the beautiful mistake*
Sunday, August 31, 2003
you're straight... no doubt about it.
what's your sexual orientation?
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sorry guys! i added midi in my web! will remove them in a week's time! really love that song!
cant find any nice mono images or galleries around... im so obessed over the
nightmare before christmas that character jack, living dead dolls (must admit im scare myself too!)
but they r quite pretty in a way.. BUT I WOULDNT BUY!! no way im goin to store them at home!
quite worried abt my driving... yet i cant do anything about it...
how to study? i need a car to practise now!
hai~ tml is monday AGAIN!! i really hate it! i totally have lost my "soul"
during this 2 weeks! i need to go out play!!~ oh. im such a kid.. oh i forgot!
im no longer a teenager! oh no! that worst!!~ faint~
added tagboard too! leave all ur footprints in there k! will want to change my
counter too.. so ugly.. cant find nice ones either.... god! i really loved my blog!
making it perfect in my own way!
..::|| words cant bring me down. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:09 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2003
Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty"
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met pau at woodlands after my attachment...
bought alot of makeup set which was SO CHEAP N PRETTY!!
bought a tshirt for my mummy... she loved it alot!!
bought a pink fuzzy rubberband for myself!
tok alot with pau too! catch up alot!
im so happy!! guess im easily contented!
was late meeting with jooe they all in town~
jooe n jess was REALLY HUNGRY! suggestin 2 eat at scott..
but really hate the food there! so ate at NYDC for our bake rice!
so full!!
chat alot with jooe! she told me a joke abt this girl...
WOW LAO!! the tot of it can make me laugh so hard now!
haha! shit! cant stop laughin! was tearing n laughin so
hard at NYDC!
first was the HUHHhhh.......
second was the BECause, my HANDphone is IN my bag... (was abt the tone)
third was the "why monday no need to come for work?"
alot of story behind... really very funny!
saw sher's tuckie... haha! when to find shin after that! who knows...
waited for so long, we decided to go home after that~
dumb!
but honestly.. really had a good laugh that day lah!! esp from jooe!
got this really cute screen saver.. go download!!
justme's unforbidden words at 11:08 PM
Friday, August 29, 2003
Your Generousity is your weakness..you're too
kind..one day someone will take advantage of
you..to an extreme..and u'll never be able to
get yourself back up again!
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stupid shin. oh well, 2 more weeks n u finish ur attachment huh?! U WATCH OUT!! dun so hao lian.. n plus, I GOT 10 MORE WEEKS TO GO!! not 6, not 8, but 10!!! GOD! n besides, u sure we are all goin for buffet after we get our pay?!
by the time we get, i guess u already spent all away!!~ n u can jolly well bring ur forever kaya n butter toast bread with u wif us!! haha!!
justme's unforbidden words at 2:30 PM
"Love is friendship set on fire."
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ella n peanuts! (u all know who u are!)
can i add ur links to my webbie? thanks! let me know k?
n it so happen that u two got the same templates!!!
hm... anyway nuts must tk gd care of urself leh!
me not there to catch u with that gugu ger...
yap, me really havent recovered from that last 2nd breakup..
sad right? memories jus flash back.. like watching sunrise together,
all the trips n holidays we went... mayb he already forgot but
i still do.. guess gers r weak at some areas too..
ANYWAY! will be out with my ijbabes later!
oh no! so happy!
our darlin dereka is having his flu.. so poor thing! i hate runnin
nose! tuck passed his NAFA! felt so happy 4 him! coz he been trainin
4 long... but kim.. hope he is not feelin so sad abt it..
..::|| im so happy that im blissed with so many close friends ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:39 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2003
gosh... how sleepy im getting.....
sup went 4 break i guess?
came home like 11+ at night..
slept like 2am in the mornin...
woke up at 630am for work....
no luck on hunting those "mars" visit to earth!
heard was orange in color!
i saw alot of orange stuff flying all over the sky yesterday...
but im sure is NOT THE BITS N PIECES FROM MARS!!
coz yesterday was the last day of 7th month..
those was just ashes flying ard in the air!!!
how stupid!
justme's unforbidden words at 12:14 PM
i just create a blog JUST 4 MY ATTACHMENT HAPPENINGS!
at
HERE
at the moment there's nothin... but i dun wish this attachment thingy
will ruin my blogger! coz i believe is mostly junks!
justme's unforbidden words at 9:15 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
GOSH! those pple who havent see shin's blog,
BOYCOTT IT!!! DUN EVEN GO THERE!!
such a ugly photo! n my stupid mouth becoz of the braces!
*faint*
to my peanuts. aye, thanks for the sms. ya, u and hong some
reaction.. "aiyo, so long liao, u still the same. must be really hard
4 u these days.." really thanks leh.. to tink u all actually read every
entries... thats y i always believe online diary is for emotional release..
tuck msg me yesterday, ask me how was i n told me abt he having his
nafa test today.. hopefully he will pass his 2.4km.. noe he been trying..
n sms something real funny.. said, im goin to eat alot of bananas now..
my friend told me bananas can make me run fast.. so ask my sis whether how true, she say ya, but is before the run. if ur friend eat now, tml he wouldnt run fast, but will keep "lao sai"
thats my crappy sister! but real funny! i never knew banana can make one run fast, she also added red bull an hour also helps.. dunno how true lah, but my nafa is next year, wouldnt hurt trying it.. kangkong makes ur legs go weak.. but also dunno how true... but i rather believe!
..::|| everything happens for a reason. thanks peanuts! i got you! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 9:47 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
went double O with pau, shin n gladys n bro. it was a sudden thing!
knew it like 10pm? went down by 11++? so happy to see pau...
although havent really chat with her, but still happy to see her..
only 2 months yet to us is been really long! hm.. missin her now....
but dunno msg wat.. so think nvm lah~
anyway, dancin have been wat i like, so it doesnt matter... although
just anyhow shake but ok lah, at least i THINK i improve, coz i no longer
jump here n there. HAHA~
bloggin have really been one of my leisure. cant live without it.
been writin it nearly a year.
hm.. i really have nothing to look forward everyday.. expect family day.
n goin out with my friends.. that all.. i dun even have thing to shop for!
i really have lost my life in attachment... is a slowly action of committing suicide...
i sound bored too...
n to my darling hazel, hope u r getting better k?! *hugs*
justme's unforbidden words at 9:45 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2003
You make the perfect girlfriend. You're know how
to maintain a real relationship and still have
fun, without being clingy or possessive.
You're every (mature) man's dream.
What's Your Dating Style?
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Player, gotta keep the black book flled.
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You love your boy friend a little.You guys need to
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justme's unforbidden words at 4:27 PM
forgot to add this...
justme's unforbidden words at 12:58 PM
Monday, August 18, 2003
TEASER
You are more of the "You want what you cant
have" type. You wont really stay with
someone for long, just long enough to have some
fun.
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icq shin today... tok to her halfway, she suddenly said this..
"the person tokin to me now is not pei"
was rather shock~ ask y~ she said," we aint friends for nothing for 9 years!"
hm... WAT HAPPEN?! haha~ but quite funny...
hai.. missin every single one in my lab.. no more sch till next year..
attachment all the way till 8 nov.. guess i will be a freebird from than..
couldnt upload those pics.. hai.. missing my ijbabes too...
missing fen, mic, tap, lim, ann they all too... n those
that always come to my lab friends.. dunno how i know them too?!
and khoo too! pau n hyan also.. miss them all.
im think im starting to notice with this person.. only let hong
know abt it... think im rather daring to blog it in... coz those will
know more or less who this person is...
tml attachment! im all alone! need to make new friends there!
no worries abt that. to those pple who knows me offline.. i am an
all rounder person..
i really loved the lyrics of this song [my immortal-evanescence]
..::|| i love the feeling of beenin evil ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:06 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2003
You should be dating a Sagittarius.
22 November - 21 December
Your mate is frank and open, optimistic and honest.
Though the Archer can display bouts of
argumentative, impatient and critical
behaviour, he or she is extremely adventurous
in bed.
What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To? brought to you by Quizilla
NEW layout;
NEW url;
(no longer "strawberrycharm" = *TAKE NOTE*)
NEW look;
NEW blogs;
NEW feelings..
guess he
went into NS.
no longer see him online at icq for the
past 4-5 days.
hopefully things go
REALLY WELLfor him...
n prays that he
is used to everything there...
life has been really fulfilling..
been always goin out..
plans are all filled!
i have definately
made alot of really close friends in poly..
i
loved every single one of them.. im
will really miss them..
my last 3 days with them..
my attachment place,
woodlands
allowance,
$500/mth
yet i wasnt
"that" happy.....
everyone was like, "u got the
best location n pay, wat esle r u
unhappy about?"
i was prayin more to boonlay or jurong area...
REALLY!
that
$3000 sofa-bed has
really gone to waste..
jie was
like grumbling...
*hai* told her i will be goin over this friday..
need to get tons of office wear.. n plus
I DUN WEAR SKIRT! OH NO!!
guess
u cant satisfied every human being huh?
took
like 6-7 packets of tissues paper at the ktv place... hm..
dun ask y.. no idea too?! bird droppings on my levis jacket...
AARRGGH!
derek n myan
SUPER EXCITED! all the 4 numbers came out...
somemore is my
first time.. tots of he tellin me that
he once got it on his head just right at his void deck..
OK! y tok till there?!
went to the toilet.. guess wat? i
argue with the auntie there!
she like
having her menopause! so grumpy!
saw kaeden the other day... the funny part was, i called her, she was like
"i dunno who is she" honestly i found it quite cute n amusing...
..::|| im gald that im easily contented ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:47 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
realise my blog address havent changed for some pple's
web~ please make those changes...
www.solitudelovers.blogspot.com
Fun fun fun! You'd rather be playing video games
than getting a manicure and you're more into
fun than fashion. Dance your heart out!
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justme's unforbidden words at 11:01 AM
Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
Your just having fun and enjoying life while you
can. You dont want to worry over love when
you're not ready. You feel like you might be
missing out but when love arrives in your path,
you'll know what you've been missing.
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yes_ You will always be in love
Are U still in love
wasnt in my mood again... kinda hate sch.... esp when u see friends u no longer
mixed like we used to be.. everything has been worst than surface...
but really congrats to u on ur graduation day! i was really very happy 4 u! sorry that i didnt go over
to congrats..
thanks tuck, yan, hong n diana for being there for me.. almost cried when i saw her.. but 4get it lah.
i put in too much for this friendship liao.. otherwise i dun see why im still being so bothered abt it..
bei= thanks for the cookies! i finish both mine n diana's one! haha! actually there is really
no need for u to buy lor! waste money! is just a file needed to be send over... but really very
sweet of u! will miss all ur nonsense n laughter once im out of here!
honestly lah~ i also dunno y everyone tot i love cookies? i jus eat them lor.. coz nothin to eat at lab?
so that is when everyone start to buy me cookies!
NDP outing last sat... very nonsense lah~ so funny esp when tuck was there! played games..
only saw fireworks "kids" but the mother never see?! coz was block by those buildings! everyone at
esplanade was like SHIT! WOW LAO! GOD! hmm... CANT SEE?! so we were like, aiya just at amaze lah!
so if pple were to ask if i saw, i will say YA! VERY NICE N BIG! *aarrgghh*
added pics in the blog.. ask me for the password k? im also goin to change my templates liao...
wouldnt be really bloggin too... hopefully will be done by this week k? need the hard copy in my own com too!
..::|| Now here it comes, the hardest part of all, Unchain my heart that's holding on, How do I
start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 10:30 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
I love you icon ! You give your heart away.. and
although sometimes people don't accept it at
first... give get discouraged! Good job !
What online journal icon represents you?..If you like it you can use it ...
Your confused! Heck, I'm even confused. He might be confused too. (haha i like this sentence! but
i GOT NO CRUSH AT THE MOMENT! hai~ saddening~)
Does Your Crush Have A Crush On You?
went to bugis to collect those concert tickets!
GOSH! U DUNNO HOW EXCITED I AM!! is been like almost a year since i last
watch concert! not about that.. is the instrument! san xuan n percussion!!
AAHH! FAINT! *jumpin ard*HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
tot no one will appreciate.. who knows, got 12 pple comin along with me!!
yaya!! so happy leh! thanks to derek who has accompany me all
the way from sch to bugis to find that place out! n ella n anna who meet us later!
bought a levis tshirt for my jiefu! $46
bought alot of cute stuff. $7.9
laughin throughout the whole day. priceless
(all the jokes from dewin, diana, fred, val, shin, sher, ella, derek!
these happen to be those one of those really funny ones!)
saw meitin today! she shrunk! n puck.. wonder how is she.. shld be back by now..
quite long never tok to her.. kinda miss her.. kaeden also.. louie too! miss her laughter
n voice! small world afterall.. everyone knows everyone! only i know who..
thanks to those who gave really good feedbacks on my stuff when i wrote during my melancholic periods!
it really inspire me to write more even though is hard to have those moody
feelings back (esp those who know that im always happy go lucky) eh.. but usually
those who r always seem cheerful, always have the deepest worries in them..
haha! thats wat i got from most of my friends who got the same character as me!
ok, tokin nonsense! but once again, THANKS TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS UPDATE FOR MORE OF THOSE
STUFF I WROTE! honestly i didnt know u all will explore till there!
valerie got a bronze for NAFA! haha! must be i motivate her too much!
kept sayin "aiya sure fail lah! dun bother lah!" haha but gald she pass lor!
spread the news ard when i heard it! so happy for her!
n bei bei! too tired to tok to him liao~paisei! n also if u see this, WHY TODAY U FINISH
THE CAKE n LEFT THE WRAPPER AT MY TABLE?! dun think u tall i scare of u hor!
later i tell ur "gf" = that sentosa girl i show u online!
joanna n yin was sayin that i look like ah lian leh! gosh! they say i got the face! like "my fault"?cant change that! but at least they say once they know me, is not the way...
thank god! n also another funny thing.. i ordered chicken cutler at this western food stall,
everyone will think of chicken, fries, bun n abit of salad rite? but this was rice n cutler!
but nvm... rice was nicer than chicken!
..::|| no matter wat, i will never lie to u ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 10:21 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
You are not SHALLOW AT ALL!! Congrats! You are one
of the few shallow people I know! :-) YAY!!!
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ya! im once again back to my happy chippy days!
well, 5th earhole is once again swollen! since year 1,
this 5th earhole is been pierce 3 TIMES! everyyear without
fail, i will pierce one earhole.. i shall continue piercin n breakin
my promise to u. but will stop after 2 more!! hee!
when to gym yesterday.. think i exert myself..
whole body achin like siao..
was tryin out shirlee n dereka's project.. which is like irc?
it was so funny! laughin all the way.. hard 2 explain here..
but i guess those in the same lab as me all heard my laughter!
n also that shin.. dun understand wat jokes she said that made me laugh
=JUST LIKE THAT=?
esp when is quiet n im always the one who made so much noise
with all that laughters, gossips n my mp3~(ONLY ME NEVER USE HEADPHONE!)
n 2 my dear shin.. yesh..seem REALLY WINDY HUH?!
wow lao~ u dunno how loud i was laughin at that blog of urs!
my stomach is really aching like crazy today...
mit graduation today...
all the best in the society world! or perhaps the NS days 1st?!
..::|| whats the point of having a long term r/s if ur love isnt there anymore?
answer, is the USED TO IT ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:07 PM
Friday, August 01, 2003
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my hand got scald very badly during suana at [occ] today!
it was not those normal ones i used to get in the kitchen...
is like when cold tap water was like HOT BURNING WATER??!
from 730 till i fell asleep my hand was still in the water...
the piercing pain was still there! n my hand got to be in the
ICE water for like more than 5 hours?!
the pain was really unbearable!
contradicting~
1st i was tellin myself i will see a doc if the sharp pain still
continues at 10pm (ard 3 hours) and guess wat?
yet i die also dun wish to see a doc! coz of the midnight charge?!
(for doc lah!) not that i got to pay, but i just see no
point lettin the doc earn so much~ (ya i know~ no logic~)
mood really bad! keep scoldin my dad to stop takin care of me~
coz the pain didnt even subsided.. cried when i force myself
not to put in the iced water.. yet i cant.. too pain~ yet my
skin has already crumpled n turn purpleish-white) scared
my dad... he was like wipin my tears n tryin to divert
my attention showin me his swollen, dried bloodly leg.
(has a really bad fell yesterday~)
yet I STILL DUN WISH TO SEE THE DOC! cream
didnt help but worsen! felt too hot in the open air!~
felt bad after my hand is no longer in pain.. just felt really tight~
cant even bend my fingers! my dad? shall apologise to him
tml mornin~ tink im really spoilt n pampered by my family..
ya, went gym today, ran abt 7 rounds today! less than 15 mins!
ok good progress! weights, sit-ups here n there.. i felt like XENA!
but after suana, everything was dull 4 me! esp, goin home straight!
but thinkin ella n i was blacklisted by this guy called keng hwee at occ,
i think we no longer can smuggle pple in that country club!
shocked to see syaiful there! he too goin to that country club
but goin billard with his friends.. tok to him like long friends
but actually was my 1st time tokin to him! all labmates!
my darlin was so sick today~ hm... everyone to me seem
to be in a bad state.. newspaper was sayin having an online
journal is a good way showin emotional release.. 2HANDS,
2LEGS, 10 TOES n FINGERS, 1 tongue n 2 EYES UP!
alot of my friends felt really sad n touch when they read my
[inspirations] blog, dun feel sad everyone! dun mean
to make everyone sad! in fact i DO FEEL PAISEI
if i see pple read in front of me!
suddenly i miss myan?! hm.. weird~ think im goin to record
an album with ella! see how it goes.. with be with my ij babes
again! so happy to see everyone!
..::|| strangers by acident, friends by choice, lovers by us ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 7:27 AM
