink im sufferin from "rumour- tism" (cold weather, joints hurts?) my knuckles hurt.. n i got to crack them.. otherwise too stiff to bend n type! (this is how cold this place is!)

my advice to pple.. NEVER CRACK UR KNUCKLES! is not good!
NUTS! dun u dare laugh at my spellin! coz nuts LOVED me ALOT! RIGHT NUTS?! RIGHT? RIGHT?ya!!

wow! tuck yz n gladys all MASS sms on my phone!~ who to reply?! ok, my plan has been fixed i guess? both sat goin to dbl o (shin u r invite to the 18th one~ leet me know if u comin) this friday is either out with yz or diana? i also blur? shoppin with the rest n buffet with tuck they all? classoutin is when again? im abit mixed up again?~ ARGH! everyweek is the same~

another jason just send me a really funny web.. http://pages.sbcglobal.net/mmtimmy/b.html go take a look!

..::||The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved||::..



   Friday, October 03, 2003
missionary
you like it MISSIONARY STYLE and who could fault you? it's a timeless and classic position and
you can't go wrong there! but of course you like the slight power of the "upper hand" without being too dominating, your partner needs to feel good too! which position do YOU favor? *evil chuckle* (with pics)

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IM SHIVERIN NOW!! sister married not long, n now she IS PREGNANT! N IM GOT SO FREAK OUT!


msg to everyone i know!!! god!! i dunno wat to do?! my hands are so cold!!! ok, weird reaction,
but is true! n i tink i was too nervous? my sms to everyone was too distorted? somehow
alot of pple tot it was shot gun? HELLO?! MY SISTER IS MARRIED long time ago?! esp huimin,
her question, huh? know who is the father anot?!

someone really upset me.. BIG TIME! is so sucky! n to tink ah tuck goin back JB tonight?!
we be meetin before he goes for his attachment.. got alot to tell him.. told hong.. she was like, 4 get it..
u try liao lor.. not say u not tryin.. is the tinkin attitude.. cant change i guess? is so sucky!
can just cry now..

was doin alot of catchin up with derek~ so funny this guy.. tok for really long! so many times
we wanted to meet after attachment.. but just got no time.. hai~ always last min.. always got so much
nonsense to tok..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE BABE!


hope u enjoy ur day! coz i did enjoy! somehow no matter whose bd, i seem like the bd girl?! haha!
enjoyin so much more crazy than ur! jooe didnt come.. sad.. wanted to go level2.. but than, went lips
coz too crowd.. anyway, treat pauline to movie (gigli) n dinner.. n of coz... photo session...girls!!!
wat to expect? (ok, im one of the idiots too) too an hour of lovergety.. n yyan looks so much prettier from
the last time i saw her..

almost went to monks after the show.. ! cant believe i went home either!
im so guai.. never go pubbin.. yz bought me this pendant from bintan! I REALLY SUPER DUPER LOVED
IT SO MUCHY!!! THANKS ZHEN! i really loved it like siao!! THANKS!!!

shin n cheryl made me laugh so hard.. first was the hello kitty, 2nd was the fighter fish that dun fight n
the small fishes (food 4 the fighter fish) ate the fighter fish up instead?! not forgettin PAULINE's BLOND HAIR!

edwin send me this really funny msg.. when he reply, he said he was protectin the country.. haha, he just
sound like we are havin war in spore now n im enjoyin while war continues.. haha.. miss all that nonsense of his..

handphone bills are goin up! got SO MANY MSGS n CALLS!! was disturbin joanna n beng hui.. seem like everyone is sick.. drink more water guys! n tomolo im meetin the r5r! IM SOSOSO HAPPY!! like FINALLY?! purposely up for a chit chat.. n my pay is here again! im so happy!!

$500!!


suddenly i tot of makin fun of shin n the friendster.com stuff.. she only has 4 FRIENDS! is me,pau,sheryl n jooe...
wat happen to the rest?! n the harry potter photo of hers!! GOD! is so ridiculous! bet she is already cursing me 4 puttin this photo up!


anyway pls join www.friendster.com add me! my email is pei006@hotmail.com! (dun email me this! coz is for junk mails! i delete stuff w/o lookin!) this CK has been kajiao-ing me.. buey tahan!! suan each other here n there! through phone not enough, even thru fridae's email!! haha..kept callin him mei yan fang..

was readin this fridae's news headlines..
Malaysia has announced that from next month, it will begin enforcing controversial Islamic penalties for crime, such as death by stoning for sodomy and adultery, whipping for Muslims who drink alcohol and death for those who try to leave the religion.
......The State had recently introduced a new ruling effective next year that bans women from being depicted on billboards and TV commercials.
.......homosexual faces up to 20 years imprisonment and a fine or whipping or up to two years if charged and found guilty .
.......a woman who reports she has been raped will be charged for qazaf (slanderous accusation) and flogged 80 lashes if she is unable to prove the rape; the bill places the burden of proof of rape on the woman. To prove a rape, the victim must produce four adult male witnesses to prove that she is not a consenting party; a woman cannot be a witness in a Syariah court. The victim’s own statement has no testimonial value.

An unmarried woman who is pregnant is assumed to have committed zina (illicit intercourse by an unmarried person), even if she has been raped. The punishment for zina is whipping of 100 stripes and 1 year imprisonment.

READ HERE (click)

like the girl wish to get raped? n 4 ADULT MALES TO PROVE SHE IS NOT A CONSENTIN PARTY? pls? if i were a guy, seein other guys rapin, i will join them! no brains.. read liao so disturbing... girls really got no stand there...than in that case, DUN FXXX US!! we r ur cleaners or sex slaves? n so hot still wear long sleeves n pants.. just to not "tigger" ur manhood?! nonsense.. (no offence is jus my tinkin, u dun like it, too bad.. this got nothin to do with racist or wat.. i just found it disturbin.. so poor thing those girls there..)

ps: the previous blog, i got TONS OF FEEDBACKS! eh.. u all dun take it too hard k! ma chime like my fault makin u all feel so upset! so powerful till i can create mood swings to u all!

..::|| Imagination is more important than knowledge, for knowledge is limited while imagination embraces the entire world ||::..