the beautiful mistake*
Friday, January 31, 2003
 | Cheer Bear
You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together. |
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shin r u alright? dun be such a sadist like
me too hor!! DUN CUT URSELF!! I DO BUT DOESNT MEAN
I ENCOURAGE THAT!!! do keep everything to urself? call me if u
want to let go. u know im always there if u call me! n wat kind of a result
u got on ur blog??? not true wor!!
u didnt make sure i got enough sleep! im always awake at night!
so WRONG!!!! n also one of my classmate was sayin that she
ALWAYS see u in YCK area!! what the hell u doin here? stalk me huh?
shy sia...haha
anyway dun be sad k? im also havin quite a hard time with some
misunderstandin here. thank god i got my bunch of classmates
to go through with me!!! i love U ALL so much!! my r6r!!!!~
*listening to DC--THE LOST PAGES* ==
*today's mood: giddy*
..::|| There is no mistake so great as
the mistake of not going on.. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:21 AM
What Type Of Rider Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Congrats, you are a Hunter/Jumper! The higher, the better! When you
ride, you don't just ride a normal horse, you ride pegasus! No guts,
no glory, but you guys had guts, (9' fences), and you got the glory![wow!]
If your horse could go any higher, he would need wings.
just came back from the wet market! time now is
130am! tired! im having a really restless day today~ make so much mistakes
in my lab today. yan was like," BELINDA!! WAT HAPPEN??!!" i was like day-
dreamin~ calculatin 26.7 n i wrote 28.7..? she was askin whether i know
how to calculate log on my cal, n i told her the "formula" stuff? n best part~
it was also wrong!! im sorry!!!
thank god yan always tolerate me! her patient towards me really UNlimited!!
THANKS YAN!! SO GALD TO HAVE KNOWN U!
was tokin abt horoscope today~ didnt know yan know so much abt this type
of stuff! wat tarot, ghost, spirits, elements, horoscope... she got alot
of very interestin stories!! she was tokin abt she n her sister n the 3rd
eye stuff... ma chiam so scarely~ of coz i dun show it lah~ must act cool!haha
You are Obsessed with Music!
You are a...well just a loser. you sit in your house all day long
and do nothing but watch music videos or listen to music. (*Someone
get this kid some sex STAT!*)
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saw someone blog the other day. she mention about
this auction goin on at yahoo. was totally indeed amaze by this particular
product! n also
this adult stuff~ she was tokin abt on her blog too!
MUST SEE!!!
i wonder puck reach spore liao? saw some lucky draw on the SGH t500 phone
again!! must go cut it out! i want a flip flap samsung phone! the desire
of havin a flip phone was so great till i change 2 of my nokia covers!
HOPEFULLY TO GET IT BY THIS YEAR!!! [plan ends this oct!] i will get sgh a800!!
*listening to EMINEM--WITHOUT ME* ==
*today's mood: exhausted*
..::|| Everybody comes from the same source. If
you hate another human being, you're hating a part of yourself. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 3:05 AM
Thursday, January 30, 2003
Which kind of pop are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You're Pepsi. You can always be counted on. You may have that weird
fizzly feeling in someone's nose if they drink you too fast, but you're
pretty reliable.
really got a great time with janet n yan today!
went out with them to toa payoh. was a sudden plan! actually wanted to
get new year clothes but than who knows.. bought 3 handphone covers n
4 bracelets! those accessories are actually those u will see at town!
one cost like $50 onwards? n there sell like $9.9? trust me! it doesnt
looked like cheap stuff! yan said i waste money~ aarrghh.. cant helped
it! waste a total of $46 at pasar malam itself! still own yan 10 bucks!
tried on a "fur" denmin jacket at [this fashion]. janet n yan said i
already got the "tai tai" look, wear this looked more like one! i really
want to get the pointed heels i tried at [bata]. yan was sayin that if
i wear that heels n the fur jacket, i really looked like tai tai liao!
hm... is that good or bad? at this age? 19? tai tai?
indecisive on which bracelet to get. ask the both of them. the auntie chose
the big chain one. she said i was "CHUNKY!!" janet n i was like huh? wat the
XX?? wats chunky? [old chunky]?? wat she meant was "PUNKY". she got so much
to say on me. my spiky accessories, my men watch, even my schoolbag zip! maybe
everything on me is HUGE! thats why~ n honestly, i JUST REALISED IT!
oh..~ im so chunky! [shin, dun kan na sai on me!]
i will be addin some interestin stuff tomolo! do come back for more k?!
*listening to EMINEM--LOSE YOURSELF* ==
*today's mood: IM SO HAPPY!*
..::|| loving u is all i ever wanted..holding u
is all i ever felt..missing u is wht i can't deny.. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:21 AM
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You're Superman. Stay away from green rocks. [dun worry, i hate green anyway~
sorry este n sher! know ur favourite colour is green!]
i still loved batman..... aye~ im superman. n i loved batman? SHH... oh ya~ just
forgot i also loved powerpuff girls...! phef~..
SHIN! MUST DO HOR! PURPOSELY FOR U ONE! HAHA
sian ah~ first thing in the mornin. mummy came over
to my room to quarrel with me?? dun ask me wat happen, i got no idea either??
went to amk central with hong, yan n min. bought this underwear design was
so unique!! cost me 25 bucks~ quite all right i think!
must show it to my sister!!
What Makeup Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Lipgloss
puck is flyin back at 11am (spore time).. [3pm in uk]. goin to miss seeing
her online! esp she is always in irc to tok to me at this time of the mornin
(3am) when all my friends are asleep!~ im tokin to her right now~ my last
mornin with her for the month!
well, i see my ex on icq now. hm.. he been online quite frequent these
few nights. or perhaps "morning"~
attachment? i ponder...
sometimes if it's not because of the torns, i don't think the Rose would
be much a difference from the rest of other flowers.life has been bad n
hard for me recently. n i know is hard to forget as i often will
relate things to do with u. im still tryin my best not to mention anything
that got to do with u.
*listening to AMURO NAMIE--WISHIN ON THE SAME STAR* ==
*today's mood: cynical*
..::|| You never told me how much you care, or how much I
mean,& I dunno how to find out. All I can do is ask myself, 'Is there something i
can do to make myself know u abit more?' ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:11 AM
Tuesday, January 28, 2003
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chinese new year comin... the only thing im excited is
goin back to IJ n meet my ex classmates!
Valentines day.
aahh.. *grab my hair* Im gonna hide on that day.
where r u?! im missing u horribly
*Are You in Love?*
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You Are in love with someone, you probably are utterly dedicated to this
special someone but you have very strong feelings.
this is so true for me..
dunno wat to make on valentines' day...
i used to love valentines' days! got so much chocolates n flowers!
exchangin of presents too!
last year also, really wonderful memories... this year?
dwellin over past events~
slept at 6am+ in the morning~ was online downloading mp3! doing online quizzes to
put them on my blog n was also tokin to puck, peter n kaeden yesterday.
i still dunno wat to do for my online pictures leh!!!
i see others album i so jealous!!!! shin said i waste money! getting a
video cam that cannot upload to com~ is can lah~ dunno how to mah!!
nvm! i will settle it ONE DAY! but dunno when?~
What Yaoi Final Fantasy 8 Couple are You?
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You're Squall/Rinoa! Why'd you do this test? We all KNOW you're really into
the Het pairings - So what if it doesn't involve two men sweating it out? Lovey-Dovey
Couples RULE! i dun have! aarghh..
didnt eat any meals today! im so amaze by myself! i just realised it just now~
n the most HIONG CONVERSATION between me n daddy
[sendin him to the door]
daddy: need me to get anything?
me: hm.. nothin at the moment. OH YA, get a can of tuna.
daddy: in the fridge got wat..
me: but can u just get one more can?
daddy: y leh? y must get one more? [sacarstic]
me: aarrgghh..coz thats the last can! n i lazy to get in case is
finished.[jokingly]
daddy: y last can? y lazy? y finish? [more sacarstic]
me: KAN NI NAN LAH~ u want to get anot? [jokin]
daddy: okok lah~ get for u lah..
both of us started to laugh..
i guess is just so wonderful to get such a parents like me.. both of them
i can just tok without any restrictions. vulagarities n dirty jokes i share everything
with them. is 1045pm now! got to go shower! later still need to go n post my
lucky draw!! [all my hopes on gettin a free samsung T500 phone!] n also goin to
NTUC to get maggie noodles~ [closin at 12am coz of new year] n later to pick my mum
up at the bus stop! will be back at 1145pm!
than will go online to blog this post! n meetin shin online!~
*listening to JOEY--LIU SA* ==
*today's mood: runnin nose~*
..::|| Without family,one starts to feel lonely.Without
Love,time passed slowly. And without YOU,i declare life -A Misery! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:41 AM
Sunday, January 26, 2003
What Kind Of Cartoon Doll Are You?? brought to you by Quizilla
thurs... scarly night.. aloy.. DOWNSTAIRS MY HOUSE..
even knew i went to the toilet.. nvm. after an hour or two.. there he was..
callin my phone.. tokin exactly like wilson abt fate n mushy stuff..
aarrgghh.. just wanted 2 tell him.. no fate no fate go away.. there he was
again... expressing his "undying love" for me exactly on the first day he
knew me.. n blah blah blah...
wats all these abt fate? all the guys i know whether i liked or not, always
tell me abt fate n stuff.. "backstabbin" one another by tellin me, oh i think
no one is like me, coz im so "blah blah blah" comparing to my other guys pals..
IM THE BEST GUY!
is like telling me this, IM RARE! EXTINCT! TAKE ME OR U WILL REGRET!
same old lines.. be more sensible. never loved someone whose heart isnt with
u anymore. be true [i never was until him]. love means thick skinned [but
pride overtook me.. ]. never go steady with other people's bf even if the guy
confess [coz u could be next he dump!]. friends' bf is definately a NONO!
friends is more important than lover unless he becomes ur husband.
..::||Gr3aTest distaNce Is NoT oF HeaveN oR Earth; or HeLL or ClouDs; buT its
wheN I'm StaNDing iN fronT of You and i Can'T saY " I LoV3 you"...||::..
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went to gym with hazel n got to give up goin shoppin with the girls on fri...
promise hazel 1st! cant break my promise~
the good thing was = hazel n i had ALOT OF FUN! even exploring the treadmill
was so amusin for us! though there was only the 2 of us. we were practically
laughin our lungs out every second! well, i draggin yan to go gym one day with
hazel n i~ coz is so fun!
the bad thing was = the girls went to buy BRA!! aarrgghh~ i been wantin
to get some latest designs~ n of coz shoppin n eating!! we r just so pampered!
or perhaps we r already practisin on how to be a typical "future-to-b" TAI TAIs.
lots of things happened on fri.. 1st was upset janet wasnt there. 2nd was i
cant partner another person. 3rd, yan was shoo off the lab! i so sad!! 4th was
the exploded experiment i did.. i was shock! i was totally blackout n too stunned
to react. pale.. suddenly heart felt so weak n my limbs went jelly.. well, at
least my sir was kind enough to do the lab 4 me! but at the same time he kept
"suanin n ka jiaoing" me.. im once again "well-known" for bad stuff!
nite class was also very funny.. esp during me, yan, hazel, adian n tuck was
"stealin" some tea snacks.. those muffins, tea n coffee... wow! how tuck trying
to scare us by saying, "GUARDS COMING! x2" how adian reacted to it was so drama!
Which Drugged Unicorn are you?
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Camelot. You are ruler of all but you dont want to be. People look up to you
but your just trying to be like everybody else. [sound so wei da!]
went to highlight my hair.. it was SO WRONG! SO SO WRONG! my hair.. golden orange!
HOW TO GO OUT LIKE THAT?! ma chiam like ah lian!!!
help mum to bake tarts until now... 7am++ whole night.. both of us.. exhausted is
the word.. dun think im meetin shin tml.. new year clothes? guess im not gettin~
went dinner with daddy.. he was so delighted?! hm... no idea? from 8pm eat till 10pm!
just got my first new year ang bao from my cousin. $50 bucks. chey so little.. expected
more from her.. well nvm, my sis will not want hers anyway~ so i will take it! hee! so
that leaves me with 100 bucks for the start! my mum? shld be standard. every year $150
my ah ma? from 20 cents to $200. like shares.. u never knows when it drops.. this year
just think i will get around $500? is gettin lesser every year~ dun have that much relatives.. saddenin~ not like some
of my friends so easily $1k++
*listening to CHRISTINA AGUILERA--BEAUTIFUL* ==
*today's mood: bad hair day!*
..::|| i felt no pain,runnin away frm all reality
of emotions. fear, tiredness conquer me. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 6:35 PM
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
What Name SHOULD You Have Been Called? brought to you by Quizilla
Elegant and old fashioned [???!! old fashion?...*peng*]
couldnt find my song i wanted! im been lookin
for quite some time~ not everyone appreciated it~ it took me like months to
realise actually the song wasnt that bad~
BJORK = I HAVE SEEN IT ALL
anyone who got this song~ PLEASE TELL ME! it HOLDS ALOT of really sweet
memories i have! or possible download for me?! or which webbie allows me just to
download it just like that~ tell me!~ coz im a com idiot~
goin down to changi hospital tomolo~ n is 456am now! aaarrghh..
*listening to WHITNEY HOUSTON--I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU* ==
*today's mood: ponderings*
..::|| there is no Past...only memories of the Past...
the sky u see Now u have never seen before... the only existing n perfect moment
is Now... be glad of it ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 10:26 PM
Monday, January 20, 2003
What kind of a Final Fantasy Fan Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
is been rainin like cats n dogs these past few
days. like yesterday mornin, as usual, couldnt get to slp, so
decided to do some pull ups. i was like so nicely bathe, hair wet.
took some time to walk to the trainin area. wonderful weather,
530am, no one, windy, fresh.
did lots of pull ups "on n off", pumpings n sit ups... i was
totally exhausted after that 10 mins or so... ya i know.. is lousy
maybe i did too fast? anyway i decided to go joggin when suddenly
*bish...* heavy downpour leh!!!! wow lao~ so kanna sai~~ so i didnt
jog.. i ran... now im havin a runnin nose n arms achin...
met pau yesterday, got 2 sucker fishes, n went to ask the price
to dye n highlight my hair= $65 for my length damn cheap!... after that
went shoppin with my mum at northpoint... got her to get me "ba gua"!
haha! so happy!!! although i cant really chew.. but the taste of it makes
my day!!! haha~
tok to hong hong till 548am today~ woke up at 2pm today~ ok lah
standard timin.. im so hungry~~ aarrghhh.. no one at home~~~
tokin to shin on icq now~ she in class now~ oh.. saddenin~~~
im at home sneezin my nose out~
finish downloadin. all the things she said by tatu n bi hu man bu
by pang wei po. but im "addicted" to nick carter = do i have to
cry for u... so nice!!!!!
*listening to TATU--ALL THE THINGS SHE SAID* ==
*today's mood: feelin cold..*
..::|| It's Hard To Leave, Yet Hard
To Stay. Why Does It Have To Be This Way? ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:02 PM
Saturday, January 18, 2003
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You have the super power of... Flight! The dream of mankind is to fly, and like Superman, Storm and Magneto you can soar above the rest of us, but it sometimes means you leave your head in the clouds.
just painted my nails in those really dark colours!!
daddy's reaction was "GIRLS~ ok lah very nice lah [without even lookin at
them!]" mummy's reaction was "aiyo~ so hiao~ but not bad coz u got a nice
pair of fair hands!"
so long didnt call my jie liao.. kinda miss her.. everyone will be out tml!! n
where the hell will i be?! SCHOOL!! GOSH! i cant even go after school! coz
ALL SHOPS WILL BE CLOSED!~ aaarrghh~~ 930pm! nvm~ at least i went town with
my bunch of kakis on wed~ so fun!~ tot abt that, we were standin in front of
this drink store at [tangs] n there were this particular drink called
["hear me roar" n "maca rocket"] n is meant for guys! well, even if im
a guy, i will not even dare to order~
"miss can i have a cup of "hear me roar"? hmm... i wonder is it standard cup or
got upsize?~ haha.. well there is also drink meant for ladies too!
seems like there isnt any nice songs comin up these few days~ my discman? old cds..
didnt listen to my jay's cd anymore.. esp the latest one... just made me think of him..
like today in sch.. even britney n linkin park also~
im BEEN SERIOUSLY MISUNDERSTOOD,
BACKSTABBED n WORST, INSULTED!! u knew it~ n theres not a single word of concern from u.
i did some soul searchin on myself.. i still think im right! well, heard that everyone
sort of "difted apart" in some ways.. this isnt my pro liao! that is up to u all!
im 'FORCED" out of that circle! i have seem thru! just make it this way. our friendship
cant withstand this test! u all know wat a person i am. im someone who dun bear grudges
n im a easy goin person. better dun say anymore! just in case some stabbers changed
my meanin again!!!! GOSH! PULL UP UR SOCKS LAH!
since i cant get my "reputation" back... i might as well be the BAD GUY u all assumed!
thinkin that ur should know wat kind of a person i am.. i cant tolerate such nonsense..
since i cant explain, i shall not explain for myself.
n when ur start to believe, i shall say u all have lost me.
coz this time, I CHOSE MY OWN COMPANY!
i became stronger in the sense! n definately more mature in certain ways. i wont b
cryin my eyeballs out so easily this time round. well at least i know my name is
SPREAD to other classes in my coz! im finally FAMOUS!
*listening to NICK CARTER--DO I HAVE TO CRY FOR U* ==
*today's mood: ok lor*
..::|| Don't argue with an idiot; they will bring you
down to their level then beat you with experience. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 4:17 PM
Friday, January 17, 2003
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You are normal. You like to get some, but your not a whore. You usually have ALL your clothes on..
ya, been filmin my class for the past 2 days... quite fun actually to see
wat type of life am i havin in poly for my parents.. well, i have showed it to my dad, my mum?
havent seem her for the past two days too! cause im already asleep b4 she comes home. n when i
wake up for sch, she's asleep~ so gave her a call today while i was in sch. kinda miss her
u see... okok~ maybe most of ur dun have the habit of missin ur mum.. but im the kind of
person who will miss "practically" ANYONE easily!
anyway, i told her i kinda miss her thats y i called. n i didnt know her reaction was so..
no idea how to describe but can feel that she was really on "cloud nine" n touched all these lah.
n we tok ard 5 mins accordin to my watch. tell her wat happen durin my past 2 days.. i film, went
to register drivin with my classmates ard like 9 of us?! we r so "on" sometimes.. told her i saw
lu weilin, wat did dr tan did to my teeth n stuff like that~...
tequila was askin how come got so many things to tok~ haha.. i also dunno..
got a really fun time goin out with hong, min, yan n tuck. oh n yan's sis too~ tuck just have
alot of "unexpected" jokes~ u just never expect wat is goin to happen next~ thinkin abt
the expression he got over the stool was already so comical. thats just him...haha
tokin abt my braces, dr tan added rubberbands in my braces n "lengthen" the height of the cement!
i in the state where i have started to swallow my food down. n of coz was "choke" many times~ i
can be really hungry at times where i just can "auto" vomit out those fluid in my stomach! thats
is how jalat it went~ weak legs occurs "OUT OF THE SUDDEN" so i make sure i drink lots of milk
b4 i go sch~ just got to feel im bloated n off i go~~ just in case i fall outside.. at home still
ok lah~
BACK TO IJ ON THE 31st JAN, FRI AT 720AM.
those got camera bring camera hor! coz no chance to see it again~ demolishin soon!
only confirm with pau, yan n sher.. havent settle with the rest~
those who see this, do give me a call n check it out~
well~ im skippin my communication skills lesson!~ pau skippin her jap class...
sher? chey~ 1pm than start lesson... dun care her~ haha.. yan taking leave that day...
*listening to DR DRE FEAT SNOOP & NATE--THE NEXT EPISODE* ==
*today's mood: happy*
..::|| I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there is truly
someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do
something about it or not. We may meet our soulmates by chance, but loving and staying with
our soulmate is still a choice we have to make. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:46 AM
Monday, January 13, 2003
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You are completely dangerous.....rock on
woke up with a couple of missed calls n few sms..
but all happen to be private numbers n numbers that is not in my record,
so got no idea~
so sweet of shin to sms me asking me am i alright.
THANKS DARLIN! i just needed a few supports here n there~
but need to tell u something, i cant find any hp batt lah~
pau's dyin her hair again~ said see how the result n will bring me there!
she just knew i wanted blue black hair even since purple was a failure!
went to [simlim] to settle my videocam. FINALLY IS SETTLED!
andrew was really a funny guy. anyway quickly went to [united square]
to collect my BRAND NEW DISCMAN! took the elevator n went straight to 29th floor!
wow! my ears were blocked n felt abit giddy. but all these is worthwhile!
the discman was SUCH A BABE! SO CHIO! n to think i didnt have to pay for that~
cant bear to use it!
watchin [fear factor] now.. is been really long since i last hold a rifle..
kinda miss shooting now~ shall see how much does the [yishun safra] charge...
is not open to public.. saddenin~ got to check it out someday~
called sean to check whether he has the photoshop program. thank god he has them!
can play with my photos!! n dump them all in the webbie! as alot of pple has been
rushing me for it!! paisei! n my webbie went "HAYWIRED"!
yan is needed URGENTLY!
*listening to MARY J. BLIGE--FAMILY AFFAIRS* ==
*today's mood: relax*
..::|| RELaTioNSHip aRE LikE gLaSS. SomETimE
iS BETTER To LEavE THEm BRokEN THEN TRY To pick up THE BRokEN piEcES,
BEcauSE You aLwaYS END up HuRTiNg YouRSELf. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:18 PM
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The Real Princess - First impressions aren't always what they seem. Maybe you don't look like a princess at first, but no one could say you don't have a royal heart! You might be a bit too sensitive, but that just adds to your delicate charm. (From The Princess and the Pea, by Hans Christian Andersen)
When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because the most beautiful
thing in the world is unseen.
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird and
when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.
There are things that we never want to let go of,
people we never want to leave behind, but keep in
mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the
beginning of a new life.
Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt,
those who have searched and those who have tried.
For only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.
A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you
care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you
long for him. It's when he begins to love another and
yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you.
If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart
spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may
find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have
to die with it.
The strongest people are not those who always win but
those who stand back up when they fall.
Somehow along the course of life, you learn about
yourself and realize there should never be regrets,
only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.
A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,
waits forever when you say, just a minute, stays when
you say leave me alone, opens the door even before
you knock and says can I come in?
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not
how you listen but how you understand, not what you
see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how
you hold on.
It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than
outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while
secret tears scar forever.
In love, very rarely do we win but when love is true,
even if you lose, you still win just for having the
tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.
There comes a time when we have to stop loving
someone not because that person has stopped loving us but
because we have found out that they'd be happier if
we let go.
It's best to wait for the one you want than settle
for one that's available. Best to wait for the one you
love than one who is around. Best to wait for the
right one because life is too short to waste on just
someone.
Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one
who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who
takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to
be the love you never knew you wanted.
If you really love someone never let go, don't
believe that letting go means that you love best, instead
fight for your love, that's what true love is.
*listening to 5566--QIANG SHENG* ==
*today's mood: relax*
..::|| dun judge just becoz of what u heard. understand e whole situation.
if it happened to u..what would u have done?||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:16 PM
who are you (for girls) brought to you by Quizilla
you are stef, you dont care what anyone thinks of you, and like kool stuff.
got some webbies here to share... click on them to view!
very touching korean STORY
sure to tear~
well, at least i know, min, yan, pau n me felt the impact after reading the
story!
another very meaningful love theory of life.
both very nice!!!~ cant be missed~~
after all these heartfelt webbies, got one more relaxing one~
listen to the piano piece here.
*listening to CANDIGANS--LOVEFOOL* ==
*today's mood: neutral*
..::|| wHen t|Me cOmes & u waNna g|ve ur Heart tO sOmeBody,
mAke ur Best tO se|ect sOmeOne wHo wil| Never Break ur
Heart coz BrOkeN hEart has nO ....spareparts!! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 2:06 AM
Which Stereotypical Aspect Of Me Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
You're my GRUNGE side! A little shabby and rugged, you have a tendency to do things your own way. You know your rights, and you exploit them for your own enjoyment.
just finish watching the [6th sense].
wow lao~ last part was so touchin! cant take it but to tear.
got a late night yesterday~ kept thinkin that he actually called me!
n online tokin to tmd who is in uk at the moment,
n smsin hong like 5+am??
sunday~ as usual, my family day cum moving hse day~
but today, i was FORCED to go to jie's hse "in a rush"!
or esle i will be home alone!
didnt bathe~ so dunno who suggested to go to jie's hse to bathe~
hair messy, stupid pyjamas, slippers, towel over neck, hands full of
my [DOVE] products!~
n walked ALL THE WAY TO THE CARPARK!
luckily no one sees~ i just want to get into the car fast!
i just think im really "brave" at times~~ just no comment about it!~
well, at least all these is exchange for a really long relaxing jarcuzzi
at jie's hse~
went shoppin, bought 2 slippers, 2 shorts, 3 tshirts, 6 packets of large tissues!
is all my stuff~ n some food here n there.
great day! went home around 9+pm.. bought even more stuff at yishun~
reachin home feelin totally weary~
lucky there is no sch tomolo!
*listening to 5566--WO NAN GUO* ==
*today's mood: lazy*
..::|| You will never know true happiness
until you have truly loved, and you will never understand
what pain really is until you have lost it. ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 1:46 AM
Sunday, January 12, 2003
Which Adorable Japanese Popstar Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
You are... Utada Hikaru! Oh honey... you're bordering on perfection. You're not over-the-top, you're not a Kogyaru or a Ganguro, you're just an honest, down-to-earth girl who radiates a beautiful energy. However, you do like your men to be older... and your mother gives you a bit of greif from time to time... but you don't care, because you're sure of yourself and know that you'll succeed in whatever you do. Hoorah for you... You're just subarashii^_^
misunderstood my meanin. was wronged.
horribly upset. didnt blame them
cried in front of some, like i never cry before.
crying is NOT a form of weakness for me.
just want to make my stand.
n to make them understand thats not wat i meant.
cause they are the best group of friends i ever got.
isnt worth losin them just because of some
miscommunication breakdown.
just want to say it wasnt a form of wanton!
im so gald pau was there to listen. n check out on me every now n than!
thanks! these type of best friend is really hard to find.
ask urself honestly, do u have one like that?!
not everyone! friends that stick with u when u are in trouble.
when everyone just diam diam, n pau was there to walk thru with me.
is really hard! n i want to say to everyone. PAULINE IS A FRIEND I CANT MISSED!
although i know she wouldnt know this webbie of mine, but is ok! kinda too mushy for her to see it either! haha
when we sometimes not happy with each other, we show it out n start shoutin out at each other face,
we dun hide. n we will stay like this till the end! =) ok lah,
more on i scold her~ she is more mature in the sense she sees things..
so i dared to say to anyone, WHO HAVE SUCH A BEST FRIEND?! haha~
sorry guys! i wouldnt be bloggin for quite some time.
im really not in any mood to tok or anything..
but dun worry~ i "should" know how to handle it well in sch!
i wouldnt show it out! just dun ask me.
wondering how come i kept smellin maggie noodles in my room?
hm.....
*listening to COLDPLAY--THE SCIENTIST* ==
*today's mood: misunderstood*
..::|| i shows no more emotions ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:39 AM
which facial piercing are you? brought to you by Quizilla
your an eyebrow.. everyone has it.. get something original.. or maybe.. a vertical brow ring would be kinda unique.. im not sure.. eyebrow is a good first piercing... your like maria...
so happy to see everyone in sch today!! n of coz this webbie of mine...
all thanks to yan! you are really a great help! THANKS!
the only thing left is the photos~ i still got a problem figuring it out~ hai~
william, tuck n derek DYED THEIR HAIR! MY GOSH~ all looked so different!~
i loved the colour of tequila's purple hair while she loved my "so-called PURPLE" maroon hair! [so saddenin for me! y purple can become maroon for me?!] we were like can exchange? haha~ best part, fah said purple will become maroon than to brown!!!
*faint* well, at least tuck make me happy for a while by lyin it was purple! THANKS TUCK! gee..
of coz not forgettin r5r! so happy to see everyone back in one piece!
esp that SACARTIC hong~ "my day is spolit just by seein u!" haha~
nono~ corrections "my day is cloudy just by THAT SHORT GLANCE at u!" hee~
joking!!!
n to hazel~ "aye pompom head, u really made my day so happy today!" i got a great time just by tokin abt ur hair!is just PURELY AMAZING! im totally amaze by seeing 1 logs becomin into 2! n how u describe urself being such a slu* with every of the army guys in yishun!!
thanks to everyone who made my day so happy! i really got a great time just by comin back to sch!
n lim zai! so happy to see u in school today!
*listening to DAVID USHER--BLACK BLACK HEART* ==
*today's mood: elated! =)*
..::|| Love is born of faith,Lives on hope, And dies of charity ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 12:37 AM
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
What kind of nail polish are you? brought to you by Quizilla
You're GLOW-IN-THE-DARK nail polish! One thing can be said-you're certainly an individual. You're taste is often seen as freaky and a lot of time, your odd, bold style creeps people out.
today is my last day of my holis liao~~ happy yet sad too~ coz there is so much things to do durin that 2months plus~!
was chattin online with shin n tmd. tokin abt this ck friend of ours.. till shin said, "i think we are tokin abt the same person!!!!"
how small the world is!!
guess wat! went down to [simlim] today~ so happenin!~ will be goin down again for the next 2 days
to find andrew~ i wonder wat time will i be able to go down n meet him~
got to meet kok for those books too!
dental appointment n changi hospital AGAIN! is SO SO FAR~~
my schedule is so tight~ for this week!
felt very emotional today! i tear while watchin the news!! 3 die, 1 missin...
dunno why. just tear so badly seeing their loved ones cried till.... heart ache~
luckily no one saw!!
*listening to NELLY--HOT IN HERE* == *today's mood: stress n emotional*
..::|| fReE UrSeLf,GivE uRseLf N oTheRs A cHAncE 2 FrEe u,cArE 4 u N ShoWer U Wif LovE,BeLiEvE iT wHen iT cOmeS kNocKin..ChAncEs 0nLi cOmEs onCe..GrAp It! ||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:41 PM
What sex catagory do you fit? brought to you by Quizilla
hopefully this will work out well!! after all the "unsuccessful" webbie~
well shin! u got my links now!
ok guys~ this is a HORRIBLE "background" i know i know~
is SIBEI AH BENG~ no choice~ this is the "best" among the given ones~
well, good stuff got to wait~ [provided i know how to put them in! haha]
ya i bought a handy cam on saturday with pauline n "tons of other pple"
so paisei! made u all follow me down!!~
will take TONS of photos n put them in!!
so when goin down to [madmonks] again with u all? n that stupid boat ride?
movie of the year : [ I SPY ] => is hilarious! poor pau got to tahan the contagious laughter of mine~
erm... sian~ no sch tomolo even though is monday! i miss u all guys!!! esp my bunch of r5r darlings!! hazel that "SUPERMODEL" my god!~ all my other school mates~~ ah... dying for tuesday~~
okok i shall stop bloggin~ im a nag~ is 530am!! im still so awake!
*listenin to LENA PARK -- PLASTIC FLOWER* == *today's mood: nothing*
..::|| Women are like tea bags, You never know how strong they really are until you put them in hot water.||::..
justme's unforbidden words at 11:41 PM
