the beautiful mistake*
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
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so paisei~ realised that jess saw that entry of mine! haha~ deleted it liao!
germs! r u upset? abt this news?
i was SO SHOCK to see hong n yan came to look for me while i was
doing the "touching-up" on my 2 PAINFUL TATTOOS! they were like,
"belinda..." then next "MY GOD! ur skin is so red! GOT BLOOD! aye,
so painful!" and again~ they said," aye she looked like u! (hong)"
i said, oh, she(hong) is my sister. so many pple said we looked alike~
went to watch [anger management] with hock, yan n hong. GUYS! DUN WATCH!
IS LOUSY! was horribly exhausted when i reach home. but, still managed
to chat with pau till 1240am.. SO HAPPY! although i told her dun call me, but she did~
as u all know, im not someone who loves to chat on phone. but i dun mind.
andrew's getting samsung phone! hong n yan know that if any of us
are carryin a samsung flick hp, im goin to murder the person! irritating!
alot of things happen during this week... i shall blog some
interestin ones...
how i n yan was "exchangin knowledge" during our test~
blackout n stuff~ the throwing of answer sheet.....
hong brought yan n me to taka STAFF CANTEEN for our dinner!
so next time when is damn crowded outside, BABES! NO FEAR!~! THERE
is STAFF CANTEEN! honestly, i was panicking when i went in! haha~
n my new vocab. "slit eyes" got this after seeing bernard!
ok, its hong friend, =)
saw this really shuai staff just yesterday! my god! i just cant help
but to keep lookin at him. best part, i NEVER SEE HIM B4! germs was
smsin,"u studing or bio-ing guys? study hard hor!"
my ex has been smsin me these 2 days. hong was like lookin at the msg,
y is he reporting his whereabouts to u? HOW I KNOW?! n again.. she is
laughin at his "trademark".. *pengS*
hong is ALWAYS laughin at my ex! just dun understand! but sometimes
really quite funny~ always laughin abt his uniform~
said im dying my hair to "real" black. mummy? seems not happy? mumble..
i said, gold u not happy, brown also, now im just getting my own color
just that im making it to real fake black. she also like... hmm.. goin
to reborn my hair. settle my sis wedd photo liao, bought 6 ear studs.
more or less done. now, im DYING FOR my CLASS CHALET! goin to sabo hong,
chiong, n settle all the food n bbq n stuff!! yaya!
after all these, will contact them. n my ij babes! i will set some time
to help out in the dinner stuff, tradition cheongsam (not me wearing!)
look for the girls makup artist, cars, n stuff! so fun! cant wait!
*listening to ROOM5 FEATURING OLIVER CHEATHAM--MAKE LUV ==*
*today's mood: IM SO BUSY!!*
..::|| a daiLy tHoUgHt, a SiLeNt TeAr, a cOnsTanT wIsH tHat
u ArE NeaR, wOrDs ArE FeW bUt tHoUgHts ArE DeEp MeMoRiEs oF U i'LL aLwAys KEeP.. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:58 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2003
Specifications
Display 260K color TFT LCD
Melody 40 Polyphonic Ringtones
Dimension 95 x 50 x 26 mm
Weight 124g
GPRS Class 8
Built-in Camera
WAP 1.2 Compliant
EMS / MMS (Multimedia Messaging Service
WHAT A BABE!!
IM GETTING THIS!!! I SWEAR!!! my next phone will be SAMSUNG!!! n im goin to
pay BY MYSELF!!! just in case my dad gets ANOTHER NOKIA PHONE!
this is also cool! i dun mind getting this too!! but it depends whether
they have it in the spore market anot~~ hai~
and alot of funny comments i wrote
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remember yan wants to get a samsung phone~
janet's dad wants to get her one samsung phone!
pauline? after brainwashin my dad, she wants to get one samsung phone herself!
my dad? aiya! nokia phone good! so many colours n patterns!
is been 2 years!!! he just wouldnt get a samsung phone for me!!!!!!
when i wanted a hp, he got me this lastest ericsson688, (u all shld know nokia not out yet that time!)
than i set my eyes on SGH A100, he got me 8250.
than when i wanted the V70, he got me 6510. (v70 not gd! nokia gd! this one also got radio one!)
now, i become smart.. i shall not say anything! haha! i will get it by myself!
of coz, im seriously broke!! i will be rich after september!!~ ok.. maybe after june?
*cross fingers*
my monthly output n input!
driving lesson
2x a week= $36 x 2 = $72
a month = $72 x 4 = $128
allowance
$50x 4 = $200(standard)
sis,mum = >$1000
transport
round off 60 bucks
dental
$100 per visit
health care
round off $50
misc(shop,food etc)
I DUNNO!!! less than $300 or $250?
that y i no longer enjoy my BREAK!!!
so i can save $10 n pay off for my driving lessons~~~
MUST BE INDEPENDENT! honestly, i felt REALLY proud
of myself... i no longer touch my 2 ATM cards anymore!
my mum was saying, aiya, u sure cannot survive 4 a week!
not as if i no $ to give u.. y suffer? not askin u to pay...
but im stubborn!! not because of this, i wouldnt realised im
really spent alot! now come to think abt it.... my lifestyle HAS change!
i no longer go to cafes, dun buy accessories, clothes, shoes,
im scare to enjoy myself!! pool, movies, bowlin, spa, blah.....
im no LONGER A HIGH MAINTAINANCE!!
im PROUD!!
justme's unforbidden words at 6:37 AM
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
% where do you
LIVE?
I LOOVVEE MY DEARIEE SO MUCH!!!!!!!
i just want to say.....
I LOVE YOU!!!!! *WIDE SMILES*
justme's unforbidden words at 9:42 AM
You're a Devil Kiss!
You're evil, but nice too.
You're funny and you know what you want.
You always say what you think and you protest when
they don't do what you want.
If you want something, you go on until you get it.
Make sure you don't frighten people.
You're kisses are very HOT, and that can be very
nice... ;)
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anyway guys, i wouldnt be blogging this
days... is my exams n common test month!
SICK! so DUN let me know if there is any
high tea goin on! or a night chit outside, or
madmonks, or CHALET!!! ahh!! i cant take it
knowing u all are having fun outside!!!
vomittin has been really a piece of cake for me!
food in.. if ok, means ok. but if
food in.. not ok, a burp can even coz me to throw up!
all i have to do is open my mouth n
XX censored XX
mum shouldnt have forced me to eat. she know
my condition~ see lah~ now she shocked..
ask me c doc again! told her later i kanna SARS!
haha.. made her in such a dilemma~ actually i lazy~
her kid not eating anything, once eat vomit~
and will lost a few kgs...
if good season, her kid will be eating NON STOP!
and gain a few kgs...
so at this time, dun make me angry hor! i will
eat n eat n throw all out at ur face! hahaha!
been really busy! hectic life huh?
oh ya! must remember to contact kok too! quite
some time never see him liao. do miss him.. tink i will
make a date with him to go out one day.
so happy that sheng actually read my blog!
i realised my blog is "not" that user friendly huh?
he seems not to know which can be click on the
left side... but anyway
for visiting my blog!!
he was shock that im afraid of butterflies. kept askin why.
hai~ min, hong n yan said i really very "shi bai" in
my relationship leh! ah... angry~~~ haha.. ok lah
i got no comments on this sia...
need to develop some photos for my relatives... STUPID!
my sis wedding photos.. she damn chio! thumbs up!
couldnt decide which to develop.. in fact, i tink
i have no time for this too! i will put aside this
first..
1)driving.. settle date. must remember!
2)dental, doc say he misses me! ask me faster to make
an appointment with his missy~ or esle my wisdom teeth...
3)citispa, settle date for facial.
4)must call xiao qian, settle date for 2round of tattoo darkening
(im scare! gtg thru that horrible needles n blood thing...)
5)gown hunting..
6)settle chalet money.
7)hair n makeup artist havent find!
8)dye BLACK HAIR, reborn n trim hair.
9)hollywood secret, settle date for manicure n pedicure
10)buy SMALL ear studs. to look decent.
and the list goes on....
ok.. i admit ONLY TODAY i enjoyed my driving
lesson.. drove from yck mrt all the way to hougang,
sengkang, compassvale, buangkok?
my teacher, said something shocking to me.
instructor : the 1st time i see u, i totally have no good impression of u...
me: (me drivin halfway stunned?) ok, so wat does that suppose to mean?...
in: ur bf so ah beng.. ur dressing..
me: WHO?! WAT AH BENG? OH.. just friend lah!
in: so how many bfs u got?
me: (hee, hee) dun have~ i never pak-tor b4!
in: dun bluff, say lah~ ok lah, tok abt the lastest one.
(of coz thru the conversation got tell him.)
*slap my thigh*
in: AIYO!
me: WAT! u ask me how many i got! i considered ok liao!
in: (he sure looked stunned) why breakup with him?
me: haha, wat makes u so sure i was the one?
in: not meh? then? why end?
me: AYE! wat does that suppose to mean~ *smile*
no feelin lor, go with him still think of my ex. just not right lah. is one sided.
in: aiyo, youngsters ah.. (than he n his buddhism fate stuff..)
me: haha, ya lor, fate lor.. (tryin to change topic here.. but doesnt work.)
(ask me how he looked like, wat kind of a person he is etc...)
me: aiyo, y so kapo..
in: than y still like him?
me: haha! i also dunno! i really dunno! just like lor.
he dun want me, wat to do? but ok lah, he can find better girls than me.
in: no lah! u got this "look" not all girls have.. style? character? just
"this pattern"
(WOW! INSTANTLY I FELT SO FLATTER!)
me: haha.. WAT? wat pattern? nah, me, fat fat, short short...
in: where got? u quite tall.. who ask u, (using his cane) see!
toe rings, anklets, rings, bracelets so many.. earrings so many!
so many henna tattoos here n there..
(i so scare of his cane! ma chime like my daddy..)
in: u must change lah. no wonder ur bf dun want u~
me: AYE!!!! erm.. only one can?! dun say until i like nobody want leh...
of coz i just find it hard to change topic! he just goes back!
kept askin me abt my ex. tok alot lah.. i said it was fate lah..
if got means got. if dun have, im gald to have him as my bf b4.
show him his photo in my wallet. the only one i left.
*listening to ONE FIFTH--ONE FIFTH ==*
*today's mood: confused*
..::|| ~*~..|iFe |s A|wAyS rEvO|vEd
ArOuNd A wOrLd Of uNkNoWn..LiV|Ng ArOuNd An AnSwEr Of mYsTeRy..aNd
sUrRoUnDeD bY wOrDs Of IrOny...~*~ ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 9:33 AM
Friday, April 18, 2003
guess what U JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK. hell yeah who
gives a shit about what the other ppl think.
The 2 Questions that runs through your head is
how far are you going to go and the other
question is Maybe i should walk around school
with my pants around my ankels? good job
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girl or shemale?
quite hard to see whether is girl or guy......
well if u like it alot.... there is more at
here!
go n search k? there is more of this fun stuff.....
justme's unforbidden words at 10:53 AM
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IM SO BUSY!!!
ever since tues.....
i can even remember wat i ate........
one small carrot cake.
5 nuggets.
one packet of wang wang.
yong tao hu = all fish cakes.
alot of packet drinks n mentos
till yesterday, friday............
yan n i... both lost weight!
my 2 kg? GONE! we slept so little..
wat can be so jalat when
WE FINALLY FINISH n trying to save
to our sch server n our project
is GONE~ just like that....
we have no backup, no c drive..
NOTHING! all gone! from morning 9am to
6pm... GONE! wat can be worst!
best part the sir didnt believe us?
gave us one more day. screw him!
went to andrew's hse.. started from
9pm to morning 345am..
must go home.. parents dun believe such
shit... reach home at 4am+ went
to sch at 745am! till 11am.. went
for my driving... engine store 2
times at main road! my mind?
faster go back to sch for project!
my ex msg me after like so long??
asking me how life's? honestly, im quite
happy... cause i was also thinkin of him this
few weeks too.. ask me when free go out shopping?
he needs to get a shirt. n see how am i?
hong? kept laughin when she heard my ex's
msg... buey tahan her...
but my shedule... VERY BUSY!! nah~
haha~ told him some other time..
saturday? COM SKILL EXAMS! havent touch on it!
die~
*listening to EMINEM--STAN ==*
*today's mood: empty*
..::|| action speaks louder
than words. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 10:22 AM
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
PLAYFUL LOVE:
You need someone at your intellectual and maturity
level who wants and needs the same things from
life that you do. You need someone who's just
as sarcastic as you are (b/c let's face it,
they've got to be able to catch your sarcasm)!
You need someone who you can bond with and can
share little secrets with. Almost like your
best friend...just of the opposite sex!
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"shen dao yi chu, tian xia wu di" haha~
quite funny when u hear tuck suaning sebas..
daddy's wind screen got SMASH! money's gone!
guess wat i ask? is ur hp still with u??!
gosh! i am really terrified! im so afraid i
will lost those sms msgs!
pple ask, than y change the phone with ur dad?
if u dun wish to see, why not delete? n if u want it,
why change phone with daddy?
i wished to know how to answer myself too~
oral presentation sucks so much! alot of stuff
forgot to say! anyway hyan came to my sch
right after work to help me in our asp...
but my asp just doesnt work...
but thanks hyan! made u come right after
ur nite shift n went home to sleep for less
than 3 hours!
supposed to call kok.. but im really too tired.
i feel so bad! so long never see him liao.
although never say, but i do miss every
single one of them. hai~ miscommunication~
really dun wish to speak 4 myself like last
time.. im mentally too tired.. physical..
maybe... time doesnt seem enough for me!
i got my sinus,
i got my pms,
i got my stress,
i got my fats that wouldnt go away,
i got my ups n downs,
i got so many things undone n unexplained!
but IM STILL a HAPPY GIRL! coz,
im a OVER PAMPERED CHILD!
im a SPOILT CHILD!
im LUCKY! , n dun have to so hsework!
n i LOVED TO PAMPERED ALL MY LOVED ONES!
sounds fake, but is true.. pple who
know me, i am who i am...
i love my life!
i love my r5r!
i love my CO friends!
i love my ij babes!
i love my family!
i still love all my EXs! except w..
after this sem, i believe i will be
missing yin lai, andrew, sean, jeffery, lin yuan,
derek, kai tuck, william, riez, adian, kharil, sebas.
their nonsense, their help over the 2 years,
the bits n pieces of encouragments to each other,
their UNEXPECTED behaviour! n sayings!!
many said, E9 are the most united n fun to
teach.. i agree! honestly, im goin to miss
u pple!
*listening to RONALD CHENG--JUE KOU BI TI
AI NI ==*
*today's mood: weary n stress*
..::|| Dwell on your past,
but I know that there's always tomorrow on the horizon ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:32 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2003
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driving was SO TERRIFIYING FOR ME!
1st was the estimation of the road bank.
2nd was the WHO CARES ABT THE BACK MIRRORS?
3rd, i got cramps on my feet!
lastly, I OWN THE WHOLE DAMN ROAD!
than he starts asking me questions abt the cars
he ask, i answered all without a sweat.
than ask me buttons than he tot i wouldnt know...
wow, how come u know? (fei hua~ im been playing
with my daddy's car for my 19 years of life!)
what button have i not pressed b4?!
the instructor i got, kept saying we got fate.
1st, he tok abt my bracelets
2nd, he ask me how many ear holes i have
3rd, he ask me are my rings real?
lastly, wow! ur toes also got rings n anklets!
*faint* he does notice me! i bet even my bf doesnt
notice as much as he does!!
than he starts toking abt buddhism...
than ask me to practise on the STEELING WHEEL?!
(ok car not moving, like kid playing with daddy's car)
ask me wat religion im in. told him im same as his.
god! from god-knows-where he suddenly took all
his certificate n photos n result slip on his
buddhism studies!!~
ok, than comes the correctin of errors.. he
uses a CANE!! well, he cant touch me. when
suddenly he said u quite sweet hor? fair fair,
ba ba, rou rou one..(plumpx2) with his cane
up n down my arm! honestly, i found it seriously
offensive.. but he didnt really do anything...
than when i was so concentrated.. he said,
"u dun mind i touch ur thigh?" (he touch liao lor!)
but not really touch more on tapped. n if he dun
say i wouldnt know either.. cause HE TAPPED not touch..
but the way he say is.... ok the more i say the more
wrong impression..
came to sch at 8am. sir TOKS ABT SARS!! SARS
LESSON?! so dumb.. went home at 10am. went home
saw my crush!! so excited! told janet n hazel
who were beside me! than tok abt this topics
throughout with janet. dun deny im not over.
i just say what i feel. went home n slept all
the way till 730pm!! im too tired i guess..
wat a pig!
*listening to DANNII MINOGUE--VIDE ON ==*
*today's mood: SMILEY*
..::|| Never Say I Love
You If U Dun Realli Care,Never Talk Abt Feelings
If They Arent realli there.Never Hold My Hand If
You Are Going To Break My Heart. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 9:04 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
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Lots of fun and generous to a fault my friends love me even when I don't love myself.
when the chinese yan n the ang mo yan communicate,
wat happens? pei suddenly couldnt understand
BOTH CHINESE N ENGLISH, with hong, andrew n
me laughin at the corner... myan was so cute!
maybe im not really used hearing her speaking english....
AGAIN... is 3 months~ ok only i know wat that means..
maybe stress bah?
my beautician call me to chat... haha so funny~
than my nurse called to interrupt... hai~
called my driving instructor today.. we like
old friends.... but still he seems fierce too~
my test date will be on sept....
my first drive tml at 130pm!! pple come n see
show k?!
didnt managed to watch my channel u just now...
so i still dunno is that him.. it will always
be a MYSTERY... unless...
REPEAT TELECAST!!!
got 3 missed calls n 5 sms in just 3hours~~~
till min ask me wat specialisation im in..
n guess wat? stupid system DUN WORK at 11pm
to 3am... now everyone knows except me! aargghh..
min says MUST BE HAPPY.. LIKE ME!! well, at least
she is taking the same time as me.... of coz lah~
she got ah beng instructor... i got AH PEK instructor!
must used all my ah pek handling guide knowledge!
ok for now... i will just hope things goes
REALLY WELL tml at 130pm!! dun really look forward to it.
*listening to RED HOT CHILLI PEPPER--
CANT STOP ==*
*today's mood: cough.. NOT SARS*
..::|| is not easy to loved
somebody, either to forget that somebody, so treasure
it as it NEVER COMES TWICE! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:07 AM
Monday, April 07, 2003
cute
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im SO ILL. suddenly felt everyone is SO concern
abt me. a LOUD SNEEZE n everyone come askin, are
u having a fever?? u sure? for MY INFO, SARS
got no flu? only difficult in breathing..
ok block nose.. does that count?
jie came home immediately day n she fed
me all the pills, herbal tea, put all the things
beside for my easy access.. i felt so pampered!
now she left to her own hse, i just found $50 bucks
on my table.. feel so loved by her..
where can i find such a jie?
found out my att date will be next year. kinda
dissapointed.. n derek so cute, say he will act
sissy in order to let him join the girls.. haha~
hai~ ever since i broke up with ben,
im been having a good life...
this 4 months.. i been eating n eating..
and that 2 kg just doesnt go..!
aarrghh...
defination of SARS
= Seven April Resume Sch [seem that it extended]
= Sporeans Are Really Scared [who aint?]
= Stupid Assholes R Spreading~ [not really their fault huh?]
hmm... overheard some of this.......
n my funny sms from my darling germs...
Disappointed? Sad? Heart Broken?
Life is meaningless? No where to go?
Suicide?
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Welcome to TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL
and take a DEEP BREATH!
why all SARS patients are sent to
TTSH? = Take Tonic Sure Heal
cause
SGH = Sure Go Heaven
CGH = Cant Go Home
NUH = No U-turn Home!!
but of course, ALL THE DOCTORS N NURSES
EARNED MY RESPECT FOR THEM!!! EVERY
SINGLE ONE OF THEM!
THANKS ANGELS!!!!
*listening to LESLIE CHEUNG--ZUI ==*
*today's mood: SICK!*
..::|| When I cry, I close my
eyes and all the tears fall down inside ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:18 PM
Thursday, April 03, 2003
Naughty but nice, not to sweet hard to beat.Not to
bad to make us mad.
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leslie jump down from 24th storey. honestly, i really
didnt understand why i actually felt so much for him.
to think i actually FEEL UPSET
I WANT TO PLAY POOL~ ANYONE??? just played it
today... but is goin to rust if i dun practise~~
*listening to FAYE--HERO ==*
*today's mood: study stress*
..::|| I often get lost in daydreams,
hoping they may happen someday ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:22 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
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PURE EVIL??? HUH?!
ok fine~ i got TATTOOS!!!
! so what?!
i GOT 2 OF THEM!! i DUN DENY!
i only felt it in hong william n tequila~
I REALLY APPRECIATED IT! REALLY!
those encouragement were really needed!
i got black hair now! everyone said it looked
SO MUCH BETTER... but... i still like my
gold hair~ i looked SO FAIR! n this is
something i NEVER KNEW!!
anyway HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! is a
day to say I LOVE YOU
to those
u LOVED!! so hereby i say....
u know who u are!!!
np is closed. wat more can i say?
im from NYP! AH!!!
*listening to PANG WEI BO--JUST WHEN I NEEDED
YOU THE MOST ==*
*today's mood: feelin fat~~*
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justme's unforbidden words at 1:23 AM
