You are Acid Rain!
You are vibrant and a party animal, if a little over the top at times. You have a fierce exterior but tell the truth.....you LOVE children really don't you!?!
mum bought her so-called "gown" for jie's dinner. now is my turn!? she kept saying,
so when u buyin? when u goin? aarghh...
cant believe i actually "argue" with my dad abt that [liu xing] cd (some classical music)
he took in my room.. not because he took it. is because he critize! (partially critize me!
sayin wat my taste all these...) I SO ANGRY! than he realise my tone change, he said abt
the scent of my candles! wat the scent too sweet, too strong.. wat inhale liao will get
cancer!~ *double pissed* ok, than again!! he change topic, he was sayin y i will put
"this type of guy" on my wallpaper~ (coz of the tattoo on this arm.. to him, means bad guy.. (the guy is eminem)] than i really *triple pissed* my tone REALLY changed..."dun make me
scream at u! I LOVED LIU XING'S type of classical! I LOVED EMINEM! ESP HIS TATTOOS! I
LOVED HAVING CANCER!!!!! so please kindly leave before i SPREAD it ALL TO U!"
ok maybe it nothing serious... but i really very angry leh!! he say until he like expert! ah! dun say liao... tomolo got sch!.. DUMB!
You are the best kind of girl. You may seem a bit out of it to others, but its because you don't give a fuck. Some people see you as manly because you refuse to act lady-like, but this is simply not the case. You are just the extreme girl. You aren't afraid to admit anything. Rock on!
ok, this isnt something good.. mon to fri, 830am to 5pm. sat, 830am to 2pm. this is so
tiring! i really havent enjoy.. thank god im with derek! same room, same place.. project
is REALLY DIFFICULT! cold fusion... WAT THE HELL IS THAT?! java, c++, asp already so chime..
my supervisor? i was PRAYING SO HARD not to get him~ but HAI~~ [shld know
from here..] but at least he took care of me.. so not that bad afterall.. shall see..
was sittin in front of the teacher durin briefin.. tok abt SARS for like an hour?! say
wat must take temp 2 times a day.. than collect sticker from them. n guess wat? he said,
"the more the merrier! if got 10 put all 10! so pple know u VERY HEALTHY!" *faint* actually quite fun lah.. make friends, run around lookin for personal supervisor...
best part.. he finally finish. was already 1130am [break time] than he said, ok now u all
go n take ur temp again! i "HUH?!" so LOUD! coz it was like not long we took? after briefin
take again?! i so paisei~.. saw hong's bei bei~ [her leader?] ok lah, he not bad.. tried to
make friends with me.. n best part.. i NEVER KNEW his name? i called him bei bei too..
ok, got to write diary everyday.. WAT SO DIFFICULT?! CHEY! but my 1st week very different
from the rest.. i shall write.. my supervisor, gave me a 15cm THICK book. ask me read. n
will test me after that week! everyone was like, belinda STUDYING?! yesh? any problem?
everyone research.. i studying!~ god! wish me all the best bah~
when down for my dental at citihall.. told the dr tan, 4 brackets [the braces squares metal?]
drop 3, ate 1... he there laughin.. got to go back on the 14jun.. SHOO! MY JIE WEDD ON 15!!!
JALAT~ okok.. got to change date...
walked down to esplanade library again! i really LOVED THAT PLACE! that long sunset walk..
im startin to love the life of bein alone doing my own things.. that place really good to
"ton" or "par tor" saw that girl who was in that [7] new band.. (u know? f4? 5566?) her
hair.. ma chime so LONG!
will definately be busy.. dun think i can meet u all so often liao.. n dun think im goin
to find fen too. 363 days.. is been almost a year liao. sad.
my partner.. she is REALLY NICE... quite sweet lookin also~ she has a twin sister.. but never
see b4! ok, today was like idiots.. hong,janet,min,andrew came down durin their break time..
all of us in nyp so happy! screamin all the way.. derek, wow lao, u all idiots ar? only few days
never see.. of coz lah.. so excited!
saw johnathan.. wish him belated happy birthday! so happy to see him too! n kim!
he purposely came down to accompany me leh!! from 230pm to 5pm!! so sweet of him!! somemore he holis now.. than he was like sayin my project how come like that one?
everyone playin games.. sleepin.. all do nothing.. well he said he might be comin over to
accompany me again tomolo!! so happy!!
n is like i get very excited if i know wat im goin to do for the next hour? example, changin
my wallpaper! my partner, kim, beibei they all said i siao!~ know ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS! my partner
was excited when she could play neopets! trust me, u really go to sch to WASTE TIME!
tml, "excursion" to atrium... WE so excited! coz teacher says,"we will gather together here at 945am
n we will go down together for temperature scannin!" beibei we all were like, hold hands,
finger on lips.. well, at least we are excited! coz we will waste like an hour?!
is been a year! last year today, i remember visitin gek at tan tock seng. after that i was
in citylink. last year's today.. i was happy. this year's today.. im happier! n i really
mean it!
n by the way, i miss u all! dunno why, but i really do! both ij n co friends....
*listening to BLONDIE--ONE WAY OR ANOTHER ==*
..::|| nobody cares when the tears of a clown falls down. ||::..
went out with kok. he got his job! will start work on thurs 6pm.
went to see his workplace, than walked all the way to esplanade library!
coz i simply loved that place! been goin down 3 times a row!! but it
was a wasted trip.. coz i cant borrow the things i wanted.. havent return..
was shocked to see kok wanting to borrow some vocal books~ to think i always
tot no one will borrow such stuff... hmm.. i was so wrong! n trust me, i couldnt
understand wat was the content trying to convey~ i definately changed my
impression of him! wat a "chime" educated person...
went to get white polo tee.. this salesgirl tot i was his gf! both of us were
like NONONO!! i found it quite funny~
HOT! HUMID! HEATWAVE! EVERYWHERE! to think we actually can walk from one
place to another! n i think he is the only one who can actually walk as long
as i do! n both of us r thinkin to sign up.. navy? im still thinkin of police
warden.. kinda interested in prisoner stuff.. anyway~ see how lah~
went to lots of places..took lovergety. n felt kinda bad.. coz he only
ate BK for the whole day.. didnt even had his dinner.. n yesterday i had
only milo n ice kacang. still feel full.. something really wrong with me..
this time my stomach didnt even growl..
drivin lesson at 930am.. had my driving near jooe's hse. [i think?] coz is at
buangkok. today's lesson, how to park car.. CHEY! SO EASY! WASTE MY TIME.. haha~ too hao lian.. no lah~ at first tot y the instructor ask me go to
multi-storey carpark.. somemore no one.. think too much liao~ n funny part..
he kapo see my plastic bag.. (all my library books) wanted to see wat i borrowed..
than he played the [liu xing] classical song.. got one part when i was reversing
my car, this sudden drum in the classical song he played went, "BONG! BONG!
GONG!" i actually jerked n shock him! HAHA!
n i realised he pronounce [esplanade] as [ass-per-nut]~
wanted to go out.. but it seems like only jess n zhen.. so cancelled..
but luckily went i was at the [esplanade library] hong called me!
they all goin down to [raffles city]! just a 10 mins walk down.. so not that bad
afterall! they will be having their attachment at [ncs]. me? project~
spent like 2 hours+ at the library.. wow lao.. i really loved that place..
quite pissed off also~ cant find the book i wanted that i saw yesterday!! really
angry.. to think this time i return everything! n now this got to happen! but no fear! pei found another LIU XING's cd!! happy!
meet the rest after i finish. brought san to pierce ears... wanted to pierce also.
but each of my earholes means something.. so didnt.. n i promised not to pierce
liao.. but see how lah~
meet the rest.. saw joan in mrt.. than best, yoke stood beside me! until went
i was about to alight, both eye contact! there was i screamin all the way! see
so many pple today!! went sakae sushi! saw huiping they all! than later.. one
whole bunch of gays came.. we were all right abt it.. but the suckin n biting
"long" at the TIP of index fingers.. was too much for me to keep staring...
n also their laughter!
tok abt how jac yip scold me abt the goldfish n link all the way to my family??
find it rather funny.. but cant really remember.. got 12 coloured plates, but
the girl counted 10! so we just faster pay n go.. YAYA!!
went to the new shops in hmv.. laugh like siao.. of coz~ i made so much dumb stuff..
all say i should choose shannon. hm.. ok, maybe~ than saw meiting! started screamin again!~
[everything is VERY summarise...] everyone was laughin that im the only one was can swallow braces! ya, im also kinda
amaze... went [lips], draw hair all over on "this person" in magazine.. so mean!
than went to play bowling~ so stupid!! took temperature.. than me there trying
to be irritatin.. chose these nicknames...
these r the names n results, snake woman---61
sadako ---36
ka zhua---94 (ME!)
yappie ---81
xiao hei ---87 (aka, he shou liang!)
didnt bowl finish those games... went home... reach home abt 12am.. ya, suppose to stay at home clear books n practise new songs.. but than...
SHALL DO IT TOMOLO! erm.. lets see how lah~ coz tomolo will be another
busy day! n got drivin at 8am! i think i will go home sleep 1st.
than go will be goin down pubbing at night~ i want to learn piano!
zhen promise to teach me one complete song. n im also learnin this guzhen
piece.. havent even pass thru HALF A PAGE!.. is so difficult.. so many things to
learn!
is 430am now~ just hang down the phone with myan. she n i both have a crush!
so happy~ its goin to be another long day tomolo!~ mum is hintin me to go out
with her on saturday!! i dun want!!
i bought 2 pairs of shorts with my baby nick on it! it stated there, XXXX of coz!
no one will know! is horrible! n my sis was like,"XXXX, looked! your name is printed
on the shorts!"so excited.. so those who r curious wat does XXXX stands for... see my shorts!
i got a total of 5 BOOKS to photocopy.. is all music scores.. the boss was tellin my dad, CAN CAN! 10 BOOKS ALSO CAN! (we were thinkin abt the process.. 1 by 1.. onion thin pages.
and is quite thick too! total 5 books 7cm in height??) so daddie n i, happily went to the shop. the boss smile widely!
n i showed him a book first, n this really cannot make it UGLY AH BENG too,
(workin there) both of them were like, ok lah~ can finish. not alot.. then suddenly, i took out 4 other books! that ah beng face changes... he shakes his head,(not obviously of coz!) pupils getting bigger.. the
boss? WELCOME! IS OK! NEVERMIND! WILL FINISH IN 2 DAYS TIME! daddie n i was like, "fei hua" u are not the one doing those
printings!
been meeting hyan these 2 nights. got her to help me with
some stuffs. chit chat at starbucks. saw one of my coursemate
workin there. chat till ard 1030pm. n hyan almost reply my ex's
msg! panick! this guy.. cannot pity! once u pity him, he will
start his daily report to me like last time! thank god hong
not there! or else.. she will start to imitate him! wonder how
is things between she n yu..hope everything is ok 4 her. shall sms
her now....
than on our way home, i saw tj! gosh! is been like half a year? n he was like from obese to aneroxia! cant recongize him! all thanks
to his fx sling bag n his marlboro light! say buai to hyan n went
ANOTHER coffee chat.
first line," HOW MUCH WEIGHT HAVE U SHED?!" ok, a brief description
on this friend of mine. he is abt 180+ cm now, he said he is ard 60+kg! he told me he was 90+kg half a year ago. meanin he lost 30kg+ in 6mths! his face, his neck, wow lao! i think he is too skinny liao..
when will this fairy tale happen on me?! ok, i dun have 30+kg to lose.
i told him to write a letter to request me workin at his workplace for my
attachment! so i can lost some weight! home abt 12? anyway is at yishun.. so is ok lah!
didnt even had a wink last night! got so fed up! shower, changed, got
ready to go out when my instructor called. "aye miss, i made a mistake,
today lesson will be at 10am!" (it was suppose to be at 930am)
ok, nvm~ just as long it finishes at 1130am. coz meetin pau at the busstop.
im tink im gettin so familiar with sengkang area.. every driving lesson will
be over there.. sure to drive pass at roy, jun, beibei n pau's hse!
met pau, went to serangoon garden... finish our things at 3pm.. went to
[causeway pt]. watch [matrix]. wore my matrix jacket too.
slept in the show too! coz im too shallow 4 this DEEP movie.
shin: I KNOW U JEALOUS about my MATRIX JACKET RIGHT?! and also, that day at
sentosa, i forgot to show u my magic stuff.. so remind me 2 perform 4 u k?
of coz remember the poker cards! n also CALL ME LAH! im ALWAYS BUSY!! so it
doesnt matter whether u tink im busy or not! i dun want becoz of this, all
my friends just dun contact me. just let me know if u lookin 4 me! n go dl the song at the bottom of this page! very nice n wat idiot photo u have in ur
fridae profiles?!
played pool after that. gossip with pau. n she was tokin abt this girl's
crush.. n i think PEI IS HAVING A CRUSH TOO! n i didnt know abt it till
recently.. is just someone i didnt even expected! not really sure. see whether
my heart will beat faster the next time. =) let me tell u all abit of him.
normal, spects, fair, funny, n best part, he got wat i wanted. a sweet smile
with dimples! hm.. sound like a clone of.. nvm.. his face abit vague now..
hm.. i miss fen. i miss her ALOT, everyday n everything!
mic too..
went to [zap it] their colour print damn chio! well, doin something that
i cant state in here.. but im excited to let u all knoe! no fear! i will
say it out to let u all know! coz im damn proud of the thing ive done!
all thanks to my 2 real good pals! pau n hyan! without them, i dun think i can
have done it within 4 days!
i saw this girl who was carrying this really slim samsung flip phone! (a500) dark bloody shiny red! wow kao! so sophisticated, posh, gorgeous blah....
THAT IS THE PHONE I WANTED. how?! i want all samsungs phone! hai~
ok will be goin out with kok tomolo. only the 2 of us. havent settle go where~
ok, im missin fen n mic again. missin, missin, missin.. aiya, they
wouldnt know either! is just so standard i will miss 3 pple everyday! n is REALLY EVERYDAY before I SLEEP!
*listening to JEWEL--INTUITION ==*
..::||Nv had a dream cum true..till d dae tat i found u..
now tat u're gone..juz memory of tat r so fond.. ||::..
life have been really busy after my exams! gosh~ i really
enjoyed myself in the class chalet! tend to know my classmates
alot better!
played water games..so funny!! esp tianzhu! he really surprise
me! dun tok still ok, tok liao, scare everyone! didnt know he
can be so fun! tuck also! went [bk] with them.. he there catch
houseflies by using cup! n he can be really entertainin at times!
he made everyone laugh till ache.. riez's solo.. derek can never
say he is the champ liao! hong n i tok with andrew abt his ex gfs.
both of us want to find someone who is more on a friend type of
couples.. still tot i was abnormal.. as 4 hong, she still like
bad bad type of guys..
kha's sweetest! all the girls there LOVED HIM! so sensitive,
sweet n thoughtful. of coz n that "dua bei gong".. the 5 of us..
gossip like siao!
n i really felt so pampered by the guys! kha, sean, andrew, kept
bbq those food i n hong ask for.. we just sit down there. 2 gers,
(the rest of the gers went out) the rest all guys.. watch [a.idol]
derek n i.. CLAY! NO, RUBEN! kim? no one... i kept sayin clay looks
like some kind of 60's idol.. look aneroxia too! n his voice, must
sing those 60's songs than nice.. ask him sing some pop song lah! sure
out one! but than.. is each opinion lah...
went "night" swimmin at the pool! it was ard 4am+ till the security
on the spotlight! so bright! wow panick! everyone jump out of pool! so sad! didnt how to swim.. wanted to try floating.. but cant remember wat my ex has taught me..
went [escape] with riez n gf. the 360 degree ride was not that scary afterall in fact im scare of pirateship.. maybe i dun feel safe? water log,
indoor go kart, rollercoaster... both of us scream like siao. n his gf was laughin at us! i got a total of 4 blue blacks!
there were like 5-6-7 BLACK CATS?! the guys actually help me chase
them away! n "ka zhua!" tuck? the pest buster! at 1st, he said loudly
at [bk] "IM A BUSTER!" n it definately sound like im a bastard..
will always remember how he shake the hsefly till the head drop n die.
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA, HONG!
went straight to suntec after chalet.. eye bags appear! i can sleep ANYWHERE! was horribly moody! but of coz,
jie bought me alot of stuff! so happy! n it was suppose to
be belated mummy day? went to get alot of baby shoes.. for who?
my future niece or nephew.. ok my sis not pregnant yet~ i just want to get them! n mum bought me a really cool demin
jacket! looked so matrix! no lah~ jokin..
saw yinlai at suntec! my mum say he very good-looking! me too!
maybe because he wore formal bah?
forced everyone to [esplanade] library. yes, PEI GOIN LIBRARY! as usual, i dunno how to find book or borrow items! my sis, was
totally amaze! n she was like, to think u are still a premium
library member! (meanin, i can borrow up to 8 items, which included
av items, music scores, i can use their tv room, piano room etc..)
which the normal library member could only borrow 4 BOOKS only. no
av items, music scores, video.. just books! anyway, im happy to find
some of liu xing's cds! ok dun care me! just happy!
went for dinner with my parents, my sis-in-laws, n jiefu's
godparents... everyone were tokin abt my sis n i being so close..
go anywhere must hold hands.. wats wrong? say we even wore the
same hair pins all these...
reach home quite late.. woke up at 6pm! im too tired liao~ will
be goin pubbing this fri. not to [madmonks] or [devils]. will be
goin to [M.Sultan] wonder who will be joinin us?
*listening to MARIAH CAREY--CLOWN ==*
..::|| i love the feeling of falling in love once again! ||::..
before i go for my chalet~ i bet u all are "dying" to see my blog!
haha~ im really so bhb~ im starting to feel very uncomfortable with my drivin instructor.
shall not say, told my ij babes abt it.. we shall see how it goes..
yesterday~ went down sentosa to meet the rest.. ok i did something
idiot! i n pau went [tangs] at 1030am. spent like $54+? than heard that
every $80 spent, u get a $5 voucher.. HAHA~ so made pau so angry~
ended up, i bought 3 pairs of shoes!! and once again~ same design, but'
different colors! my hse is full of similar thongs with different colors!
got my dad to come pick up all my stuffs so i could go sentosa. ended up,
dad waited for us to finish shoppin n drove us down to sentosa. so sweet
of him!
at first pau n i were really so reluctant to go.. guess we were too tired. than some miscommunication with denise! her right, our left! and plus, wat
is the percentage of having pple playing volleyball and pple massaging at
the same at the different place?! n i told pau cant be wat! that girl so
fat(actually she isnt). the other side, cant be lah! got guy in the group!
ended both of us like walkin in the desert! went down in my bra.. no swim suit.
jooe? slap on my stomach, wow! so fair!! n her "hair" jess n i so mean.. kept
laughin her "hair" floating everywhere~ actually those are weeds..
chat alot with jooe n jess. at first tok with jess abt my ger-ger
relationship.. than jooe abt my bgr.. "insert" alot of sense in me.. said, im
still like those playing ard.. that why not ready for bf.. but actually
sometimes u wish u had one.(something like that) erm.. ok i admit that! but must find one that got feelings lah~ hopefully i will find someone
similar like roy. someone who taught me alot of things, show me lots of
amazing stuff, bring me eat smelly tofu.. new things.., n most important,
i can tok to him like my sister, tok with no restrict... wait till i find
someone like him...
suppose to meet william.. but than is like so late? than do wat? ask him
come than go home... not very nice.... so i told him i will DATED him out
on the 20th!
but ok lah! very fun after we left sentosa. did a magic on them.. they were like,
"so eriee.. how come my card is there?" took neoprints and i kept saying dc, sher
n jess are OLD adultS! coz we are still in our teens!! n everything we say,
went they ask, i will say, aiya! old ppl dunno one lah! youngsters will know~
than wat generation gap... n sher say, wait till u are 20! is just in a couple
of months time lor! haha im so mean!
and went to [sakae sushi]. tok abt other pple blogs! know everyone! *shock* n sher were like who who?! coz she doesnt have one~ hai~ outdated! n everyone
was laughin at wat i wrote abt jess's blog.. but guess wat? i found another
funny line she wrote! "the sun was piercing through my face..." ma chime de..
is it our tunin frequency not good? writing compo?! ok, stay tuned for my
lastest updates! ok lah, i very mean n jooe spotted at my chinese mistake!!
coz im suppose to say,
i will tattoo a "kwan yin" behind my back(joke lah) but i said, "TIE KWAN YIN" (tie kwan yin is a tea!) and of coz everyone burst out laughin! of coz, me myself find it damn funny! me too laugh until
tears come out! n jooe said she must have a polka green tea tattoo behind her back! ah! so dumb! n we laugh SO LOUD! but who cares?
went all the way to [ps] than to [bboss] to cut cake! chit chat, gossip and
talk abt the funny things durin with "kai-ge".. so hilarious! ok, anyway,
that guy is long over. shin showed me this particular dish, rice with plum
powder.. sound like pple no money to eat, than need to put those taste stuff.. somemore that cafe so posh n highclass... who have tot of that name... n it cost like $4 for a bowl of rice with plum powder only?! come my hse lah!
i give u TWO bowls of rice + msg + a jug of tap water! only $2..
really miss u all! esp jooe, jess n dc! so long than see them.. im so gald
i went n we are still so nonsense!! to tink all the teacher say we will
split! choy! after 3 years we are still so close...
okok~ i gtg liao! is 530pm! everyone is already at the chalet! my bag? still
unpack~ erm.. something is wrong with my comment box.. i cant reset them..
erm.. after 3 days i will try to settle~ n jess~ sorry abt those jokes k? i meant no harm about the sun piercin THRU your face! i feel sorry 4 ur face.
but u r not the worst, coz look at jooe n sher! sun have PIERCED thru their whole body! tokin abt piercin, my ear is infected again! im closin it! n jooe! i removed my
music liao!
*listening to DANNEII MINOGUE--I BEGIN TO WONDER ==*
*today's mood: aching everywhere*
i want to cry liao! i SWALLOW PART OF MY BRACES "STUD" that last time i saw the "wisdom stud" was today?!
i ate 1 slice of bread, a plate of maggie noodles... a
alot of mango juice.. no more liao~ what am i supposed to
do?! i feel so sick now~ i tink my stomach hurts..
im chosing between bethilda and shannon... which one shall i chose
for my attachment name? bethilda (ber-till-the) comes from the
name mathilda. shannon is a unisex name. shanon is a ger name.
i choose the unisex one! so give me some opinion in my comment k?! bethilda or shannon? want to change everything for a new change! hai~ so "fang bai" to have a comment box~
yesh my beloved jooe! YOU ARE THE FIRST YA!
ah... im feelin so sick... how?! got to call dr tan tomolo! i got alot of blue blacks on my arm leh~ ok, more on brown blacks?
hai~ im feelin so blue now! god! the metal is in my stomach now! i need pple to
sayang me now!
force myan & janet to say im pretty n stunning! hai~ as usual~ like in secondary days~
got everyone to call me meinu! even the teachers too! so bhb~ just need pple to brighten
up my days! is 459am... later i will be meetin the rest at sentosa.
*listening to JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE--ROCK YOUR BODY ==*
*today's mood: wats in my stomach?!*
..::||The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved. ||::..
I FINALLY HAVE A COMMENT "thingy?" who will be the first? got my wisdom tooth done. n it took an hour! no, i didnt pluck it,
i STRAIGHTEN it! of coz, it will take abt 2 years.. is aching so
much! wonder how his wisdom tooth getting on....
and i swear! I HATE CITYHALL! i really hate cityhall! [citilink],
[the alphie?(opp funan)]. [rafflescity]..
memories with all that close friends.. i miss them so much. they all, esp fen. n maybe ? ah. i dun wish to tok... is a
HUGE MISUNDERSTANDING!!!
i need lots of encouragement sms now! maybe a chat too?
my mum? kept buying things for me! god! like my sis~
good thing is, im spolit! bad thing, u dunno to used the
things they got u? coz u dun like them? anyway~ my mum saw
her friend when we were in [mango]. n he said i very pretty leh! gosh! shit~ i shy sia~ haha~ so bhb~ (shin, dun worry! nothing is
better than that sms u said to me! i still keep it safely in my 6510)
just wished my mum happy mummy day. is 1158pm! how early i was! bought her a white gold pendent diamond necklace. heart bleedin like
siao!
yesh shin, U FINALLY WATCH XMEN! nice hor?! told u was nice! jess,
just in case u r readin my blog, ur last entry very corny leh!
(to my dear IJ friends... blah, ok stay tune for more!) wow piang~ u think
tv show? ok JUST A JOKE!! DUN ANGRY HOR!
ok, jus put down the fone with myan. she said wow, u r so busy!
hai~ i wouldnt mind getting busier until no time for sleep if my
misunderstandin is cleared... ok! *change topic*
exams is finally over! i will be year3 in 2 weeks time~ saw him in the morning. kinda happy to see that he is so happy too!
ok im silly~ dun care me! but didnt tok to him, coz i was on the fone
with pau. he must have tot im dao to ignore him.. *sad*
didnt go ktv with my classmates~ coz im dying to cut my 2½ years
hair n rebornin. well, rebornin didnt seems good. my frige still curve...
colour for my black hair faded! is goin brown~~ damn! all the guys have been askin me to bring my ps2 down... cant lah~ jie wouldnt allow~ coz newly bought n scare we will spoilt it~ but they dun want ps1~ i also no choice~
perhaps sega?! is been decades since we last used cartridge games?!
tml is goin to be a busy day! i cancel alot of appointments! kinda
upset~ if only i can go for every of them! so tomolo, driving, meet
pau, sentosa, meet kok.
n i havent plan for wed with the rest~ ah... but of coz, i rather to
be busy for "these things" than exams! ok pau just called, im goin to
sleep now~ too tired~ didnt slp well last night~ is 940pm now! im
datin my "zhou kor kor" now!
*listening to N'SYNC--IS TEARING UP MY HEART ==*
*today's mood: relief~ phref~*
..::|| Memories may Be good but of thE
pasT to the present may only bring questions and no definite answers.. ||::..
i really loved this pillow! but very ex... cost ard $50+ for a
"normal size" (those square ones) even the really small bolster
cost like $30+! GOD! i really loved them! hai~
went mache with tequila, hong, yan, sean n tuck. min n sheng
at NYDC! hai~ want to go... but than, like everytime go.. but nvm!
really got a fun time with ah tuck's jokes! all of us laugh till
so loud! ok, i saw pauline's "future present"! bet she is goin to like it!
coz i LOVED IT! of coz i dun think im getting one for myself~ coz
is really EX! n i forsee is very useful for her! haha~ n besides,
the butch quite cute leh! ok that sentence DUN MEAN ANYTHING!!
saw jolene n some other ij ger, eliz, 2 4a2 gers last time, n
qiu xia... today wat day?! ex-ijtp gers individual outin today?
went pubbing at devils, coz is the nearest, n once again~ is free entrance when elaine's ard... tuck challenge pool with some pple
there~ while i kept wantin to dance.. so drag everyone to the
EMPTY DANCE FLOOR! but really fun lah! coz i kept forcin tuck to
teach us magic! he can be really entertainin! while suddenly JOOE CALLED!
SO HAPPY! than was like wow u so happening! got exams still disco!
i really cant be bothered~ friends more important! time with friends
more important than anything else! my whole week is totally TAKEN!
10th = wisdom tooth "straightenin" YES! NOT PLUCKING!
11th = read through my JAVA exam notes...
12th = right after my exams..... meet pauline!! ya!
13th = settle chalet food, driving practise, sentosa bd celebration!
14-16th = chalet
16th = after chalet rush for belated mother day outing n shoppin!
17th = driving! n movies with friends!
18th = family day!
19th = rest..........
ok than 26th, school starts!!! damn! i really want to learn my
music stuff~ but it seems really impossible... im too busy~
GOD! HAVENT SETTLE THE STUPID TIGHTENIN OF BRACES!
*listening to CRAIG DAVID FEATURING STING--RISE n FALL ==*
*today's mood: OVERJOYED!*
..::|| every msg u send me.. i keep inside my heart..
every word u say.. it touches upon my soul. ||::.. justme's unforbidden words at 3:21 AM
Monday, May 05, 2003
You are Rinoa! Your relationships with others are important to you. You like to socialize and have a good time. To some people you might seem a little shallow, but you really just like to be happy and make others happy too.
-my tattoo is once again peelin like nobody's business! -my darling hong is finally attached with her "xiao yu"
-saw all his project mates. yet he not to be seen. disappointed~
guess wat? after we finish the asp exam, i saw a group of
pple practisin TAICHI on the rooftop! called everyone to see!
haha! so funny! in nyp? weird!~ stay back to study maths with yan, min n hong. all the way till
9pm. really miss those days studying till that time in sch..
erm.. not really studyin but gossipin with that group i missed. always told them that the night life in sch is really wonderful.
now they really experience it. shall not tok abt it.
este msg me gd luck~ so sweet of her! cycled to burger king to meet
the rest.. n this time i realised my foot cant reach the ground.
i got to tip toe~ i was speedin so fast! ma chime like doing stuns..
my sharp turnin everything, suddenly i felt so haolian! my
estimation everything so accurate~
realised something saddening~ my holis will end on the 26. not june!
but MAY! WTH?! i finish my exams on 12! i got so many things to do!
only 2 weeks? i hated being in year 3!
study till nearly 7, went dental, guess wat? IS NOT OPEN! n
no one called? n i had an appointment~ didnt know wat to do...
went dinner with the guys.. of coz, n yan.. after that went down
to ps to watch XMEN2! MY GOD! MUST WATCH! IS VERY NICE! very exciting! germs msg me gd luck 4 my exams too! THANKS!
i really hate aloy! argh! anyway is it wrong to watch ah cheng? wat so wrong? is really nice leh! my sis, just ANYONE, will give
me a weird look when i said, aye, who watched ah cheng yesterday?!
esp derek, he made so much joke out of it! n he actually sings
the starting part!~ *pengs*
just woke up by tequila's call.. forgot to msg they all will
be goin out later.. guess i was too tired~ yesterday~..
seems like everyone is in the holis mood!
papers left:
JAVA
A MATHS ASP (INTERNET PROGRAMMIN) ELECTRIC COMMUNICATION ELECTRIC CIRCUIT JAVA LAB ELECTRIC CIRCUIT LAB
im ready for outing!!!!!
*listening to SUGARBABES--SHAPE ==*
*today's mood: bloated*
..::|| i may not be the best to the rest, but im definately
the best for u. because i only care for u. ||::.. justme's unforbidden words at 3:46 AM
my guzhen lao shi pass away.. im really upset over it.. cried over it..
who will expected the last time i see him was
last moon cake festival? although our orchestra is
real small, but all the lao shi really dote on us..
he is fierce but he meant gd.. im goin to miss him.. will go down to pay my respect to him tomolo.
i will wear dull colours for a month. is the only
respect i can give to him.
i dyed my hair black again.. really black.. i look so much
better. but during the process was so funny.. my daddie?
he ALMOST USED SHOWER CREAM ON MY HAIR!!!! his excuse?
aiya, the dove shampoo n shower cream look the same!
NO! THE SHAPE IS DIFFERENT!! and we argue over applying
conditioner on my hair! he was like, aiya~ no need to put lah! my news start liao! but of coz, he still help me wash my hair!
haha! he was there, hai~ u really XIAO JIE LEH! help u dye, must
help u wash, dry, still must help u blow and comb... u how old liao? goin 20!! i shouted! haha!
ok, im really pampered~ spolit everything... n i really
TREASURE all these moments! hungry, go eat, tired, go
sleep, sian, go out, no hsework, enjoy life, freedom,
have almost anything i want... no one will nag. ok lah~
besides having exams n projects! i really dunno wat is
goin to happen if one day things start to change......
at least now i dun spent like there is no tomolo~
ok dun think so much... im happy now..
innexis gave me another heart! so nice of her.. thanksto who u are!
*listening to MADONNA--AMERICAN LIFE ==*
*today's mood: cant study!!*
..::|| aLL i WaNt |s pLaCe | cAn aLwAyS gO tO fOr AcCepTaNcE oR tHe s|mpLe cOmFoRt ThAt s|LeNcE br|nGs WhEn Th|nGs FeLt UnSpOkEn CaN bE uNdErStOoD ||::.. justme's unforbidden words at 2:21 AM
Friday, May 02, 2003
You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly happy with almost everything you do and would never cahnge your life.
Your driving force in relationships is quality time. You think it's important to set aside time for your friends and boyfriend/girlfriend to just chat and hang out. You believe that you can still be intimate with the other person without being physically close.
CHIO: wow...this one really got class man...so stylish, walk like model...you are the envy of everyone with your designer clothes, architecturally designed house with Jean Paul Gaultier sheets and expensive car. all the guys want you and all the girls want to be like you. your smooth and polished ways are a definite plus! got standard got standard - clap clap clap...
aye jess! keep comin to my blog~ im so honoured! haha~ thanks jess!! purposely put so many quiz for u to do leh! haha~ no lah~ is i nothin to do...
hai~ finish ur exam happy lah! dun dao hor! even pau n sher finish early than me!
but aye! SHIN IS THE LASTEST!!!! hahaha! ok we shall go out one day?!
been tokin to pau these 2 days... tok for quite long~
no serious tok.... ok lah~ maybe those abt job stuff....
manda called me askin me for yippy number.... weird.... why me?
ask me for pau's number i still understand..
"sort of" watch that 5566 show with pau~ is so hilarious!!! im starting to love that soon guy.. he is SO MATURED in his behaviour!!
although i like renfu's jokes n that "sharp feature" guy....
suddenly felt so poetic~
inspire by my ex the other day.
check under my inspiration site on the left.
tokin to germs now on the fone. she cant interpret
an hour and a min! god! told her how i felt so "weird"
realisin OTHER CONVENT girls r reading my blogs too!
but is ok lah~ coz me too~ esp those who constant update
their blogs..
saw some bloggers of others..
suddenly i see this sentence, "lena siao is staring at me! im so dead!" haha! kinda miss her!
4 pple give hearts to me!
THANKS to
INNEXIS, KAEDEN, ZHEN, DA02WN.
just realise how 2 use this...
============================================================== kaeden, hope jie was not harsh on u the other day on my sms.
just trying to get my point across to u. if im a bit too much,
i apologise, coz im tryin to snap u back to ur reality, give
everyone a chance. at the same time, u can see who r ur real
friends too, isnt that perfect? just dun stab urself, just anyhow
cut cut if ur hands itcy, not too deep k? =) like me, i regret
the scar i made, such a huge R. i always tot i was rational, but
i guess i love the guy too deep liao. coz he is the 1st i did such
things. i didnt even ask 4 reason, or anything when we break.
if she urs, she will be back. u dun have to love a person by
keepin her by urside. ============================================================== germs, as the bgr u were askin me, i tink i will explain.
coz we r no longer in ij, alot of things u all wouldnt know..
bet alot of pple misunderstood i think. im not in a rs now,
nor lookin 4 one. coz there is other something goin on. *=>
ok i shall reveal till here. im happy with my lovelife now! =)
im more bothered abt my own friendship pro im facing right now.
by right, i can "run away" but than i really treasure these particular
2 friends of mine, fen n mic. is like how i treasure u, sher, zhen,
pau they all. is just we dun have to say it out. we know how close
our bondings are like. so i decided to face it no matter wat the
outcome will be like.
so im tryin to say, u n i both have our own friendship problems..
yours seem more complicated than mine. but if u think is worth
the quarrel to sort it out, why not try? since the situation is
already so tense. im also kinda dread to go thru this. i never been
in such state b4.
==================================================================
*listening to EASON--SHI NIAN ==*
*today's mood: I!!*
..::|| HATRED is merely the result of wounded LOVE .. ||::.. justme's unforbidden words at 2:20 AM
Thursday, May 29, 2003
