Strange Emily
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"Clear misunderstandings, because friends are more important. Forgive each other, forget the past.
Friends are more important than hatred." got it from a person's blog..

took a nap... i got a total of 8 sms!! shock! i tot wat happen.. everytime when andrew msg me about my drivin i tend to get so stress.. tuck was sayin this saturday only 3pple.. so can see that we might not be goin... sad.. so long never tok to him liao.. he will be havin 10days holiday n attachment will starts.. lucky guy.. i dun even remember wat is holidays! thinks pauline will want to get a phone this friday.. but than again, alot of phones are comin out.. so stress too..

i miss myan, hong, min, derek, beibei, diana, shirlee, val... esp myan... dunno why either... hope to see her real soon

was thinkin of how to put me n pau's lovergety in this web.. just at the top left hand corner.. i dun know wat to do for this comin holidays... dunno i should study, or work... study for my SAT papers.. or work for extra allowance.. or just purely music, trainin, outing, n that stupid driving exams? which now come out auto gear?!

i wonder what is the definition of frenz? those dat juz look for u to go out play n enjoy life or those that u went through thick and thin together. But i tink often pple dun appreciate pple around them, they juz take them for granted and when 1 dae it finally dawn on them how foolish they have been to take them for granted all this while. Good frenz only pass by your path once, if u choose to give them up, it will never be the same again. felt like blogging this down cos sometimes when i look @ pple around me, often i feel that they are taking their frenz for granted, they never appreciate things that have been done for them, not every of your friend will be willing to help you when u re down n out. as for me? i tink i also very shi bai, cos i'm always the one kenna bullied?< this is wat pei always sae whenever i complain to her) haha not that serious, to me i dun regard that as bully lahz, to me its juz for the sake of helping my frenz out, but pei always tink i very foolish>? hehe cos i seldom get appreciated? haha but of cos there are frenx who aprreciate me !!! so of cos i enjoy helping them whenever i can..but recently me hitting rough patch... If we are fated to be frenz, we will be no matter wat happens. But if one day when the time comes for us to part, i will juz wish u all da best in their live becoz i wont be there to help u anymore.

got it from pauline's blog. who is pauline? someone who i didnt knew exist in my class till sec4 n 5. someone who doesnt share the same thinkin, principal, common of interest.. but somehow we clicked. she is like the modern cinderella now, do all the hsework, so hardworkin, brother with all his hw not done (n she cannot come out), with all the hypocrites pple ard her usin her (n always aiya, wat r friends for? n sound like me is the bad guy who always backstab them..), n yet she still appears so happy. me on the other hand, no need to do any hse chores, sister always worry abt me, always having fun.. parents gave me alot of freedom n never force me anything i dun wish to do.. still thinks everything in my life is grey.. but im luckier in a way as i got no hsechores n brother to take care of.. thats y she is always more sensible than me. although we always quarrel because of different opinions, but it nevers fails to tighter the bonds between us..

true friends tell u things u will never like. NOT ENTERTAIN U.. but when u refuse to listen, the entertainin comes in. just to let u know, u r not alone even without all these friends.. u still got us. that y i always ask u to join us so that u wouldnt dift so far like (the one who smells her earwax?!) now is not they choose us, is WE CHOOSE THEM. (of coz again, i believe we got different views)

depression comes in once in a while, not everyone deals them in the same way, some may have mood swings, locked themselves, be crazy. wat i chose to say it out n hurt myself. say im pyscho or wat but im more worried abt pple who bottled up like u.. im not those who will say thank you. im those that appreciate things in my heart n think i will say my appreciation to u one day n never know how to go about n will just forget abt it.. im not those mushy mushy person when comes to this..

so about hittin on the rough patch, dun bother abt this as since they dun appreciate u THAN put more time n spendin quality time with those that are worth more ur time.

having alot of thoughts.. been readin this person's blog... was thinkin whether i could link his blog... he thinks with so much sense.. he made me feel so.. so i dunno how to describe either, but every entry he posted, it made me think back.. ok, i like the way he toks.. simple as that..

at least i know i pretty much grow up in these years.. i started to treasure things that i never knew it was there before.. alot.. really alot.. esp every single friend i have. gettin better with my paddy.. (not that our ties is bad but i dun like him braggin..)

durin my poly years, my shedule was really tight.. i have alot of plans.. i was missin in action during that period of time. And also at that time, I gotten to know my ex. I was so crazy about him(ok sort of). Somehow, I have forgotten about everybody except my co friends. things went pretty grey between me, my family n alot of friends, esp pau.(i must say sorry to all my friends here!) i was hardly free for even a cup of coffee.. even if i had the time, i will rush to meet them later. but now, things has changed. there were a misunderstanding somewhere that has tore the friendship apart.. thank god for tuck, he is always there to tok to.. really treasure this friendship between us..

this is wat the guy's blog said, (hope he doesnt come cursin me if one day he passby this web..)
Maybe I shouldn’t did that but if I never did that, I never knew their value in my life. Maybe it’s a right choice after all. There is a price for every lesson and each single I’ve learnt, cost me dearly. I’m trying my best to make things work between all of us. Life is short. If you have 5 good friends, your life is perfect. I have more than that, I got nothing more to ask for.

i really have nothing more to ask for..

ok, is been really solemn... back to the old self "BELINDA!" opps! my yandao just scare me! suddenly stand so tall lookin at me! wahaha! cant wait to meet u all this friday!! hee hee!!!

today at IAP (click here)
can someone just reply me in my tag whether u all knew that i have a IAP blog goin on EVERYDAY? do take a look k!

..::|| still water runs deep ||::..

justme's unforbidden words at 2:40 PM