the beautiful mistake*
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
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dental sucks.. dr tan was like, ah, the wire at the back grew inside
ur gums! THIS IS SO SICK! pull n pull.. hurts so much! ok lah, is my thinkins lah!
diana bought me earrings n paperclip today!! so sweet of her!
*THANKS PRINCESS! HUGS!!* went to starbucks with yan n diana.. bought
fake tattoos! cant believe it! n diana never play before leh!
she got so excited when we applied it for her!
n forgot to announce, YAN IS ATTACHED TO XIAO HEI! CONGRATS YAN!!
really happy for u! somemore after so long!
i think i know how to swim! coz i managed to stay above n move for
10 seconds? all thanks to ella n hong! n my arms got mouse leh!
is bulgin out! honestly, i dunno is good or bad. but hong definately
got shock by those muscles on me!
went sauna after that.. ok lor? but will be goin down this thurs again!
need to train my abs muscle.. but mostly goin to run.. im so lazy! god!
drivin lesson later. exams on the 9sept. hyan bd comin. dunno wat to get.
n also her luohan how come still that size? anyway will be meetin gek they
all at bishan for a short gatherin after my drivin.
oh, guess wat? my friend wants to know our "sher nu"!!
project goin to end soon.. im already missing diana n ella.. just got to know
val recently. although she sits infront of me, but i hardly tok to her.. just
find out actually she quite crappy also.. want to know her abit more n we r
all goin different ways... sad right? n to think i was like tellin her, u got this
girl sch pattern leh.. n to think she is from sjc?! same as ella! *faint*
think it really does carry some characteristic in some of us, n definately not me!
miss pau n hyan too... also dunno why we all never sms or chat or call..
but just to let the 2 of u know that
..::|| I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning, but
i cant find! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:19 AM
Monday, July 28, 2003
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haha! some funny stuff happen.
1st was diana's sms joke. 2nd is shin's reply to my icq~
diana msg me this,
xxxxxxxxxx blah blah.... belinda, i bought u biscuits!
than i reply, thanks all these lah~
than she reply this,
xxxxxxxxxx blah blah... belinda, i bought ALOT of BISCUITS 4 U!
ok, i same thanks once again..
than she reply,
xxxxxxxxxx blah blah... belinda, I BOUGHT U THE WHOLE BOX LEH!!
me, *fainted* thinkin she will msg me,
i bought u a CARTON OF BISCUITS!
she is forever so cute n goon...
shin's joke:
send her a girl's webbie with a huge head at the corner.
well, it did shock me at the 1st place, but i 4got to let her know~
suddenly she reply me in icq,
WOW LAO EH!!!! her face scare me lor!! fark men! gave me a shock!
i burst out laughin so loud in my lab!
..::|| They can't tell me who to be because I'm more than they see ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:32 PM
Friday, July 25, 2003
You are sorta crushing but you have other things on
ur mind and dont need to be bothered with silly
crushes!
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n is really shocked that u see until there~
coz i put those entries so that pple
wouldnt see~~ haha~ ok but nvm u saw it liao~
hai~ life been busy~ bought pau present too..
im early! havent been tokin to hyan n pau.. life
been really busy for me..
went to NDP preview with hong n shir. the same thing,
with lesser sponsers n nicer bags n BETTER VIEW.
2 gers so excited. me went every year. nothin special.
saw this cheerleader who looked like him. hong n shir
agreed too. not feelin any better.. sinus all the way..
been planin my last 15 days with my project mates..
grew so close together. been goin gym, shoppin, secrets
one to one, partys, movies, ktv..
..::|| life gettin so busy just to prevent myself drownin for the past||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:08 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2003
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my archive~ not workin~ dun understand wat wrong~ really~ i think i need help now~
i spent a week tryin to solve but futile~ ok not in the mood these few days... didnt
really tok to pple.. think im old.. esp after nearly 2 months of pubbin n clubbin~
alone in lab now.. ok lah, i mean my crowd not here.. ok quite good.. coz u
know some times u want to be alone? feng icq this mornin, been at least more
than half a year i didnt see him? miss him alot too! miss everyone at co...
aiyo! how i sound so depressin! haha! im not! is the words!! not the tone!
ok maybe is the mood... just dun feel like doin anything~ think i very sickly leh~
somemore i havent been eatin lately.. n my mens stopped again for like half a
year?! n cramps on my legs so often, low blood sugar that i will dizzy~ scare of colds..
feel so bloated too! how to eat? think i will look like the africa kid one day but is the
asian version~ but hard lah! wait till i got small bones like shin... or diana~
ok~ im goin to partor in the evenin~ goin out to get pau's present~ yap, is
at oct.. but i very kan ziong... somemore this year i will be real busy!
i will delete this post next week... coz like nothin on?
justme's unforbidden words at 12:56 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2003
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recap for the past days
fri = HEAVY RAIN. everyone was playing IQ game on my com..
but only derek, myan n i stayed till 6pm to meet the rest 4 class outing!
blame on that teacher, who suddenly came in n me so terrified that he
will ask me questions! n i just eh, IM GOIN HOME NOW! *shut my com right his face*
poor guy...
ran the whole of amk to look 4 gek's cake.. lousy~ pokemon, hello kitty?
bought pandan cake, ended up so many jokes.. wat can chase away ka zhua,
AND PLEASE, is NOT those got hole in the centre one that cost like $2??
part with my classmates.. 1st to arrive mm! ma chime like idiot~ playin hide n seek with
gek at the mrt! cant let her see the cake~ saw ys n roger they all there! shock!
to think i will be meetin ys's stead later!
ella n theresa was there too! got alot of fun there! left at 1150pm! to think my show
is at 12am! guess who i saw again?! my cousin! the look that *dun tell my mum that
i smoke hor* eh.. like everyone also knows lor? part with ella n theresa n met myan
min, sebas,andrew, sean, lin, derek for T3!! nice show!
after show.. 3am.. guess who again?! RIEZ N HER GF! he drove the gers to newton
circles n ended up, is myan, me, andrew n sean again ton outside! took LOTS of pics...
climb up this huge digger thingy to take pic! haha! walk all the way to isetan. went home
saw this ex-ij butch.. WE ALL KNOW WHO! but i dunno her name! haha~ andrew n i
tok thru the mornin.. 530am till 6am+ he taught me a muscle thingy, AMAZE! will try on u all!
sat= didnt go sch! reach home about 7am+! dad was like, wow! go back 2 his lalaland~
woke up at 6pm! 7 msg received! open slowly... jalat! forgot totally abt goin [double O]
with my jiefu, jie n my cousins.. haha took the new train to clarke quey.. best part, WE GOT
TO WALK 4 STOREYS HIGH! no lift! nothing! lousy music, super chio jie, beng jiefu n his
bunch of NS officers~ play pool.. dance.. went back to their hse! slept at 530am..
just got SO MUCH TV TO WATCH! jie let me wore this pants with a HUGE HOLE underneath!
but everyone cant be bothered abt it! we r just too close!
sun= woke up at 12pm.. ginger porridge! NICE! TV n MORE TV! family day later! dad too lazy.
so met mum to go buy things! went [mango] bought like 3 tops.. went alot of places!
jiefu also too lazy to come out~ sian~ follow 2 girls go shoppin~ who knows,
went furniture shop at [parkmall].. tot of lifen n roy. i miss u 2! anyway, jie just
suddenly bought this $3k+ to 4k+ sofa!! faint~ n she dunno wat to do to her 1 year old
sofa... rich ger! but i still love her!
mon= out shopping with myan! bought this nail art thingy~
tue= SUPER HAPPY! kok msg tellin me kwan on MC for 2 days!.. after sch, driving~
wed= saw roy, heart sinks.. diana immediately hug me.. *touch* "r u goin to cry?"
"nah, just got no mood.. lets go up" left tequila, joanna, myan, wai, ping, ella, clara
there... sorry girls... tok to zhen on icq... always goes to her corner... n shin n weihao!
went back laughin, but not the usual self.. diana just knows when im unhappy...
i love her so much! thanks darlin diana! love u so much! hao tok sense to me.. thanks!
but really funny...
drivin lesson.. almost exploded the car! meet diana n guys at bishan.. edwin, fei,
diana n me in car... play pool, dinner thinkin to go zouk? but rainin~ so home at 1120+pm!
diana kept laughin at me in the car sayin, who actually skipped sch in the morning just to watch tv?
ME! ok fine~
thurs= will be out with tequila they all.. all of them r askin me to go have dinner tomolo
after sch, but should see.. im very tired recently.. no mood too.. shld know why...
beibei n hong came on different timin to cheer me up! bei very funny leh! just see him
i will just laugh! hong also! oh well, the MINDEF guys are goin home now... lots of yandaos!
min, hong n i loved that diana's so-called "cocky-face-guy" oh well, i DO SOUND rather depress huh?!
nah~ just loved to type unhappy things down... loads off my chest! bulimia coming back!
gtg shoppin now~ will continue tomolo!
..::||SoMeWhErE ThErEs SuM1 Hu DrEaMs Of Ur SiMlE n FiNdS iN uR PrEsEnT TaT LiFe Is WoRtHwHiLe...yOnG YuAn PeI ZhE Ni||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:38 AM
Friday, July 11, 2003
maybe i made a molehill out of a mountain.. but im really very upset when u see me this way...
though im really shock by this. but i just want to let u know exactly wat happen...
im felt so misunderstood again. i know u r goin to read my blog, but i dunno when.
just to let u know, YOU ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND. no matter how our "mo qi" becomes.
u definately know wat i went thru b4 with my co friends.. i dun want to even go thru it with u..
DEFINATELY, if i cleared everything with my co friends, i believe our friendship will be stronger, but i dunno
when n how to start.. thats y now i chose to say it out before things changed
u know how much i miss fen n mich, how much i want to explain. but i dun want to explain to u, i dun want to even miss u! i want
to HAVE U THRU MY LIFE! say im selfish, but i dun want to lost n regret.
u know how much i treasure all my friends.. i hate no one.
ok, maybe dislike, but i wouldnt not hate.
friends still in the end.. im fierce, i say things when i see something that isnt
my doing but that doesnt mean i dun like the person. at least im dun keep it
to my heartn than say it to others how i feel.. i dun like, i say, im frank. who was
never scolded by me before?? even friends i knew for a month plus? even diana
i also scold.. but we are still really close pals.. let alone if u are my best friend.
5 years, goin strong, is goin to be stronger! 8 years together with u isnt alot esp we did not
treasure the first 3 years. u KNOW ME, better than anyone! my character, my style, my feelings.
i will answer 3 questions u doubt.
weddin: i called u b4 remember? i told u only abt 2 to 3 coming?
we even discuss it? my parents KNOW u are comin! u tok to them remember? it was at
northpoint! i know u r alright with anyone, n said is up to me. but i said u will b the one sittin with them..
i called a few days b4, but i must say it was my fault, coz i cant remember after that..n i called less than
5 times? im too busy with my sch.. im in sch at least more than half a day! n partially my sister's preparations.
u know how much i sleep once im tired.. no earthquakes can wake me up! i did called ur hp, but not in reach?
i dunno isnt lowbatt or no network.. after that i 4got to call.. i DUN sms.. u know it.. i will call.
abt the rest, i dunno why i called them on that day also.. maybe i wasnt in a good mood for that whole
month.. esp when suddenly there is so much to prepare? once i heard the word wedding, im just DUN WANT TO
TOUCH IT or HANDLE IT! n im those who cant-be-bothered once im irritated with it.. i will just let it be...
honestly, u saw that i wasnt even at my dinner table the whole day.. even goin home that time, i was
like cinderella! cant even tok to u all.. ok, this is really my fault. i admit.
love: nope, not steady. coz im not ready yet.
carnival: sheilla email to everyone. so i tot u know. n also, im not goin at the 1st place. n if im not goin,
n wouldnt even remember or even to mention abt it, how would u expect me to let u know when im in
sch everyday n sleep once i reach home? i wouldnt think of such things as EVERYONE KNOWS I HATE IJ!
although jess brainwashed me to come along, but i did tell her im too tired, n got no tickets, she said
we can get it there. i did ask her u comin, but she said u not free.. so i all along tot u knew about it,
by sheilla's email n jess's confirmation.. ended up, i still did not go..
honestly, i still got more to say.. but dun think is a good thing to blog it in... i will wait till ur reply. lastly,
..::|| only true friends SNAPS at u, have arguments with u, coz they expect the
higher expectations from u. once the misunderstanding is cleared, we will be stronger than ever. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:56 AM
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
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well, the two twins passed away.. sad i must say.. but everyone did wat they can..
read the newspaper, SCIENTICFIC SHOWS, BUDDHISM devotees (not
those pray pray only) tend to be more cheerful, happy-go-lucky, straight-forward n have no
temper. live longer also! well, they say is hard to make them angry? coz they see things openly..
angry for a while, scold scold, but will not keep it in heart. (i summarise lah!)
i find it quite true somehow... NOT THAT i have alot of Buddhism friends at my age, but how
i view my parents, my relatives, my drivin instructor, jooe, feng, i think we are more or less
the same "pattern".. happy happy, all quite straight forward, all got not much temper...
ok, the above conclusion is ONLY MY POINT OF VIEW!
went to the stadiam in the mornin. somethings crop up.. diana they all one end, we all the other end.
clara, no matter wat happens, we love u k? n dun be too harsh on ur decision making.. must think k?
didnt know stadiam can be such a "romantic" place in the mornin.. as in quiet, green, birds MINUS the HEAT!
girls' tok as usual.. hair to gossip to r/s.. suddenly... i saw veron n bf! wow! she change so much!!
after sch? struck between 2 choices... town or gym? ella they all want me go runnin, diana they all want me
go town eat icecream?! tuck also said gym.. but ended up, i decided to go home with derek!
so, tomolo will go for driving, thurs will go runnin n fri will go down town n monks!! pubbin again! YAYA!
this time with diana, ella they all too!!
..::|| love is never rational, if it is, than it isnt love ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:32 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
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shin they all have been laughin at my old ICQ nick! ahh! *grab hair* sounded
really.. just to everyone, UPDATE MY ICQ DETAILS! till today, zhen msg me,
peier, i cannot tahan ur "plk" anymore! i decided to rename it myself!!
haha! so funny! i was laughin in front of the com! wats there to tahan?!
n to sher, no matter wat happens, we are always here. u know it. pls
dun cry anymore coz we all love u! *hugz* she just make me think of
myself in the past... how i can cry than sudden stop, than cry again,
than tear on n off...than act like nothin happen.. i mean, thats me lah!
so must be strong k?! i know u r! coz u everytime
discipline me! haha! we all love u very much, so dun sad k?
yap, n the 2 head sisters, well, im prayin for u!
actually.. i think my mum is the one huh?
sch started today! saw so many pple! my gosh! how much i miss every
single one of them! there is so much to catch up with everyONE!
some teacher came into our class to ask for pple who speaks chinese..
who knows? they are goin to appear in channel u! for the thermo scannin stuff?
just a couple of days ago, i was runnin a fever, IT DIDNT EVEN APPEAR ANY
RED SPECTRUM! still remember it was ard 38.7? goin 39? well, who cares?!
ok, just watch the tv news.. tim n dan was on tv! proud! MY LAB MATES HUH??!
haha~ ok, tim was funny to actually said he accept autograph only tomolo!
saw wenxue as well on tv!
ok, im missing them again! words cant feel how much i felt. but
im really missing fen n mic.. ok! change topic!
driving was JALAT JALAT!! didnt step on the clutch! turn engine.. gear 1,
suddenly *BOMB* sir scold like 5 sec?! than i shock till the end of the whole
hour n so... TONS OF MISTAKE! store engine etc...sir still very encouragin
tomolo, gym day at orchid countryclub with diana.. YAYA! after sch, 5pm go down
yishun, settle everything around 630pm? gym for ard 2hours? than swimming!!
yaya! the last time i swim was last year with my ex, fen they all at redang..
aye, y suddenly went there? miss them too much..really.. ok! than will reach home
at 10+ bah!
..::|| YOUR absence makes my heart grew fonder n here i tear for u again. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:21 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2003
just want to say a big to everyone this week!
3/7
== my cousin, who is looking more like china boy?? fair, pink cheeks with that
ah pek's lifestyle? still i love him every bit! always makin everyone laughs!
5/7
== my wonderful irritating daddy~ erm.. thanks 4 makin me angry all the times,
yet still loving u n hating u at the same time? *stress* haha~
== my another daddy! jiabin! thanks 4 the everything in the past year! is
already meant alot to me! n of coz, i love u too! simple n short!
7/7
== my joanna! although both of us know each other existence for like 2 years,
we only got to know each other for like 1.5 months? just want to let u know,
i enjoy EVERYBIT OF "suanin" with u! coz we r always so loud n never care abt
image in sch!
9/7
== this ger, IMPORTANT! thats GEK! gek, i REALLY DO enjoy every bit of ups n downs
with u ever since pri sch! although things changed, conflicts started, the different
group mix of pple.. but we are still as close as ever till now! we r always the famous
crowd of pple! even the same eca since pri sch.. GARDENING?! GOD! we wouldnt have
stay if not for each other, even in sec.. eca, gossips, toks, songs were also the same frequency~
gek, thanks for this wonderful 11 years u have gave to me~ really.. u haf taught me
alot thru the years. *hugz* n lots of love to u too!!
went newton circle.. saw this auntie with a beehive on her head!! n to think shin knew her
name.. n also that toilet thing? 10 cent for 2 of us~
went monks on fri~ ok kaeden didi, so paisei~ but i really stare at u alot of times liao!!
hm.. ok, something crop up~ so....
took alex's merc to newton! wow lao~~ ijtp gathering? saw so many ex-ij gers!
n guess wat? i reach home at 6am! n woke up at 8am n reach sch at 930am?!
n best part! NO ONE WAS THERE!!~ i mean my group of pple~ only myan, joanna n wai
was there~
didnt meet the rest on sun! overslept~ tokin to my jie.. she stay over. so nice. fond memories..
she bought me a doraemon tshirt! im wearin it today! EVERYONE ASK ME WHERE I GOT IT!
really very cute! ok so woke up at 3pm! suppose to meet the rest at 12pm for carnival~
feelin so bad...
justme's unforbidden words at 10:41 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
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yap~ saw my ex-roy in sch.... couldnt even recongise him!
but it goes the same for him.. we DID see each other.. but both of us didnt pause to have
a second look~ (u know if u see someone familiar, u will pause n look again?) and i didnt care..
till i saw that t shirt he was wearin.. even when i left level 2 to level 1, i was STILL NOT SURE
it was him...
i hide behind the pot of plants when he turned n look down behind... very drama!! joanna n waiyin
were like which one? well, they did exchange eye contacts... coz this 2 was lookin up n he lookin at them..
everyone says u still got feelings one! if not, why avoid? yap, as i said, i never deny the fact that i still
like this guy, but it needs two hands to clap.. at least, i found this quite fun!!~ haha~
optimistic bah? as for him.. feelings.. yes, but not that strong as roy... time will reveal huh?
roy will always be my past and he will continued to be my crush till my feelings have really faded....
..::|| i have become more rational ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:56 PM
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